第 18 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  Dr。 Blank has just said。  It is true that I am a
  minister; and that I came here to preach。  But now
  I do not intend to preachonly to have a friendly
  talk; on a text which is not in the Bible。  I am very
  far from home; and I feel as homesick as some of
  you men look。  So my text is; ‘Blessed are the home…
  sick; for they shall go home。' ''
  In my summers at Cape Cod I had learned some…
  thing about sailors。  I knew that in the inprepos…
  sessing congregation before me there were many
  boys who had run away from home; and men who
  had left home because of family troubles。  I talked
  to the young men first; to those who had forgotten
  their mothers and thought their mothers had for…
  gotten them; and I told of my experiences with
  waiting; heavy…hearted mothers who had sons at
  sea。  Some heads went down at that; and here and
  there I saw a boy gulp; but the old fellow I was par…
  ticularly anxious to move still grinned up at me like
  a malicious monkey。  Then I talked of the sailor's
  wife; and of her double burden of homemaking and
  anxiety; and soon I could pick out some of the hus…
  bands by their softened faces。  But still my old
  man grinned and squinted。  Last of all I described
  the whalers who were absent from home for years;
  and who came back to find their children and their
  grandchildren waiting for them。  I told how I had
  seen them; in our New England coast towns; covered;
  as a ship is covered with barnacles; by grandchildren
  who rode on their shoulders and sat astride of their
  necks as they walked down the village streets。  And
  now at last the sneer left my old man's loose lips。
  He had grandchildren somewhere。  He twisted un…
  easily in his seat; coughed; and finally took out a big
  red handkerchief and wiped his eyes。  The episode
  encouraged me。
  ‘‘When I came here;'' I added; ‘‘I intended to
  preach a sermon on ‘The Heavenly Vision。'  Now I
  want to give you a glimpse of that in addition to
  the vision we have had of home。''
  I ended with a bit of the sermon and a prayer;
  and when I raised my head the old man of the sar…
  donic grin was standing before me。
  ‘‘Missus;'' he said in a husky whisper; ‘‘I'd like
  to shake your hand。''
  I took his hard old fist; and then; seeing that
  many of the other sailors were beginning to move
  hospitably but shyly toward me; I said:
  ‘‘I would like to shake hands with every man
  here。''
  At the words they surged forward; and the affair
  became a reception; during which I shook hands
  with every sailor of my congregation。  The next day
  my hand was swollen out of shape; for the sailors had
  gripped it as if they were hauling on a hawser; but
  the experience was worth the discomfort。  The best
  moment of the morning came; however; when the
  pastor of the ship faced me; goggle…eyed and mar…
  veling。
  ‘‘I wouldn't have believed it;'' was all he could
  say。  ‘‘I thought the men would mob you。''
  ‘‘Why should they mob me?'' I wanted to know。
  ‘‘Why;'' he stammered; ‘‘because the thing is so
  sounnatural。''
  ‘‘Well;'' I said; ‘‘if it is unnatural for women to
  talk to men; we have been living in an unnatural
  world for a long time。  Moreover; if it is unnatural;
  why did Jesus send a woman out as the first preach…
  er?''
  He waived a discussion of that question by invit…
  ing us all to his cabin to drink wine with himand
  as we were ‘‘total abstainers;'' it seemed as un…
  natural to us to have him offer us wine as a woman's
  preaching had seemed to him。
  The next European incident on which memory
  throws a high…light was our audience with Pope
  Leo XIII。  As there were several distinguished
  Americans in our party; a private audience was ar…
  ranged for us; and for days before the time appointed
  we nervously rehearsed the etiquette of the oc…
  casion。  When we reached the Vatican we were
  marched between rows of Swiss Guards to the
  Throne Room; only to learn there that we were to
  be received in the Tapestry Room。  Here we found
  a very impressive assemblage of cardinals and
  Vatican officials; and while we were still lost in the
  beauty of the picture they made against the room's
  superb background; the approach of the Pope was
  announced。  Every one immediately knelt; except a
  few persons who tried to show their democracy by
  standing; but I am sure that even these individuals
  felt a thrill when the slight; exquisite figure appeared
  at the door and gave us a general benediction。  Then
  the Pope passed slowly down the line; offering his
  hand to each of us; and radiating a charm so gracious
  and so human that few failed to respond to the
  appeal of his engaging personality。  There was
  nothing fleshly about Leo XIII。  His body was so
  frail; so wraithlike; that one almost expected to see
  through it the magnificent tapestries on the walls。
  But from the moment he appeared every eye clung
  to him; every thought was concentrated upon him。
  This effect I think he would have produced even if
  he had come among us unrecognized; for through
  the thin shell that housed it shone the steady flame
  of a wonderful spirit。
  I had previously remarked to my friends that
  kissing the Pope's ring after so many other lips had
  touched it did not appeal to me as hygienic; and that
  I intended to kiss his hand instead。  When my op…
  portunity came I kept my word; but after I had
  kissed the venerable hand I remained kneeling for
  an instant with bowed head; a little aghast at my
  daring。  The gentle Father thought; however; that
  I was waiting for a special blessing。  He gave it to
  me gravely and passed on; and I devoted the next
  few hours to ungodly crowing over the associ…
  ates who had received no such individual atten…
  tion。
  In Venice we attended the great fete celebrating
  the first visit of King Humbert and Queen Mar…
  gherita。  It was also the first time Venice had en…
  tertained a queen since the Italian union; and the
  sea…queen of the Adriatic outdid herself in the gor…
  geousness and the beauty of her preparations。  The
  Grand Canal was like a flowing rainbow; reflecting
  the brilliant decorations on every side; and at night
  the moonlight; the music; the chiming church…bells;
  the colored lanterns; the gay voices; the lapping
  waters against the sides of countless gondolas made
  the experience seem like a dream of a new and un…
  believably beautiful world。  Forty thousand per…
  sons were gathered in the Square of St。 Mark and
  in front of the Palace; and I recall a pretty incident
  in which the gracious Queen and a little street
  urchin figured。  The small; ragged boy had crept
  as close to the royal balcony as he dared; and then;
  unobserved; had climbed up one of its pillars。  At
  the moment when a sudden hush had fallen on the
  crowd this infant; overcome by patriotism and a
  glimpse of the royal lady on the balcony above him;
  suddenly piped up shrilly in the silence。  ‘‘ Long live
  the Queen!'' he cried。  ‘‘Long live the Queen!''
  The gracious Margherita heard the childish voice;
  and; amused and interested; leaned over the bal…
  cony to see where it came from。  What she saw
  doubtless touched the mother…heart in her。  She
  caught the eye of the tattered urchin clinging to the
  pillar; and radiantly smiled on him。  Then; prob…
  ably thinking that the King was absorbing the at…
  tention of the great assemblage; she indulged in a
  little diversion。  Leaning far forward; she kissed the
  tip of her lace handkerchief and swept it caressingly
  across the boy's brown cheek; smiling down at him
  as unconsciously as if she and the enraptured young…
  ster were alone together in the world。  The next
  instant she had straightened up and flushed; for the
  watchful crowd had seen the episode and was wild
  with enthusiasm。  For ten minutes the people
  cheered the Queen without ceasing; and for the next
  few days they talked of little but the spontaneous;
  girlish action which had delighted them all。
  One more sentimental record; and I shall have
  reached another mile…stone。  As I have said; my
  friend Mrs。 Addy left me in her will fifteen hundred
  dollars for my visit to Europe; and before I sailed
  her father; who was one of the best friends I have
  ever had; made a characteristically kind proposition
  in connection with the little fund。  Instead of giving
  me the money; he gave me two railroad bonds; one
  for one thousand dollars; the other for five hundred
  dollars; and each drawing seven per cent。 interest。
  He suggested that I deposit these bonds in the bank
  of which he was president; and borrow from the
  bank the money to go abroad。  Then; when I re…
  turned and went into my new parish; I could use
  some of my salary every month toward repaying
  the loan。  These monthly payments; he explained;
  could be as small as I wished; but each month the
  interest on the amount I paid would cease。  I glad…
  ly took his advice and borrowed seven hundred
  dollars。  After