第 13 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  young men to decide upon the speaker and then an…
  nounce his name to the women; who humbly con…
  firmed it。  On this occasion; however; when the
  name came in to us; I sent a message to our brother
  society to the effect that we; too; intended to make
  a nomination and to send in a name。
  At such unprecedented behavior the entire stu…
  dent body arose in excitement; which; among the
  girls; was combined with equal parts of exhilaration
  and awe。  The men refused to consider our nominee;
  and as a friendly compromise we suggested that we
  have a joint meeting of all the societies and elect
  the speaker at this gathering; but this plan also
  the men at first refused; giving in only after weeks
  of argument; during which no one had time for
  the calmer pleasures of study。  When the joint
  meeting was finally held; nothing was accomplished;
  we girls had one more member than the boys had;
  and we promptly re…elected our candidate; who was
  as promptly declined by the boys。  Two of our girls
  were engaged to two of the boys; and it was secretly
  planned by our brother society that during a second
  joint meeting these two men should take the girls
  out for a drive and then slip back to vote; leaving
  the girls at some point sufficiently remote from col…
  lege。  We discovered the plot; however; in time to
  thwart it; and at last; when nothing but the un…
  precedented tie…up had been discussed for months;
  the boys suddenly gave up their candidate and
  nominated me for orator。
  This was not at all what I wanted; and I immedi…
  ately declined to serve。  We girls then nominated
  the young man who had been first choice of our
  brother society; but he haughtily refused to accept
  the compliment。  The reunion was only a fortnight
  away; and the programme had not been printed; so
  now the president took the situation in hand and
  peremptorily ordered me to accept the nomination
  or be suspended。  This was a wholly unexpected
  boomerang。  I had wished to make a good fight for
  equal rights for the girls; and to impress the boys
  with the fact of our existence as a society; but I
  had not desired to set the entire student body by
  the ears nor to be forced to prepare and deliver an
  oration at the eleventh hour。  Moreover; I had no
  suitable gown to wear on so important an occasion。
  One of my classmates; however; secretly wrote to
  my sister; describing my blushing honors and ex…
  plaining my need; and my family rallied to the call。
  My father bought the material; and my mother and
  Mary paid for the making of the gown。  It was a
  white alpaca creation; trimmed with satin; and the
  consciousness that it was extremely becoming sus…
  tained me greatly during the mental agony of pre…
  paring and delivering my oration。  To my family
  that oration was the redeeming episode of my early
  career。  For the moment it almost made them for…
  get my crime of preaching。
  My original fund of eighteen dollars was now
  supplemented by the proceeds of a series of lectures
  I gave on temperance。  The temperance women were
  not yet organized; but they had their speakers; and
  I was occasionally paid five dollars to hold forth
  for an hour or two in the little country school…houses
  of our region。  As a licensed preacher I had no
  tuition fees to pay at college; but my board; in the
  home of the president and his wife; was costing me
  four dollars a week; and this was the limit of my
  expenses; as I did my own laundry…work。  During
  my first college year the amount I paid for amuse…
  ment was exactly fifty cents; that went for a lec…
  ture。  The mental strain of the whole experience
  was rather severe; for I never knew how much I
  would be able to earn; and I was beginning to feel
  the effects of this when Christmas came and brought
  with it a gift of ninety…two dollars; which Miss Foot
  had collected among my Big Rapids friends。  That;
  with what I could earn; carried me through the
  year。
  The following spring our brother James; who
  was now living in St。 Johnsbury; Vermont; invited
  my sister Mary and me to spend the summer
  with him; and Mary and I finally dug a grave for
  our little hatchet and went East together with
  something of our old…time joy in each other's so…
  ciety。  We reached St。 Johnsbury one Saturday;
  and within an hour of our arrival learned that my
  brother had arranged for me to preach in a local
  church the following day。  That threatened to spoil
  the visit for Mary and even to disinter the hatchet!
  At first she positively refused to go to hear me; but
  after a few hours of reflection she announced gloom…
  ily that if she did not go I would not have my hair
  arranged properly or get my hat on straight。  Moved
  by this conviction; she joined the family parade to
  the church; and later; in the sacristy; she pulled me
  about and pinned me up to her heart's content。
  Then; reluctantly; she went into the church and
  heard me preach。  She offered no tributes after our
  return to the house; but her protests ceased from
  that time; and we gave each other the love and
  understanding which had marked our girlhood days。
  The change made me very happy; for Mary was the
  salt of the earth; and next only to my longing for
  my mother; I had longed for her in the years of our
  estrangement。
  Every Sunday that summer I preached in or near
  St。 Johnsbury; and toward autumn we had a big
  meeting which the ministers of all the surrounding
  churches attended。  I was asked to preach the ser…
  mona high complimentand I chose that impor…
  tant day to make a mistake in quoting a passage
  from Scripture。  I asked; ‘‘Can the Ethiopian change
  his spots or the leopard his skin?''  I realized at
  once that I had transposed the words; and no doubt
  a look of horror dawned in my eyes; but I went on
  without correcting myself and without the slightest
  pause。  Later; one of the ministers congratulated
  me on this presence of mind。
  ‘‘If you had corrected yourself;'' he said; ‘‘all the
  young people would have been giggling yet over
  the spotted nigger。  Keep to your rule of going
  right ahead!''
  At the end of the summer the various churches
  in which I had preached gave me a beautiful gold
  watch and one hundred dollars in money; and with
  an exceedingly light heart I went back to college
  to begin my second year of work。
  From that time life was less complex。  I had
  enough temperance…work and preaching in the
  country school…houses and churches to pay my col…
  lege expenses; and; now that my financial anxieties
  were relieved; my health steadily improved。  Sev…
  eral times I preached to the Indians; and these
  occasions were among the most interesting of my
  experiences。  The squaws invariably brought their
  babies with them; but they had a simple and effective
  method of relieving themselves of the care of the
  infants as soon as they reached the church。  The
  papooses; who were strapped to their boards; were
  hung like a garment on the back wall of the building
  by a hole in the top of the board; which projected
  above their heads。  Each papoose usually had a
  bit of fat pork tied to the end of a string fastened
  to its wrist; and with these sources of nourishment
  the infants occupied themselves pleasantly while
  the sermon was in progress。  Frequently the pork
  slipped down the throat of the papoose; but the
  struggle of the child and the jerking of its hands
  in the strangulation that followed pulled the piece
  safely out again。  As I faced the congregation I also
  faced the papooses; to whom the indifferent backs
  of their mothers were presented; it seemed to me
  there was never a time when some papoose was not
  choking; but no matter how much excitement or
  discomfort was going on among the babies; not one
  squaw turned her head to look back at them。  In
  that assemblage the emotions were not allowed to
  interrupt the calm intellectual enjoyment of the
  sermon。
  My most dramatic experience during this period
  occurred in the summer of 1874; when I went to a
  Northern lumber…camp to preach in the pulpit of a
  minister who was away on his honeymoon。  The
  stage took me within twenty…two miles of my desti…
  nation; to a place called Seberwing。  To my dismay;
  however; when I arrived at Seberwing; Saturday
  evening; I found that the rest of the journey lay
  through a dense woods; and that I could reach my
  pulpit in time the next morning only by having some
  one drive me through the woods that night。  It was
  not a pleasant prospect; for I had heard appalling
  tales of the stockades in this region and of the
  women who were kept prisoners there。  But to miss
  the engagement was not to be thought of; and when;
  after I had made several vain efforts to find a driver;
  a man appeared in a two…seated wagon and offered
  to take me to my destination; I felt that I had to go
  with him; though I did not like his appearance。
  He was a huge; muscular person; with a protruding
  jaw and a