第 6 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9321
  yawning holes father had left for them; and to lay a board
  flooring over the earth inside our cabin walls; and these
  duties we accomplished before we had occupied our new
  home a fortnight。  There was a small saw…mill nine miles
  from our cabin; on the spot that is now Big Rapids; and
  there we bought our lumber。  The labor we supplied
  ourselves; and though we put our hearts into it and the
  results at the time seemed beautiful to our partial eyes; I
  am forced to admit; in looking back upon them; that they
  halted this side of perfection。  We began by making three
  windows and two doors; then; inspired by these
  achievements; we ambitiously constructed an attic and
  divided the ground floor with partitions; which gave us
  four rooms。
  The general effect was temperamental and sketchy。
  The boards which formed the floor were never even
  nailed down; they were fine; wide planks without a knot in
  them; and they looked so well that we merely fitted them
  together as closely as we could and lightheartedly let them
  go at that。  Neither did we properly chink the house。
  Nothing is more comfortable than a log cabin which has
  been carefully built
  and finished; but for some reasonprobably because
  there seemed always a more urgent duty calling to us
  around the cornerwe never plastered our house at all。
  The result was that on many future winter mornings we
  awoke to find ourselves chastely blanketed by snow; while
  the only warm spot in our living…room was that directly in
  front of the fireplace; where great logs burned all day。
  Even there our faces scorched while our spines slowly
  congealed; until we learned to revolve before the fire like a
  bird upon a spit。  No doubt we would have worked more
  thoroughly if my brother James; who was twenty years
  old and our tower of strength; had remained with us; but
  when we had been in our new home only a few months he
  fell and was forced to go East for an operation。  He was
  never able to return to us; and thus my mother; we three
  young girls; and my youngest brotherHarry; who was
  only eight years oldmade our fight alone until father
  came to us; more than a year later。
  Mother was practically an invalid。  She had a nervous
  affection which made it impossible for her to stand
  without the support of a chair。  But she sewed with
  unusual skill; and it was due to her that our clothes;
  notwithstanding the strain to which we subjected them;
  were always in good condition。  She sewed for hours every
  day; and she was able to move about the house; after a
  fashion; by pushing herself around on a stool which James
  made for her as soon as we arrived。  He also built for her a
  more comfortable chair with a high back。
  The division of labor planned at the first council
  was that mother should do our sewing; and my older
  sisters; Eleanor and Mary; the housework; which
  was far from taxing; for of course we lived in the
  simplest manner。  My brothers and I were to do
  the work out of doors; an arrangement that suited
  me very well; though at first; owing to our lack of
  experience; our activities were somewhat curtailed。
  It was too late in the season for plowing or planting;
  even if we had possessed anything with which to
  plow; and; moreover; our so…called ‘‘cleared'' land
  was thick with sturdy tree…stumps。  Even during
  the second summer plowing was impossible; we
  could only plant potatoes and corn; and follow the
  most primitive method in doing even this。  We took
  an ax; chopped up the sod; put the seed under it;
  and let the seed grow。  The seed did grow; tooin
  the most gratifying and encouraging manner。  Our
  green corn and potatoes were the best I have ever
  eaten。  But for the present we lacked these luxuries。
  We had; however; in their place; large quantities
  of wild fruitgooseberries; raspberries; and plums
  which Harry and I gathered on the banks of our
  creek。  Harry also became an expert fisherman。
  We had no hooks or lines; but he took wires from
  our hoop…skirts and made snares at the ends of
  poles。  My part of this work was to stand on a log
  and frighten the fish out of their holes by making
  horrible sounds; which I did with impassioned
  earnestness。  When the fish hurried to the surface
  of the water to investigate the appalling noises
  they had heard; they were easily snared by our
  small boy; who was very proud of his ability to
  contribute in this way to the family table。
  During our first winter we lived largely on corn…
  meal; making a little journey of twenty miles to the
  nearest mill to buy it; but even at that we were
  better off than our neighbors; for I remember one
  family in our region who for an entire winter lived
  solely on coarse…grained yellow turnips; gratefully
  changing their diet to leeks when these came in the
  spring。
  Such furniture as we had we made ourselves。  In
  addition to my mother's two chairs and the bunks
  which took the place of beds; James made a settle
  for the living…room; as well as a table and several
  stools。  At first we had our tree…cutting done for
  us; but we soon became expert in this gentle art;
  and I developed such skill that in later years; after
  father came; I used to stand with him and ‘‘heart''
  a log。
  On every side; and at every hour of the day; we
  came up against the relentless limitations of pioneer
  life。  There was not a team of horses in our entire
  region。  The team with which my brother had
  driven us through the wilderness had been hired
  at Grand Rapids for that occasion; and; of course;
  immediately returned。  Our lumber was delivered
  by ox…teams; and the absolutely essential purchases
  we made ‘‘outside'' (at the nearest shops; forty
  miles away) were carried through the forest on the
  backs of men。  Our mail was delivered once a
  month by a carrier who made the journey in alter…
  nate stages of horseback riding and canoeing。  But
  we had health; youth; enthusiasm; good appetites;
  and the wherewithal to satisfy them; and at night
  in our primitive bunks we sank into abysses of dream…
  less slumber such as I have never known since。
  Indeed; looking back upon them; those first months
  seem to have been a long…drawn…out and glorious
  picnic; interrupted only by occasional hours of pain
  or panic; when we were hurt or frightened。
  Naturally; our two greatest menaces were wild
  animals and Indians; but as the days passed the first
  of these lost the early terrors with which we had
  associated them。  We grew indifferent to the sounds
  that had made our first night a horror to us all
  there was even a certain homeliness in themwhile
  we regarded with accustomed; almost blase eyes the
  various furred creatures of which we caught distant
  glimpses as they slunk through the forest。  Their
  experience with other settlers had taught them cau…
  tion; it soon became clear that they were as eager
  to avoid us as we were to shun them; and by common
  consent we gave each other ample elbow…room。
  But the Indians were all around us; and every settler
  had a collection of hair…raising tales to tell of them。
  It was generally agreed that they were dangerous
  only when they were drunk; but as they were drunk
  whenever they could get whisky; and as whisky was
  constantly given them in exchange for pelts and
  game; there was a harrowing doubt in our minds
  whenever they approached us。
  In my first encounter with them I was alone in
  the woods at sunset with my small brother Harry。
  We were hunting a cow James had bought; and our
  young eyes were peering eagerly among the trees;
  on the alert for any moving object。  Suddenly; at
  a little distance; and coming directly toward us; we
  saw a party of Indians。  There were five of them;
  all men; walking in single file; as noiselessly as ghosts;
  their moccasined feet causing not even a rustle
  among the dry leaves that carpeted the woods。  All
  the horrible stories we had heard of Indian cruelty
  flashed into our minds; and for a moment we were
  dumb with terror。  Then I remembered having been
  told that the one thing one must not do before them
  is to show fear。  Harry was carrying a rope with
  which we had expected to lead home our reluctant
  cow; and I seized one end of it and whispered
  to him that we would ‘‘play horse;'' pretending he
  was driving me。  We pranced toward the Indians
  on feet that felt like lead; and with eyes so glazed by
  terror that we could see nothing save a line of moving
  figures; but as we passed them they did not give
  to our little impersonation of care…free children even
  the tribute of a side…glance。  They were; we realized;
  headed straight for our home; and after a few mo…
  ments we doubled on our tracks and; keeping at a
  safe distance from them among the trees; ran back
  to warn our mother that they were coming。
  As it happened; James was away; and mother had
  to meet her unwelcome guests supported only by
  her young