第 11 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  Their white tunic was torn; and the branches had cut the skin of their
  arms;    but  they   spoke   as  if  they   had  never  taken  notice   of  it;  nor  of
  weariness; nor of fear。
  〃We have followed you;〃 they said; 〃and we shall follow you wherever
  you go。 If danger threatens   you; we   shall face   it also。  If it   be death;  we
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  shall    die  with   you。    You     are  damned;     and   we    wish   to  share   your
  damnation。〃
  They looked upon us; and their voice was low; but there was bitterness
  and triumph in their voice。
  〃Your eyes are as a flame; but our brothers have neither hope nor fire。
  Your mouth is cut of granite; but our brothers are soft and humble。                 Your
  head is high; but our brothers cringe。           You walk; but our brothers crawl。
  We wish to be damned with you; rather than blessed with all our brothers。
  Do as you please with us; but do not send us away from you。〃
  Then they knelt; and bowed their golden head before us。
  We   had   never   thought   of   that   which   we   did。   We   bent   to   raise   the
  Golden One to their feet; but when we touched them; it was as if madness
  had stricken us。       We seized their body and we pressed our lips to theirs。
  The   Golden   One   breathed   once;   and   their   breath   was   a   moan;   and   then
  their arms closed around us。
  We stood together for a long time。 And we were frightened that we had
  lived for twenty…one years and had never known what joy is possible to
  men。
  Then we said:
  〃Our dearest one。        Fear nothing of the  forest。 There is no danger in
  solitude。     We have no need of our brothers。          Let us forget their good and
  our evil; let us forget all things save that we are together and that there is
  joy   as   a   bond   between   us。   Give   us   your   hand。 Look   ahead。   It   is   our
  own world; Golden One; a strange; unknown world; but our own。〃
  Then we walked on into the forest; their hand in ours。
  And that night we knew that to hold the body of women in our arms is
  neither ugly nor shameful; but the one ecstasy granted to the race of men。
  We have walked for many days。             The forest has no end; and we seek
  no end。     But each day added to the chain of days between us and the City
  is like an added blessing。
  We have made a bow and many arrows。 We can kill more birds than
  we need for our food; we find water and fruit in the forest。               At night; we
  choose a clearing; and we build a ring of fires around it。             We sleep in the
  midst   of   that   ring;   and   the   beasts   dare not   attack   us。 We   can   see   their
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  eyes;    green   and   yellow    as  coals;  watching     us  from   the   tree  branches
  beyond。      The fires smoulder as a crown of jewels around us; and smoke
  stands still in the air; in columns made blue by the moonlight。                 We sleep
  together in the midst of the ring; the arms of the Golden One around us;
  their head upon our breast。
  Some day; we shall stop and build a house; when we shall have gone
  far   enough。    But   we   do   not  have    to  hasten。   The    days    before   us  are
  without end; like the forest。
  We cannot understand this new life which we have found; yet it seems
  so   clear   and   so   simple。  When   questions   come   to   puzzle   us;   we   walk
  faster;   then   turn   and   forget   all  things  as   we   watch    the  Golden     One
  following。      The shadows of leaves fall upon their arms; as they spread the
  branches apart; but their shoulders are in the sun。 The skin of their arms is
  like a blue mist; but their shoulders are white and glowing; as if the light
  fell not from above; but rose from under their skin。                We watch the leaf
  which has fallen upon their shoulder; and it lies at the curve of their neck;
  and a drop of dew glistens upon it like a jewel。 They approach us; and they
  stop; laughing; knowing what we think; and they wait obediently; without
  questions; till it pleases us to turn and go on。
  We go on and we bless the earth under our feet。               But questions come
  to us   again;  as   we walk  in   silence。    If  that   which we  have   found   is   the
  corruption of solitude; then what can men wish for save corruption? If this
  is the great evil of being alone; then what is good and what is evil?
  Everything   which   comes   from   the   many   is   good。   Everything   which
  comes from one is evil。 This have we been taught with our first breath。 We
  have broken the law; but we have never doubted it。 Yet now; as we walk
  through the forest; we are learning to doubt。
  There is   no life  for men;  save in   useful toil   for the  good of   all   their
  brothers。 But we lived not; when we toiled for our brothers; we were only
  weary。     There     is  no  joy   for  men;   save   the   joy  shared    with   all  their
  brothers。     But   the   only   things   which   taught   us   joy   were   the   power   we
  created in our wires; and the Golden One。             And both these joys belong to
  us alone; they come from us alone; they bear no relation to all our brothers;
  and they do not concern our brothers in any way。              Thus do we wonder。
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  There is some error; one frightful error; in the thinking of men。                 What
  is   that   error?   We   do   not   know;   but   the   knowledge   struggles   within   us;
  struggles to be born。        Today; the Golden One stopped suddenly and said:
  〃We love you。〃
  But they frowned and shook their head and looked at us helplessly。
  〃No;〃 they whispered; 〃that is not what we wished to say。〃
  They were silent; then they spoke slowly; and their words were halting;
  like the words of a child learning to speak for the first time:
  〃We  are   one  。   。   。  alone   。   。  。   and   only  。   。   。  and   we   love  you   who   are
  one 。 。 。 alone 。 。 。 and only。〃
  We   looked   into   each   other's   eyes   and   we   knew   that   the   breath   of   a
  miracle had touched us; and fled; and left us groping vainly。
  And we felt torn; torn for some word we could not find。
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  PART TEN
  We   are   sitting   at   a   table   and   we   are   writing   this   upon   paper   made
  thousands of years ago。         The light is dim; and we cannot see the Golden
  One; only  one lock of   gold on the pillow  of   an ancient   bed。 This is our
  home。
  We    came    upon    it  today;  at  sunrise。  For   many    days   we   had   been
  crossing     a  chain    of  mountains。      The    forest   rose   among     cliffs;  and
  whenever we walked out upon a barren stretch of rock we saw great peaks
  before us in the west; and to the north of us; and to the south; as far as our
  eyes could see。 The peaks were red and brown; with the green streaks of
  forests as veins upon them; with blue mists as veils over their heads。                We
  had never heard of these mountains; nor seen them marked on any map。
  The   Uncharted   Forest   has   protected   them   from   the   Cities   and   from   the
  men of the Cities。
  We    climbed    paths   where    the  wild   goat   dared   not  follow。    Stones
  rolled from under our feet; and   we heard them striking the rocks   below;
  farther   and   farther   down;   and   the   mountains   rang   with   each   stroke;   and
  long after the strokes had died。 But we went on; for we knew that no men
  would ever follow our track nor reach us here。
  Then today; at sunrise; we saw a white flame among the trees; high on
  a sheer peak before us。        We thought that it was a fire and stopped。             But
  the   flame   was   unmoving;   yet   blinding   as   liquid   metal。   So   we   climbed
  toward it through the rocks。 And there; before us; on a broad summit; with
  the mountains rising behind it; stood a house such as we had never seen;
  and the white fire came from the sun on the glass of its windows。
  The house had two stories and a strange roof flat as a floor。                 There
  was   more   window   than   wall   upon   its   walls;   and   the   windows   went   on
  straight around the corners; though how this kept the house standing we
  could not guess。       The walls were hard and smooth; of that stone un