第 8 节
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  stopped me; and heaped coals of fire on my head by telling me that
  he had tried to get me one of the resident appointments; much
  coveted by the assistant surgeons; but that the Admiralty had put
  in another man。  〃However;〃 said he; 〃I mean to keep you here till
  I can get you something you will like;〃 and turned upon his heel
  without waiting for the thanks I stammered out。  That explained how
  it was I had not been packed off to the West Coast of Africa like
  some of my juniors; and why; eventually; I remained altogether
  seven months at Haslar。
  After a long interval; during which 〃Old John〃 ignored my existence
  almost as completely as before; he stopped me again as we met in a
  casual way; and describing the service on which the Rattlesnake was
  likely to be employed; said that Captain Owen Stanley; who was to
  command the ship; had asked him to recommend an assistant surgeon
  who knew something of science; would I like that?  Of course I
  jumped at the offer。  〃Very well; I give you leave; go to London at
  once and see Captain Stanley。〃  I went; saw my future commander;
  who was very civil to me; and promised to ask that I should be
  appointed to his ship; as in due time I was。  It is a singular
  thing that; during the few months of my stay at Haslar; I had among
  my messmates two future Directors…General of the Medical Service of
  the Navy (Sir Alexander Armstrong and Sir John Watt…Reid); with the
  present President of the College of Physicians and my kindest of
  doctors; Sir Andrew Clark。
  Life on board Her Majesty's ship in those days was a very different
  affair from what it is now; and ours was exceptionally rough; as we
  were often many months without receiving letters or seeing any
  civilised people but ourselves。  In exchange; we had the interest
  of being about the last voyagers; I suppose; to whom it could be
  possible to meet with people who knew nothing of fire…armsas we
  did on the south coast of New Guineaand of making acquaintance
  with a variety of interesting savage and semi…civilised people。
  But; apart from experience of this kind and the opportunities
  offered for scientific work; to me; personally; the cruise was
  extremely valuable。  It was good for me to live under sharp
  discipline; to be down on the realities of existence by living on
  bare necessaries; to find out how extremely well worth living life
  seemed to be when one woke up from a night's rest on a soft plank;
  with the sky for canopy and cocoa and weevilly biscuit the sole
  prospect for breakfast; and; more especially; to learn to work for
  the sake of what I got for myself out of it; even if it all went to
  the bottom and I along with it。  My brother officers were as good
  fellows as sailors ought to be and generally are; but; naturally;
  they neither knew nor cared anything about my pursuits; nor
  understood why I should be so zealous in pursuit of the objects
  which my friends; the middies;'10' christened 〃Buffons;〃 after the
  title conspicuous on a volume of the Suites a Buffon;'11' which
  stood on my shelf in the chart room。
  During the four years of our absence; I sent home communication
  after communication to the 〃Linnean Society;〃'12' with the same
  result as that obtained by Noah when he sent the raven out of his ark。
  Tired at last of hearing nothing about them; I determined to do or
  die; and in 1849 I drew up a more elaborate paper and forwarded it
  to the Royal Society。'13'  This was my dove; if I had only known it。
  But owing to the movements of the ship; I heard nothing of that
  either until my return to England in the latter end of the year
  1850; when I found that it was printed and published; and that a
  huge packet of separate copies awaited me。  When I hear some of my
  young friends complain of want of sympathy and encouragement; I am
  inclined to think that my naval life was not the least valuable
  part of my education。
  Three years after my return were occupied by a battle between my
  scientific friends on the one hand and the Admiralty on the other;
  as to whether the latter ought; or ought not; to act up to the
  spirit of a pledge they had given to encourage officers who had
  done scientific work by contributing to the expense of publishing
  mine。  At last the Admiralty; getting tired; I suppose; cut short
  the discussion by ordering me to join a ship; which thing I
  declined to do; and as Rastignac;'14' in the Pere Goriot '15' says
  to Paris; I said to London 〃a nous deux。〃  I desired to obtain a
  Professorship of either Physiology or Comparative Anatomy; and as
  vacancies occurred I applied; but in vain。  My friend; Professor
  Tyndall;'16' and I were candidates at the same time; he for the Chair
  of Physics and I for that of Natural History in the University of
  Toronto; which; fortunately; as it turned out; would not look at
  either of us。  I say fortunately; not from any lack of respect for
  Toronto; but because I soon made up my mind that London was the
  place for me; and hence I have steadily declined the inducements to
  leave it; which have at various times been offered。  At last; in
  1854; on the translation of my warm friend Edward Forbes; to
  Edinburgh; Sir Henry de la Beche; the Director…General of the
  Geological Survey; offered me the post Forbes vacated of
  Paleontologist and Lecturer on Natural History。  I refused the
  former point blank; and accepted the latter only provisionally;
  telling Sir Henry that I did not care for fossils; and that I
  should give up Natural History as soon as I could get a
  physiological post。  But I held the office for thirty…one years;
  and a large part of my work has been paleontological。
  At that time I disliked public speaking; and had a firm conviction
  that I should break down every time I opened my mouth。  I believe I
  had every fault a speaker could have (except talking at random or
  indulging in rhetoric); when I spoke to the first important
  audience I ever addressed; on a Friday evening at the Royal
  Institution; in 1852。  Yet; I must confess to having been guilty;
  malgre moi; of as much public speaking as most of my
  contemporaries; and for the last ten years it ceased to be so much
  of a bugbear to me。  I used to pity myself for having to go through
  this training; but I am now more disposed to compassionate the
  unfortunate audiences; especially my ever friendly hearers at the
  Royal Institution; who were the subjects of my oratorical
  experiments。
  The last thing that it would be proper for me to do would be to
  speak of the work of my life; or to say at the end of the day
  whether I think I have earned my wages or not。  Men are said to be
  partial judges of themselves。  Young men may be; I doubt if old men
  are。  Life seems terribly foreshortened as they look back and the
  mountain they set themselves to climb in youth turns out to be a
  mere spur of immeasurably higher ranges when; by failing breath;
  they reach the top。  But if I may speak of the objects I have had
  more or less definitely in view since I began the ascent of my
  hillock; they are briefly these: To promote the increase of natural
  knowledge and to forward the application of scientific methods of
  investigation to all the problems of life to the best of my
  ability; in the conviction which has grown with my growth and
  strengthened with my strength; that there is no alleviation for the
  sufferings of mankind except veracity of thought and of action; and
  the resolute facing of the world as it is when the garment of make…
  believe by which pious hands have hidden its uglier features is
  stripped off。
  It is with this intent that I have subordinated any reasonable; or
  unreasonable; ambition for scientific fame which I may have
  permitted myself to entertain to other ends; to the popularization
  of science; to the development and organisation of scientific
  education; to the endless series of battles and skirmishes over
  evolution; and to untiring opposition to that ecclesiastical
  spirit;'17' that clericalism; which in England; as everywhere else;
  and to whatever denomination it may belong; is the deadly enemy of
  science。
  In striving for the attainment of these objects; I have been but
  one among many; and I shall be well content to be remembered; or
  even not remembered; as such。  Circumstances; among which I am
  proud to reckon the devoted kindness of many friends; have led to
  my occupation of various prominent positions; among which the
  Presidency of the Royal Society is the highest。  It would be mock
  modesty on my part; with these and other scientific honours which
  have been bestowed upon me; to pretend that I have not succeeded in
  the career which I have followed; rather because I was driven into
  it than of my own free will; but I am afraid I should not count
  even these things as marks of success if I could not hope that I
  had somewhat helped that movement of opinion which has been called
  the New Reformation。'18'
  ON THE ADVISABLENESS OF IMPROVING NATURAL KNOW