第 8 节
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  Is poverty your portion?she will lighten your labours; preside at your
  frugal board; and watch your quiet slumbers。
  Is your state mediocrity?she will heighten every blessing you enjoy;
  by informing you how grateful you should be to that bountiful Providence
  who might have placed you in the most abject situation; and; by teaching
  you   to   weigh   your   blessings   against   your   deserts;   show   you   how   much
  more you receive than you have a right to expect。
  Are    you    possessed     of  affluence?what       an  inexhaustible      fund   of
  happiness   will   she   lay   before   you! To   relieve   the   distressed;   redress   the
  injured; in short; to perform all the good works of peace and mercy。
  Content; my dear friends; will blunt even the arrows of adversity; so
  that   they   cannot   materially   harm   you。   She   will   dwell   in   the   humblest
  cottage; she will attend you even to a prison。 Her parent is Religion; her
  sisters; Patience and Hope。 She will pass with you through life; smoothing
  the rough paths and tread to earth those thorns which every one must meet
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  with   as   they   journey   onward   to   the   appointed   goal。   She   will   soften   the
  pains of sickness; continue with you even in the cold gloomy hour of death;
  and;   cheating   you   with   the   smiles   of   her   heaven…born   sister;   Hope;   lead
  you triumphant to a blissfull eternity。
  I confess I have rambled strangely from my story: but what of that? if I
  have been so lucky as to find the road to happiness; why should I be such
  a   niggard   as   to   omit   so   good   an   opportunity  of   pointing   out   the   way   to
  others。 The very basis of true peace of mind is a benevolent wish to see all
  the world as happy as one's Self; and from my soul do I pity the selfish
  churl;   who;   remembering   the   little   bickerings   of   anger;   envy;   and   fifty
  other   disagreeables      to  which    frail  mortality   is  subject;   would    wish   to
  revenge   the   affront   which   pride   whispers   him   he   has   received。   For   my
  own part; I can safely declare; there is not a human being in the universe;
  whose prosperity I should not rejoice in; and to whose happiness I would
  not contribute to the utmost limit of my power: and may my offences be
  no more remembered   in the day of general   retribution; than   as from  my
  soul I forgive every offence or injury received from a fellow creature。
  Merciful heaven! who would exchange the rapture of such a reflexion
  for all the gaudy tinsel which the world calls pleasure!
  But   to   return。Content   dwelt   in   Mrs。  Temple's   bosom;   and   spread   a
  charming   animation   over  her  countenance;  as   her  husband   led her  in;  to
  lay the plan she had formed (for the celebration of Charlotte's birth day;)
  before Mr。 Eldridge。
  CHAPTER IX。
  WE KNOW NOT WHAT A DAY MAY BRING FORTH。
  VARIOUS were the sensations which agitated the mind of Charlotte;
  during     the   day   preceding     the   evening     in  which     she   was    to  meet
  Montraville。 Several times did she almost resolve to go to her governess;
  show her the letter; and be guided by her advice: but Charlotte had taken
  one step in the ways of imprudence; and when that is once done; there are
  always innumerable obstacles to prevent the erring person returning to the
  path of rectitude: yet these obstacles; however forcible they may appear in
  general; exist chiefly in imagination。
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  Charlotte feared the anger of her governess: she loved her mother; and
  the very idea of incurring her displeasure; gave her the greatest uneasiness:
  but there was a more forcible reason still remaining: should she show the
  letter to Madame Du Pont; she must confess the means by which it came
  into her possession; and what would be the consequence? Mademoiselle
  would be turned out of doors。
  〃I   must   not   be   ungrateful;〃   said   she。   〃La   Rue   is   very   kind   to   me;
  besides I can; when I see Montraville; inform him of the impropriety  of
  our continuing to see or  correspond   with each   other;  and request   him  to
  come no more to Chichester。〃
  However prudent Charlotte might be in these resolutions; she certainly
  did not take a proper method to confirm herself in them。 Several times in
  the course of the day; she indulged herself in reading over the letter; and
  each time   she   read it;   the   contents sunk deeper in her heart。 As   evening
  drew near; she caught herself frequently consulting her watch。 〃I wish this
  foolish meeting was over;〃 said she; by way of apology to her own heart;
  〃I   wish   it   was   over;   for   when   I   have   seen   him;   and   convinced   him   my
  resolution is not to be shaken; I shall feel my mind much easier。〃
  The   appointed   hour   arrived。   Charlotte   and   Mademoiselle   eluded   the
  eye   of   vigilance;   and   Montraville;   who   had   waited   their   coming   with
  impatience;         received       them       with      rapturous       and      unbounded
  acknowledgments for their condescension: he had wisely brought Belcour
  with   him   to   entertain   Mademoiselle;   while   he   enjoyed   an   uninterrupted
  conversation with Charlotte。
  Belcour   was   a   man   whose   character   might   be   comprised   in   a   few
  words; and as he will make some figure in the ensuing pages; I shall here
  describe him。 He possessed a genteel fortune; and had a liberal education;
  dissipated; thoughtless;  and capricious;  he paid little regard   to the  moral
  duties;   and   less   to   religious   ones:   eager   in   the   pursuit   of   pleasure;   he
  minded not the miseries he inflicted on others; provided his own wishes;
  however   extravagant;   were   gratified。   Self;   darling   self;   was   the   idol   he
  worshipped;       and    to  that   he   would     have    sacrificed    the   interest   and
  happiness of all mankind。 Such was the friend of Montraville: will not the
  reader     be  ready    to  imagine;     that  the   man    who    could    regard    such   a
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  character; must be actuated by the same feelings; follow the same pursuits;
  and    be   equally   unworthy      with   the  person    to  whom   he     thus   gave   his
  confidence?
  But Montraville was a different character: generous in his disposition;
  liberal in his opinions; and good…natured almost to a fault; yet eager and
  impetuous in the pursuit of a favorite object; he staid not to reflect on the
  consequence which might follow the attainment of his wishes; with a mind
  ever open to   conviction; had he been so   fortunate as to possess a   friend
  who would have pointed out the cruelty of endeavouring to gain the heart
  of an innocent artless girl; when he knew it was utterly impossible for him
  to   marry     her;  and    when     the  gratification     of  his   passion    would     be
  unavoidable       infamy    and   misery    to  her;   and   a  cause   of   never…ceasing
  remorse to himself: had these dreadful consequences been placed before
  him in a proper light; the humanity of his nature would have urged him to
  give up the pursuit: but Belcour was not this friend; he rather encouraged
  the growing passion of Montraville; and being pleased with the vivacity of
  Mademoiselle;   resolved   to   leave  no   argument   untried;   which   he   thought
  might prevail on her to be the companion of their intended voyage; and he
  made   no   doubt   but   her   example;   added   to   the   rhetoric   of   Montraville;
  would persuade Charlotte to go with them。
  Charlotte had; when she went out to meet Montraville; flattered herself
  that   her   resolution    was   not   to  be   shaken;    and   that;  conscious     of  the
  impropriety   of   her   conduct   in   having   a   clandestine   intercourse   with   a
  stranger; she would never repeat the indiscretion。
  But   alas!   poor   Charlotte;   she   knew   not   the   deceitfulness   of   her   own
  heart; or she would have avoided the trial of her stability。
  Montraville was tender;  eloquent;  ardent; and   yet   respectful。  〃Shall   I
  not   see   you   once   more;〃   said   he;   〃before   I   leave   England?   will   you   not
  bless me by an assurance; that when we are divided by a vast expanse of
  sea I shall not be forgotten?〃
  Charlotte sighed。
  〃Why that sigh; my dear Charl