第 31 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2024-01-16 22:39      字数:9322
  It torneth me to pure grame。
  Thus am I with miself oppressed
  Of thoght; the which I have impressed;   50
  That al wakende I dreme and meete
  That I with hire al one meete
  And preie hire of som good ansuere:
  Bot for sche wol noght gladly swere;
  Sche seith me nay withouten oth;
  And thus wexe I withinne wroth;
  That outward I am al affraied;
  And so distempred and esmaied。
  A thousand times on a day
  Ther souneth in myn Eres nay;       60
  The which sche seide me tofore:
  Thus be my wittes as forlore;
  And namely whan I beginne
  To rekne with miself withinne
  How many yeres ben agon;
  Siththe I have trewly loved on
  And nevere tok of other hede;
  And evere aliche fer to spede
  I am; the more I with hir dele;
  So that myn happ and al myn hele   70
  Me thenkth is ay the leng the ferre;
  That bringth my gladschip out of herre;
  Wherof my wittes ben empeired;
  And I; as who seith; al despeired。
  For finaly; whan that I muse
  And thenke how sche me wol refuse;
  I am with anger so bestad;
  For al this world mihte I be glad:
  And for the while that it lasteth
  Al up so doun my joie it casteth;  80
  And ay the furthere that I be;
  Whan I ne may my ladi se;
  The more I am redy to wraththe;
  That for the touchinge of a laththe
  Or for the torninge of a stree
  I wode as doth the wylde Se;
  And am so malencolious;
  That ther nys servant in myn hous
  Ne non of tho that ben aboute;
  That ech of hem ne stant in doute;    90
  And wenen that I scholde rave
  For Anger that thei se me have;
  And so thei wondre more and lasse;
  Til that thei sen it overpasse。
  Bot; fader; if it so betide;
  That I aproche at eny tide
  The place wher my ladi is;
  And thanne that hire like ywiss
  To speke a goodli word untome;
  For al the gold that is in Rome    100
  Ne cowthe I after that be wroth;
  Bot al myn Anger overgoth;
  So glad I am of the presence
  Of hire; that I all offence
  Foryete; as thogh it were noght;
  So overgladed is my thoght。
  And natheles; the soth to telle;
  Ayeinward if it so befelle
  That I at thilke time sihe
  On me that sche miscaste hire yhe;    110
  Or that sche liste noght to loke;
  And I therof good hiede toke;
  Anon into my ferste astat
  I torne; and am with al so mat;
  That evere it is aliche wicke。
  And thus myn hand ayein the pricke
  I hurte and have do many day;
  And go so forth as I go may;
  Fulofte bitinge on my lippe;
  And make unto miself a whippe。  120
  With which in many a chele and hete
  Mi wofull herte is so tobete;
  That all my wittes ben unsofte
  And I am wroth; I not how ofte;
  And al it is Malencolie;
  Which groweth of the fantasie
  Of love; that me wol noght loute:
  So bere I forth an angri snoute
  Ful manye times in a yer。
  Bot; fader; now ye sitten hier  130
  In loves stede; I yow beseche;
  That som ensample ye me teche;
  Wherof I mai miself appese。
  Mi Sone; for thin hertes ese
  I schal fulfille thi preiere;
  So that thou miht the betre lere
  What mischief that this vice stereth;
  Which in his Anger noght forbereth;
  Wherof that after him forthenketh;
  Whan he is sobre and that he thenketh    140
  Upon the folie of his dede;
  And of this point a tale I rede。
  Ther was a king which Eolus
  Was hote; and it befell him thus;
  That he tuo children hadde faire;
  The Sone cleped was Machaire;
  The dowhter ek Canace hihte。
  Be daie bothe and ek be nyhte;
  Whil thei be yonge; of comun wone
  In chambre thei togedre wone;   150
  And as thei scholden pleide hem ofte;
  Til thei be growen up alofte
  Into the youthe of lusti age;
  Whan kinde assaileth the corage
  With love and doth him forto bowe;
  That he no reson can allowe;
  Bot halt the lawes of nature:
  For whom that love hath under cure;
  As he is blind himself; riht so
  He makth his client blind also。    160
  In such manere as I you telle
  As thei al day togedre duelle;
  This brother mihte it noght asterte
  That he with al his hole herte
  His love upon his Soster caste:
  And so it fell hem ate laste;
  That this Machaire with Canace
  Whan thei were in a prive place;
  Cupide bad hem ferst to kesse;
  And after sche which is Maistresse    170
  In kinde and techeth every lif
  Withoute lawe positif;
  Of which sche takth nomaner charge;
  Bot kepth hire lawes al at large;
  Nature; tok hem into lore
  And tawht hem so; that overmore
  Sche hath hem in such wise daunted;
  That thei were; as who seith; enchaunted。
  And as the blinde an other ledeth
  And til thei falle nothing dredeth;   180
  Riht so thei hadde non insihte;
  Bot as the bridd which wole alihte
  And seth the mete and noght the net;
  Which in deceipte of him is set;
  This yonge folk no peril sihe;
  Bot that was likinge in here yhe;
  So that thei felle upon the chance
  Where witt hath lore his remembrance。
  So longe thei togedre assemble;
  The wombe aros; and sche gan tremble;    190
  And hield hire in hire chambre clos
  For drede it scholde be disclos
  And come to hire fader Ere:
  Wherof the Sone hadde also fere;
  And feigneth cause forto ryde;
  For longe dorste he noght abyde;
  In aunter if men wolde sein
  That he his Soster hath forlein:
  For yit sche hadde it noght beknowe
  Whos was the child at thilke throwe。  200
  Machaire goth; Canace abit;
  The which was noght delivered yit;
  Bot riht sone after that sche was。
  Now lest and herkne a woful cas。
  The sothe; which mai noght ben hid;
  Was ate laste knowe and kid
  Unto the king; how that it stod。
  And whan that he it understod;
  Anon into Malencolie;
  As thogh it were a frenesie;        210
  He fell; as he which nothing cowthe
  How maistrefull love is in yowthe:
  And for he was to love strange;
  He wolde noght his herte change
  To be benigne and favorable
  To love; bot unmerciable
  Betwen the wawe of wod and wroth
  Into his dowhtres chambre he goth;
  And sih the child was late bore;
  Wherof he hath hise othes swore    220
  That sche it schal ful sore abye。
  And sche began merci to crie;
  Upon hire bare knes and preide;
  And to hire fader thus sche seide:
  〃Ha mercy! fader; thenk I am
  Thi child; and of thi blod I cam。
  That I misdede yowthe it made;
  And in the flodes bad me wade;
  Wher that I sih no peril tho:
  Bot now it is befalle so;    230
  Merci; my fader; do no wreche!〃
  And with that word sche loste speche
  And fell doun swounende at his fot;
  As sche for sorwe nedes mot。
  Bot his horrible crualte
  Ther mihte attempre no pite:
  Out of hire chambre forth he wente
  Al full of wraththe in his entente;
  And tok the conseil in his herte
  That sche schal noght the deth asterte;  240
  As he which Malencolien
  Of pacience hath no lien;
  Wherof the wraththe he mai restreigne。
  And in this wilde wode peine;
  Whanne al his resoun was untame;
  A kniht he clepeth be his name;
  And tok him as be weie of sonde
  A naked swerd to bere on honde;
  And seide him that he scholde go
  And telle unto his dowhter so       250
  In the manere as he him bad;
  How sche that scharpe swerdes blad
  Receive scholde and do withal
  So as sche wot wherto it schal。
  Forth in message goth this kniht
  Unto this wofull yonge wiht;
  This scharpe swerd to hire he tok:
  Wherof that al hire bodi qwok;
  For wel sche wiste what it mente;
  And that it was to thilke entente  260
  That sche hireselven scholde slee。
  And to the kniht sche seide: 〃Yee;
  Now that I wot my fadres wille;
  That I schal in this wise spille;
  I wole obeie me therto;
  And as he wole it schal be do。
  Bot now this thing mai be non other;
  I wole a lettre unto mi brother;
  So as my fieble hand may wryte;
  With al my wofull herte endite。〃   270
  Sche tok a Penne on honde tho;
  Fro point to point and al the wo;
  Als ferforth as hireself it wot;
  Unto hire dedly frend sche wrot;
  And tolde how that hire fader grace
  Sche mihte for nothing pourchace;
  And overthat; as thou schalt hiere;
  Sche wrot and seide in this manere:
  〃O thou my sorwe and my gladnesse;
  O thou myn hele and my siknesse;   280
  O my wanhope and al my trust;
  O my desese and al my lust;
  O thou my wele; o thou my wo;
  O thou my frend; o thou my fo;
  O thou my love; o thou myn hate;
  For thee mot I be ded algate。
  Thilke ende may I noght asterte;
  And yit with al myn hole herte;
  Whil that me lasteth eny breth;
  I wol the love into my deth。    290
  Bot of o thing I schal thee preie;
  If that my litel Sone deie;
  Let him be beried in my grave
  Beside me; so schalt thou have
  Upon ous bothe remembrance。
  For thus it stant of my grevance;
  Now at this time; as thou schalt wite;
  With teres and with enke write
  This lettre I have in cares colde:
  In my riht hond my Penne I holde;  300
  And in my left the swerd I kepe;
  And in my barm ther lith to wepe
  Thi child and myn; which sobbeth faste。
  Now am I come unto my laste:
  Fare wel; for I schal sone deie;
  And thenk how I thi love abeie。〃
  The pomel of the swerd to grounde
  Sche sette; and with the point a wounde
  Thurghout hire herte anon sche made;
  And forth with that al pale and fade  310
  Sche fell doun ded fro ther sche stod。
  The child lay bathende in hire blod
  Out rolled fro the moder barm;
  And for the blod was hot and warm;
  He basketh him aboute thrinne。
  Ther was no bote forto winne;
  For he; which can no pite knowe;
  The king cam in the same throwe;
  And sih how that his dowhter dieth
  And how this Babe al blody crieth;    320
  Bot al that mihte him noght suffise;
  That he ne bad to do juise
  Upon the child; and bere him out