第 11 节
作者:莫莫言      更新:2024-01-06 10:43      字数:9322
  the snow…driftstopped; stepped back; and answered Crayford at
  the door:
  〃While he can stand; he keeps with Me。〃
  Third Scene
  The Iceberg。
  Chapter 12。
  Alone! alone on the Frozen Deep!
  The Arctic sun is rising dimly in the dreary sky。 The beams of
  the cold northern moon; mingling strangely with the dawning
  light; clothe the snowy plains in hues of livid gray。 An
  ice…field on the far horizon is moving slowly southward in the
  spectral light。 Nearer; a stream of open water rolls its slow
  black waves past the edges of the ice。 Nearer still; following
  the drift; an iceberg rears its crags and pinnacles to the sky;
  here; glittering in the moonbeams; there; looming dim and
  ghost…like in the ashy light。
  Midway on the long sweep of the lower slope of the iceberg; what
  objects rise; and break the desolate monotony of the scene? In
  this awful solitude; can signs appear which tell of human Life?
  Yes! The black outline of a boat just shows itself; hauled up on
  the berg。 In an ice…cavern behind the boat the last red embers of
  a dying fire flicker from time to time over the figures of two
  men。 One is seated; resting his back against the side of the
  cavern。 The other lies prostrate; with his head on his comrade's
  knee。 The first of these men is awake; and thinking。 The second
  reclines; with his still white face turned up to the
  skysleeping or dead。 Days and days since; these two have fallen
  behind on the march of the expedition of relief。 Days and days
  since; these two have been given up by their weary and failing
  companions as doomed and lost。 He who sits thinking is Richard
  Wardour。 He who lies sleeping or dead is Frank Aldersley。
  The iceberg drifts slowly; over the black water; through the ashy
  light。 Minute by minute the lying fire sinks。 Minute by minute
  the deathly cold creeps nearer and nearer to the lost men。
  Richard Wardour rouses himself from his thoughtslooks at the
  still white face beneath himand places his hand on Frank's
  heart。 It still beats feebly。 Give him his share of the food and
  fuel still stored in the boat; and Frank may live through it。
  Leave him neglected where he lies; and his death is a question of
  hoursperhaps minutes; who knows?
  Richard Wardour lifts the sleeper's head and rests it against the
  cavern side。 He goes to the boat; and returns with a billet of
  wood。 He stoops to place the wood on the fireand stops。 Frank
  is dreaming; and murmuring in his dream。 A woman's name passes
  his lips。 Frank is in England againat the ballwhispering to
  Clara the confession of his love。
  Over Richard Wardour's face there passes the shadow of a deadly
  thought。 He rises from the fire; he takes the wood back to the
  boat。 His iron strength is shaken; but it still holds out。 They
  are drifting nearer and nearer to the open sea。 He can launch the
  boat without help; he can take the food and the fuel with him。
  The sleeper on the iceberg is the man who has robbed him of
  Clarawho has wrecked the hope and the happiness of his life。
  Leave the man in his sleep; and let him die!
  So the tempter whispers。 Richard Wardour tries his strength on
  the boat。 It moves: he has got it under control。 He stops; and
  looks round。 Beyond him is the open sea。 Beneath him is the man
  who has robbed him of Clara。 The shadow of the deadly thought
  grows and darkens over his face。 He waits with his hands on the
  boatwaits and thinks。
  The iceberg drifts slowlyover the black water; through the ashy
  light。 Minute by minute; the dying fire sinks。 Minute by minute;
  the deathly cold creeps nearer to the sleeping man。 And still
  Richard Wardour waitswaits and thinks。
  Fourth Scene。
  The Garden。
  Chapter 13。
  The spring has come。 The air of the April night just lifts the
  leaves of the sleeping flowers。 The moon is queen in the
  cloudless and starless sky。 The stillness of the midnight hour is
  abroad; over land and over sea。
  In a villa on the westward shore of the Isle of Wight; the glass
  doors which lead from the drawing…room to the garden are yet
  open。 The shaded lamp yet burns on the table。 A lady sits by the
  lamp; reading。 From time to time she looks out into the garden;
  and sees the white…robed figure of a young girl pacing slowly to
  and fro in the soft brightness of the moonlight on the lawn。
  Sorrow and suspense have set their mark on the lady。 Not rivals
  only; but friends who formerly admired her; agree now that she
  looks worn and aged。 The more merciful judgment of others
  remarks; with equal truth; that her eyes; her hair; her simple
  grace and grandeur of movement have lost but little of their
  olden charms。 The truth lies; as usual; between the two extremes。
  In spite of sorrow and suffering; Mrs。 Crayford is the beautiful
  Mrs。 Crayford still。
  The delicious silence of the hour is softly disturbed by the
  voice of the younger lady in the garden。
  〃Go to the piano; Lucy。 It is a night for music。 Play something
  that is worthy of the night。〃
  Mrs。 Crayford looks round at the clock on the mantelpiece。
  〃My dear Clara; it is past twelve! Remember what the doctor told
  you。 You ought to have been in bed an hour ago。〃
  〃Half an hour; Lucygive me half an hour more! Look at the
  moonlight on the sea。 Is it possible to go to bed on such a night
  as this? Play something; Lucysomething spiritual and divine。〃
  Earnestly pleading with her friend; Clara advances toward the
  window。 She too has suffered under the wasting influences of
  suspense。 Her face has lost its youthful freshness; no delicate
  flush of color rises on it when she speaks。 The soft gray eyes
  which won Frank's heart in the by…gone time are sadly altered
  now。 In repose; they have a dimmed and wearied look。 In action;
  they are wild and restless; like eyes suddenly wakened from
  startling dreams。 Robed in whiteher soft brown hair hanging
  loosely over her shouldersthere is something weird and
  ghost…like in the girl; as she moves nearer and nearer to the
  window in the full light of the moonpleading for music that
  shall be worthy of the mystery and the beauty of the night。
  〃Will you come in here if I play to you?〃 Mrs。 Crayford asks。 〃It
  is a risk; my love; to be out so long in the night air。〃
  〃No! no! I like it。 Playwhile I am out here looking at the sea。
  It quiets me; it comforts me; it does me good。〃
  She glides back; ghost…like; over the lawn。 Mrs。 Crayford rises;
  and puts down the volume that she has been reading。 It is a
  record of explorations in the Arctic seas。 The time has gone by
  when the two lonely women could take an interest in subjects not
  connected with their own anxieties。 Now; when hope is fast
  failing themnow; when their last news of the _Wanderer_ and the
  _Sea…mew_ is news that is more than two years oldthey can read
  of nothing; they can think of nothing; but dangers and
  discoveries; losses and rescues in the terrible Polar seas。
  Unwillingly; Mrs。 Crayford puts her book aside; and opens the
  pianoMozart's 〃Air in A; with Variations;〃 lies open on the
  instrument。 One after another she plays the lovely melodies; so
  simply; so purely beautiful; of that unpretending and unrivaled
  work。 At the close of the ninth Variation (Clara's favorite); she
  pauses; and turns toward the garden。
  〃Shall I stop there?〃 she asks。
  There is no answer。 Has Clara wandered away out of hearing of the
  music that she lovesthe music that harmonizes so subtly with
  the tender beauty of the night? Mrs。 Crayford rises and advances
  to the window。
  No! there is the white figure standing alone on the slope of the
  lawnthe head turned away from the house; the face looking out
  over the calm sea; whose gently rippling waters end in the dim
  line on the horizon which is the line of the Hampshire coast。
  Mrs。 Crayford advances as far as the path before the window; and
  calls to her。
  〃Clara!〃
  Again there is no answer。 The white figure still stands immovably
  in its place。
  With signs of distress in her face; but with no appearance of
  alarm; Mrs。 Crayford returns to the room。 Her own sad experience
  tells her what has happened。 She summons the servants and directs
  them to wait in the drawing…room until she calls to them。 This
  done; she returns to the garden; and approaches the mysterious
  figure on the lawn。
  Dead to the outer world; as if she lay already in her
  graveinsensible to touch; insensible to sound; motionless as
  stone; cold as stoneClara stands on the moonlit lawn; facing
  the seaward view。 Mrs。 Crayford waits at her side; patiently
  watching for the change which she knows is to come。 〃Catalepsy;〃
  as some call it〃hysteria;〃 as others saythis alone is
  certain; the same interval always passes; the same change always
  appears。
  It comes now。 Not a change in her eyes; they still remain wide
  open; fixed and glassy。 The first movement is a movement of her
  hands。 They rise slowly from her side and waver in the air like
  the hands of a person groping in the dark。 Another interval; and
  the movement spreads to her lips: they part and tremble。 A few
  minutes more; and words begin to drop; one by one; from those
  parted lipswords spoken in a lost; vacant tone; as if she is
  talking in her sleep。
  Mrs。 Crayford looks back at the house。 Sad experience makes her
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