第 34 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-11-28 19:12      字数:9321
  foolish    shopping     commissions      for   the  idle  womenfolk       of  her   family。
  Hearing without partisanship her sisters' complaints about their husbands;
  and her sisters' husbands' complaints about their wives。              It was always the
  same。
  〃I'm  telling   you   this;   Sophy。  I   wouldn't   breathe   it   to   another   living
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  soul。    But I honestly think; sometimes; that if it weren't for the children…
  …〃
  There is no knowing why they confided these things to Sophy instead
  of to each other; these wedded sisters of hers。           Perhaps they held for each
  other an unuttered distrust or jealousy。           Perhaps; in making a confidante
  of Sophy; there was something of the satisfaction that comes of dropping a
  surreptitious   stone   down   a   deep   well   and   hearing   it   plunk;   safe   in   the
  knowledge that it has struck no one and that it cannot rebound; lying there
  in   the   soft   darkness。  Sometimes   they   would   end   by   saying;   〃But   you
  don't know what it is; Sophy。          You can't。     I'm sure I don't know why I'm
  telling you all this。〃
  But when Sophy answered; sagely; 〃I know; I know;〃 they paid little
  heed; once having unburdened themselves。                The curious part of it is that
  she did know。       She knew as a woman of fifty must know who; all her life;
  has given and given and in return has received nothing。                  Sophy Decker
  had never used the word inhibition in her life。            She may not have known
  what it meant。       She only knew (without in the least knowing she knew)
  that in giving of her goods; of her affections; of her time; of her energy;
  she found a certain relief。        Her own people would have been shocked if
  you   had   told   them   that   there   was   about   this   old…maid   aunt   something
  rather    splendidly    Rabelaisian。      Without      being    what    is  known     as  a
  masculine woman; she had; somehow; acquired the man's viewpoint; his
  shrewd value sense。        She ate a good deal; and enjoyed her food。             She did
  not care for those queer little stories that married women sometimes tell;
  with narrowed eyes; but she was strangely tolerant of what is known as sin。
  So simple and direct she was that you wondered how she prospered in a
  line so subtle as the millinery business。
  You   might   have   got   a   fairly   true   characterization   of   Sophy   Decker
  from   one   of   fifty   people:   from   a   salesman   in   a   New   York   or   Chicago
  wholesale millinery house; from Otis Cowan; cashier of the First National
  Bank of Chippewa; from Julia Gold; her head milliner and trimmer; from
  almost anyone; in fact; except a member of her own family。                   They knew
  her   least   of  all。  Her    three   married    sistersGrace    in  Seattle;   Ella  in
  Chicago; and Flora in Chippewaregarded her with a rather affectionate
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  disapproval from the snug safety of their own conjugal inglenooks。
  〃I   don't   know。     There's     somethingwellcommon            about    Sophy;〃
  Flora confided to Ella。        Flora; on shopping bent; and Sophy; seeking hats;
  had   made   the   five…hour   run   from   Chippewa   to   Chicago   together。        〃She
  talks   to   everybody。     You   should   have   heard   her   with   the   porter   on   our
  train。 Chums!        And when the conductor took our tickets it was a social
  occasion。 You know how packed the seven…fifty…two is。                   Every seat in the
  parlor   car   taken。    And   Sophy   asking   the   colored   porter   about   how   his
  wife was getting alongshe called him Williamand if they were going to
  send her West; and all about her。          I wish she wouldn't。〃
  Aunt   Sophy   undeniably   had   a   habit   of   regarding   people   as   human
  beings。     You found her talking to chambermaids and delivery boys; and
  elevator     starters;   and   gas   collectors;   and    hotel   clerksall   that   aloof;
  unapproachable;         superior    crew。     Under      her   benign     volubility    they
  bloomed and spread and took on color as do those tight little paper water
  flowers when you cast them into a bowl。                It wasn't idle curiosity in her。
  She was interested。         You found yourself confiding to her your innermost
  longings;      your    secret   tribulations;    under    the   encouragement        of   her
  sympathetic;   〃You   don't   say!〃      Perhaps   it   was   as   well   that   Sister   Flora
  was   in   ignorance   of   the   fact   that   the   millinery   salesmen   at   Danowitz   &
  Danowitz; Importers; always called Miss Decker Aunt Soph; as; with one
  arm  flung   about   her   plump   shoulder;   they  revealed   to her   the   picture   of
  their girl in the back flap of their billfold。
  Flora; with a firm grip on Chippewa society; as represented by the East
  End   set;   did   not   find   her   position   enhanced   by   a   sister   in   the   millinery
  business in Elm Street。
  〃Of course it's wonderful that she's self…supporting and successful and
  all;〃 she told her husband。          〃But it's not so pleasant for Adele; now that
  she's growing up; having all the girls she knows buying their hats of her
  aunt。    Not that Ibut you know how it is。〃
  H。 Charnsworth Baldwin said yes; he knew。
  When the Decker girls were young; the Deckers had lived in a sagging
  old   frame   house   (from   which   the   original   paint   had   long   ago   peeled   in
  great scrofulous patches) on an unimportant street in Chippewa。                       There
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  was a worm…eaten; russet…apple tree in the yard; an untidy tangle of wild…
  cucumber   vine   over   the   front   porch;   and   an   uncut   brush   of   sunburned
  grass and weeds all about。
  From May until September you never passed the Decker place without
  hearing   the   plunkety…plink   of   a   mandolin   from   somewhere   behind   the
  vines;   laughter;   and   the   creak…creak   of   the   hard…   worked   and   protesting
  hammock hooks。
  Flora; Ella; and Grace Decker had had more beaux and fewer clothes
  than any other girls in Chippewa。            In a town full of pretty young things;
  they   were;   undoubtedly;   the   prettiest;   and   in   a   family   of   pretty   sisters
  (Sophy always excepted) Flora was the acknowledged beauty。                       She was
  the kind of girl whose nose never turns red on a frosty morning。                  A little;
  white;   exquisite   nose;   purest   example   of   the   degree   of   perfection   which
  may be attained by that vulgarest of features。             Under her great gray eyes
  were    faint   violet  shadows     which    gave   her   a  look  of   almost   poignant
  wistfulness。     Her slow; sweet smile give the beholder an actual physical
  pang。     Only her family knew she was lazy as a behemoth; untidy about
  her person; and as sentimental as a hungry shark。               The strange and cruel
  part of it was that; in some grotesque; exaggerated way; as a cartoon may
  be like a photograph; Sophy resembled Flora。               It was as though nature; in
  prankish mood; had given a cabbage the color and texture of a rose; with
  none of its fragile reticence and grace。
  It was a manless household。          Mrs。 Decker; vague; garrulous; referred
  to her dead husband; in frequent reminiscence; as poor Mr。 Decker。                   Mrs。
  Decker dragged one leg as she walkedrheumatism; or a spinal affection。
  Small   wonder;   then;   that   Sophy;   the   plain;   with   a   gift   for   hatmaking;   a
  knack at eggless cake baking; and a genius for turning a sleeve so that last
  year's style met this year's without a struggle; contributed nothing to the
  sag in the center of the old twine hammock on the front porch。
  That the three   girls should   marry  well;   and   Sophy  not   at   all;  was   as
  inevitable as the sequence of the seasons。           Ella and Grace did not manage
  badly; considering that they had only their girlish prettiness and the twine
  hammock        to  work    with。    But     Flora;   with   her   beauty;   captured     H。
  Charnsworth        Baldwin。     Chippewa       gasped。     H。   Charnsworth       Baldwin
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  drove a skittish mare to a high…wheeled yellow runabout; had his clothes
  made at Proctor