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作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-11-28 19:12      字数:9322
  skin contributed to it; and the natural penciling of her eyebrows。                  But the
  thing that accented it; and gave it a last touch; was the way in which her
  black hair came down in a little point just in the center of her forehead;
  where hair meets brow。          It grew to form what is known as a cowlick。               (A
  prettier name for it is widow's peak。)           Your eye lighted on it; pleased; and
  from it traveled its   gratified way down her   white temples; past her little
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  ears; to the smooth black coil at the nape of her neck。               It was a trip that
  rested you。
  At the end of the last performance on the night of his second visit to
  the Bijou; Orville waited until the audience had begun to file out。                  Then
  he leaned forward over the rail that separated orchestra from audience。
  〃Could you;〃 he said; his tones dulcet; 〃could you oblige me with the
  name of that last piece you played?〃
  Terry   was   stacking   her   music。     〃George!〃   she   called   to   the   drum。
  〃Gentleman wants to know the name of that last piece。〃                 And prepared to
  leave。
  〃‘My Georgia Crackerjack;'〃 said the laconic drum。
  Orville Platt took a hasty side step in the direction of the door toward
  which   Terry   was   headed。      〃It's   a   pretty   thing;〃   he   said   fervently。 〃An
  awful pretty thing。       Thanks。     It's beautiful。〃
  Terry flung a last insult at him over her shoulder:            〃Don't thank ME
  for it。   I didn't write it。〃
  Orville Platt did not go across the street to the hotel。          He wandered up
  Cass Street; and into the ten…o'clock quiet of Main Street; and down as far
  as the park and back。        〃Pretty as a pink!      And play! 。 。 。     And good; too。
  Good。〃
  A fat man in love。
  At the end of six months they were married。             Terry was surprised into
  it。   Not that she was not fond of him。            She was; and grateful to him; as
  well。    For; pretty as she was; no man had ever before asked Terry to be
  his   wife。     They   had   made   love   to   her。   They   had   paid   court   to   her。
  They had sent her large boxes of stale drugstore chocolates; and called her
  endearing names as they made cautious declarations such as:
  〃I've known a lot of girls; but you've got something different。               I don't
  know。     You've got so much sense。           A fellow can chum around with you。
  Little pal。〃
  Wetona   would      be   their   home。   They   rented   a   comfortable;   seven…
  room     house    in  a  comfortable;      middle…class     neighborhood;      and   Terry
  dropped   the   red    velvet   turbans   and   went   in   for   picture   hats。 Orville
  bought her a piano whose tone was so good that to her ear; accustomed to
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  the metallic discords of the Bijou instrument; it sounded out of tune。                   She
  played a great deal at first; but unconsciously she missed the sharp spat of
  applause that used to follow her public performance。                   She would play a
  piece;   brilliantly;   and   then   her   hands   would   drop   to   her   lap。  And   the
  silence of her own sitting room would fall flat on her ears。                  It was better
  on   the   evenings   when   Orville   was   home。        He   sang;   in   his   throaty;   fat
  man's tenor; to Terry's expert accompaniment。
  〃This is better than playing for those ham actors; isn't it; hon?〃                  And
  he would pinch her ear。
  〃Sure〃listlessly。
  But   after   the   first   year   she   became   accustomed   to   what   she   termed
  private life。     She joined an afternoon sewing club; and was active in the
  ladies' branch of the U。C。T。          She developed a knack at cooking; too; and
  Orville; after a week or ten days of hotel fare in small Wisconsin towns;
  would come home to sea…foam biscuits; and real soup; and honest pies and
  cake。     Sometimes; in the midst of an appetizing meal he would lay down
  his   knife   and   fork   and   lean   back   in   his   chair;   and   regard   the   cool   and
  unruffled Terry with a sort of reverence in his eyes。                 Then he would get
  up; and come around to the other side of the table; and tip her pretty face
  up to his。
  〃I'll   bet   I'll   wake   up;   someday;   and   find   out   it's   all   a   dream。 You
  know this kind of thing doesn't really happennot to a dub like me。〃
  One     year;   two;   three;   four。    Routine。      A    little  boredom。      Some
  impatience。 She began to find fault with the very things she had liked in
  him: his superneatness; his fondness for dashing suit patterns; his throaty
  tenor; his worship of her。         And the flap。       Oh; above all; that flap!        That
  little;   innocent;    meaningless       mannerism      that   made     her   tremble    with
  nervousness。       She hated it so that she could not trust herself to speak of it
  to him。      That   was   the trouble。      Had   she   spoken   of   it;   laughingly  or   in
  earnest;   before   it   became   an   obsession   with   her;   that   hideous   breakfast
  quarrel;   with   its   taunts;   and   revilings;   and   open   hate;   might   never   have
  come to pass。
  Terry   Platt   herself   didn't   know   what   was   the   matter   with   her。   She
  would have denied that anything was wrong。                   She didn't even throw her
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  hands   above   her   head   and   shriek:      〃I   want   to   live!  I   want   to   live!  I
  want   to   live!〃   like   a   lady   in   a   play。 She   only   knew   she   was   sick   of
  sewing   at   the   Wetona   West   End   Red   Cross   shop;   sick   of   marketing;   of
  home comforts; of Orville; of the flap。
  Orville;     you   may    remember;       left  at  8:19。    The     11:23    bore   Terry
  Chicago…ward。         She   had   left   the   house   as   it   wasbeds   unmade;   rooms
  unswept; breakfast table uncleared。             She intended never to come back。
  Now and then a picture of the chaos she had left behind would flash
  across her order…loving mind。            The spoon on the tablecloth。
  Orville's   pajamas   dangling   over   the   bathroom   chair。          The   coffeepot
  on the gas stove。
  〃Pooh!      What do I care?〃
  In her pocketbook she had a tidy sum saved out of the housekeeping
  money。      She was naturally thrifty; and Orville had never been niggardly。
  Her     meals    when     Orville    was    on   the   road    had    been    those    sketchy;
  haphazard       affairs   with    which    women       content    themselves      when     their
  household is manless。          At noon she went into the dining car and ordered a
  flaunting little  repast   of   chicken salad   and   asparagus   and   Neapolitan   ice
  cream。      The     men    in  the   dining    car   eyed   her   speculatively      and   with
  appreciation。       Then   their   glance   dropped   to   the   third   finger   of   her   left
  hand; and wandered away。             She had meant to remove it。            In fact; she had
  taken it off and dropped it into her bag。               But her hand felt so queer; so
  unaccustomed;   so   naked;   that   she   had   found   herself   slipping   the   narrow
  band on again; and her thumb groped for it; gratefully。
  It   was   almost   five   o'clock   when   she   reached   Chicago。        She   felt   no
  uncertainty       or   bewilderment。       She   had   been   in   Chicago   three   or   four
  times   since   her   marriage。      She   went   to   a   downtown   hotel。      It   was   too
  late; she told herself; to look for a less expensive room that night。                   When
  she had tidied herself she went out。             The things she did were the childish;
  aimless   things   that   one   does   who   finds   herself   in   possession   of   sudden
  liberty。    She   walked   up   State   Street;   and   stared   in   the   windows;   came
  back;   turned   into   Madison;   passed   a   bright   little   shop   in   the   window   of
  which taffy…white and gold was being wound endlessly and fascinatingly
  about a double…jointed machine。              She went in and bought a sackful; and
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  wandered on down the street; munching。
  She had supper at one of those white…tiled sarcopha