If　you　catch　anything　you　may　not　get　rid　of　it。　　And　so　you
  would　die。〃
  〃Oh；　well；　then　I　shall　die；〃　she　answered；　quite　vindictively；
  and　she　made　a　quick　movement。
  〃But　one　is　sorry。〃
  〃Sorry　for　whom？〃
  〃Sorry　for　life。〃
  Silence。
  〃Have　you　been　engaged　to　be　married？　　Eh？〃
  〃What's　that　to　you？〃
  〃Oh；　I　am　not　cross…examining　you。　　It's　nothing　to　me。　　Why　are
  you　so　cross？　　Of　course　you　may　have　had　your　own　troubles。
  What　is　it　to　me？　　It's　simply　that　I　felt　sorry。〃
  〃Sorry　for　whom？〃
  〃Sorry　for　you。〃
  〃No　need；〃　she　whispered　hardly　audibly；　and　again　made　a　faint
  movement。
  That　incensed　me　at　once。　　What！　　I　was　so　gentle　with　her；　and
  she　。。。。
  〃Why；　do　you　think　that　you　are　on　the　right　path？〃
  〃I　don't　think　anything。〃
  〃That's　what's　wrong；　that　you　don't　think。　　Realise　it　while
  there　is　still　time。　　There　still　is　time。　　You　are　still　young；
  good…looking；　you　might　love；　be　married；　be　happy。。。　。〃
  〃Not　all　married　women　are　happy；〃　she　snapped　out　in　the　rude
  abrupt　tone　she　had　used　at　first。
  〃Not　all；　of　course；　but　anyway　it　is　much　better　than　the　life
  here。　　Infinitely　better。　　Besides；　with　love　one　can　live　even
  without　happiness。　　Even　in　sorrow　life　is　sweet；　life　is　sweet；
  however　one　lives。　　But　here　what　is　there　but。。。foulness？
  Phew！〃
  I　turned　away　with　disgust；　I　was　no　longer　reasoning　coldly。　　I
  began　to　feel　myself　what　I　was　saying　and　warmed　to　the　subject。
  I　was　already　longing　to　expound　the　cherished　ideas　I　had
  brooded　over　in　my　corner。　　Something　suddenly　flared　up　in　me。
  An　object　had　appeared　before　me。
  〃Never　mind　my　being　here；　I　am　not　an　example　for　you。　　I　am；
  perhaps；　worse　than　you　are。　　I　was　drunk　when　I　came　here；
  though；〃　I　hastened；　however；　to　say　in　self…defence。　　〃Besides；
  a　man　is　no　example　for　a　woman。　　It's　a　different　thing。　　I　may
  degrade　and　defile　myself；　but　I　am　not　anyone's　slave。　　I　come
  and　go；　and　that's　an　end　of　it。　　I　shake　it　off；　and　I　am　a
  different　man。　　But　you　are　a　slave　from　the　start。　　Yes；　a
  slave！　　You　give　up　everything；　your　whole　freedom。　　If　you　want
  to　break　your　chains　afterwards；　you　won't　be　able　to；　you　will
  be　more　and　more　fast　in　the　snares。　　It　is　an　accursed　bondage。
  I　know　it。　　I　won't　speak　of　anything　else；　maybe　you　won't
  understand；　but　tell　me：　no　doubt　you　are　in　debt　to　your　madam？
  There；　you　see；〃　I　added；　though　she　made　no　answer；　but　only
  listened　in　silence；　entirely　absorbed；　〃that's　a　bondage　for
  you！　　You　will　never　buy　your　freedom。　　They　will　see　to　that。
  It's　like　selling　your　soul　to　the　devil。。。。　And　besides　。。。
  perhaps；　I　too；　am　just　as　unluckyhow　do　you　knowand　wallow
  in　the　mud　on　purpose；　out　of　misery？　　You　know；　men　take　to
  drink　from　grief；　well；　maybe　I　am　here　from　grief。　　Come；　tell
  me；　what　is　there　good　here？　　Here　you　and　I。。。came
  together。。。just　now　and　did　not　say　one　word　to　one　another　all
  the　time；　and　it　was　only　afterwards　you　began　staring　at　me　like
  a　wild　creature；　and　I　at　you。　　Is　that　loving？　　Is　that　how　one
  human　being　should　meet　another？　　It's　hideous；　that's　what　it
  is！〃
  〃Yes！〃　she　assented　sharply　and　hurriedly。
  I　was　positively　astounded　by　the　promptitude　of　this　〃Yes。〃　　So
  the　same　thought　may　have　been　straying　through　her　mind　when　she
  was　staring　at　me　just　before。　　So　she；　too；　was　capable　of
  certain　thoughts？　　〃Damn　it　all；　this　was　interesting；　this　was　a
  point　of　likeness！〃　I　thought；　almost　rubbing　my　hands。　　And
  indeed　it's　easy　to　turn　a　young　soul　like　that！
  It　was　the　exercise　of　my　power　that　attracted　me　most。
  She　turned　her　head　nearer　to　me；　and　it　seemed　to　me　in　the
  darkness　that　she　propped　herself　on　her　arm。　　Perhaps　she　was
  scrutinising　me。　　How　I　regretted　that　I　could　not　see　her　eyes。
  I　heard　her　deep　breathing。
  〃Why　have　you　come　here？〃　I　asked　her；　with　a　note　of　authority
  already　in　my　voice。
  〃Oh；　I　don't　know。〃
  〃But　how　nice　it　would　be　to　be　living　in　your　father's　house！
  It's　warm　and　free；　you　have　a　home　of　your　own。〃
  〃But　what　if　it's　worse　than　this？〃
  〃I　must　take　the　right　tone；〃　flashed　through　my　mind。　　〃I　may
  not　get　far　with　sentimentality。〃　But　it　was　only　a　momentary
  thought。　　I　swear　she　really　did　interest　me。　　Besides；　I　was
  exhausted　and　moody。　　And　cunning　so　easily　goes　hand…in…hand
  with　feeling。
  〃Who　denies　it！〃　I　hastened　to　answer。　　〃Anything　may　happen。　　I
  am　convinced　that　someone　has　wronged　you；　and　that　you　are　more
  sinned　against　than　sinning。　　Of　course；　I　know　nothing　of　your
  story；　but　it's　not　likely　a　girl　like　you　has　come　here　of　her
  own　inclination。。。　。〃
  〃A　girl　like　me？〃　she　whispered；　hardly　audibly；　but　I　heard　it。
  Damn　it　all；　I　was　flattering　her。　　That　was　horrid。　　But　perhaps
  it　was　a　good　thing。。。。　She　was　silent。
  〃See；　Liza；　I　will　tell　you　about　myself。　　If　I　had　had　a　home
  from　childhood；　I　shouldn't　be　what　I　am　now。　　I　often　think
  that。　　However　bad　it　may　be　at　home；　anyway　they　are　your　father
  and　mother；　and　not　enemies；　strangers。　　Once　a　year　at　least；
  they'll　show　their　love　of　you。　　Anyway；　you　know　you　are　at
  home。　　I　grew　up　without　a　home；　and　perhaps　that's　why　I've
  turned　so。。。unfeeling。〃
  I　waited　again。　　〃Perhaps　she　doesn't　understand；〃　I　thought；
  〃and；　indeed；　it　is　absurdit's　moralising。〃
  〃If　I　were　a　father　and　had　a　daughter；　I　believe　I　should　love
  my　daughter　more　than　my　sons；　really；〃　I　began　indirectly；　as
  though　talking　of　something　else；　to　distract　her　attention。　　I
  must　confess　I　blushed。
  〃Why　so？〃　she　asked。
  Ah！　　so　she　was　listening！
  〃I　don't　know；　Liza。　　I　knew　a　father　who　was　a　stern；　austere
  man；　but　used　to　go　down　on　his　knees　to　his　daughter；　used　to
  kiss　her　hands；　her　feet；　he　couldn't　make　enough　of　her；　really。
  When　she　danced　at　parties　he　used　to　stand　for　five　hours　at　a
  stretch；　gazing　at　her。　　He　was　mad　over　her：　I　understand　that！
  She　would　fall　asleep　tired　at　night；　and　he　would　wake　to　kiss
  her　in　her　sleep　and　make　the　sign　of　the　cross　over　her。　　He
  would　go　about　in　a　dirty　old　coat；　he　was　stingy　to　everyone
  else；　but　would　spend　his　last　penny　for　her；　giving　her
  expensive　presents；　and　it　was　his　greatest　delight　when　she　was
  pleased　with　what　he　gave　her。　　Fathers　always　love　their
  daughters　more　than　the　mothers　do。　　Some　girls　live　happily　at
  home！　　And　I　believe　I　should　never　let　my　daughters　marry。〃
  〃What　next？〃　she　said；　with　a　faint　smile。
  〃I　should　be　jealous；　I　really　should。　　To　think　that　she　should
  kiss　anyone　else！　　That　she　should　love　a　stranger　more　than　her
  father！　　It's　painful　to　imagine　it。　　Of　course；　that's　all
  nonsense；　of　course　every　father　would　be　reasonable　at　last。
  But　I　believe　before　I　should　let　her　marry；　I　should　worry
  myself　to　death；　I　should　find　fault　with　all　her　suitors。　　But　I
  should　end　by　letting　her　marry　whom　she　herself　loved。　　The　one
  whom　the　daughter　loves　always　seems　the　worst　to　the　father；　you
  know。　　That　is　always　so。　　So　many　family　troubles　come　from
  that。〃
  〃Some　are　glad　to　sell　their　daughters；　rather　than　marrying　them
  honourably。〃
  Ah；　so　that　was　it！
  〃Such　a　thing；　Liza；　happens　in　those　accursed　families　in　which
  there　is　neither　love　nor　God；〃　I　retorted　warmly；　〃and　where
  there　is　no　love；　there　is　no　sense　either。　　There　are　such
  families；　it's　true；　but　I　am　not　speaking　of　them。　　You　must
  have　seen　wickedness　in　your　own　family；　if　you　talk　like　that。
  Truly；　you　must　have　been　unlucky。　　H'm！　。。。that　sort　of　thing
  mostly　comes　about　through　poverty。〃
  〃And　is　it　any　better　with　the　gentry？　　Even　among　the　poor；
  honest　people　who　live　happily？〃
  〃H'm。。。yes。　　Perhaps。　　Another　thing；　Liza；　man　is　fond　of
  reckoning　up　his　troubles；　but　does　not　count　his　joys。　　If　he
  counted　them　up　as　he　ought；　he　would　see　that　every　lot　has
  enough　happiness　provided　for　it。　　And　what　if　all　goes　well　with
  the　family；　if　the　blessing　of　God　is　upon　it；　if　the　husband　is
  a　good　one；　loves　you；　cherishes　you；　never　leaves　you！　　There　is
  happiness　in　such　a　family！　　Even　sometimes　there　is　happiness　in
  the　midst　of　sorrow；　and　indeed　sorrow　is　everywhere。　　If　you
  marry　_you　will　find　out　for　yourself_。　　But　think　of　the　first
  years　of　married　life　with　one　you　love：　what　happiness；　what
  happiness　there　sometimes　is　in　it！　　And　indeed　it's　the　ordinary
  thing。　　In　those　early　days　even　quarrels　with　one's　husband　end
  happily。　　Some　women　get　up　quarrels　with　their　husbands　just
  because　they　love　them。　　Indeed；　I　knew　a　woman　like　that：　she
  seemed　to　say　that　because　she　loved　him；　she　would　torment　him
  and　make　him　feel　it。　　You　know　that　you　may　torment　a　man　on
  purpose　through　love。　　Women　are　particularly　given　to　that；
  thinking　to　themselves　'I　will　lo