第 17 节
作者:大热      更新:2022-11-23 12:13      字数:9320
  own the heart you take。
  I love all good and noble souls;I heard One speak of you but lately;
  and for days Only to think of it; my soul was stirred In tender memory of
  such generous praise。
  I love all those who love you; all who owe Comfort to you:              and I can
  find regret Even for those poorer hearts who once could know; And once
  could love you; and can now forget。
  Well; is my heart so narrowI; who spare Love for all these?                 Do I
  not even hold My favourite books in special tender care; And prize them
  as a miser does his gold?
  The Poets that you used to read to me While summer twilights faded in
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  the sky; But most of all I think Aurora Leigh; Becausebecausedo you
  remember why?
  Will you be jealous?    Did you guess before I loved so many things?
  Still you the best:… Dearest; remember that I love you more; Oh; more a
  thousand times than all the rest!
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  VERSE:                   THE STORY OF THE
  FAITHFUL SOUL
  FOUNDED ON AN OLD FRENCH LEGEND
  The fettered Spirits linger In purgatorial pain; With penal fires effacing
  Their last faint earthly stain; Which Life's imperfect sorrow Had tried to
  cleanse in vain。
  Yet   on   each   feast   of   Mary Their sorrow   finds   release;   For   the   Great
  Archangel Michael Comes down and bids it cease; And the name of these
  brief respites Is called 〃Our Lady's Peace。〃
  Yet   onceso   runs   the   Legend   …   When   the   Archangel   came   And   all
  these holy spirits Rejoiced at Mary's name; One voice alone was wailing;
  Still wailing on the same。
  And     though   a  great  Te   Deum    The   happy   echoes    woke;   This   one
  discordant wailing Through the sweet voices broke; So when St。 Michael
  questioned; Thus the poor spirit spoke:…
  〃I   am   not   cold   or   thankless;   Although   I   still   complain;   I   prize   our
  Lady's blessing Although it comes in vain To still my bitter anguish; Or
  quench my ceaseless pain。
  〃On earth a heart that loved me; Still lives and mourns me there; And
  the shadow of his anguish Is more than I can bear; All the torment that I
  suffer Is the thought of his despair。
  〃The evening of my bridal Death took my Life away; Not all Love's
  passionate pleading Could gain an hour's delay。 And he I left has suffered
  A whole year since that day。
  〃If I could only see him; … If I could only go And speak one word of
  comfort And   solace;then;   I   know   He   would   endure   with   patience; And
  strive against his woe。〃
  Thus the Archangel answered:… 〃Your time of pain is brief; And soon
  the peace of Heaven Will give you full relief; Yet if his earthly comfort So
  much outweighs your grief;
  〃Then; through a special mercy I offer you this grace; … You may seek
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  him   who     mourns     you   And   look   upon   his   face;   And   speak   to  him   of
  comfort For one short minute's space。
  〃But   when   that   time   is   ended;   Return   here;   and   remain   A  thousand
  years in torment; A thousand years in pain: Thus dearly must you purchase
  The comfort he will gain。〃
  * * *
  The    Lime…trees'     shade    at  evening    Is  spreading     broad    and   wide;
  Beneath their fragrant arches; Pace slowly; side by side; In low and tender
  converse; A Bridegroom and his Bride。
  The   night   is   calm   and   stilly;   No   other   sound   is   there   Except   their
  happy voices: What is that cold bleak air That passes through the Lime…
  trees And stirs the Bridegroom's hair?
  While one low cry of anguish; Like the last dying wail Of some dumb;
  hunted     creature;   Is  borne   upon    the   gale:…  Why     does   the  Bridegroom
  shudder And turn so deathly pale?
  * * *
  Near Purgatory's entrance The radiant Angels wait; It was the great St。
  Michael   Who   closed   that   gloomy   gate;   When   the   poor   wandering   spirit
  Came back to meet her fate。
  * * *
  〃Pass on;〃 thus spoke the Angel: Heaven's joy is deep and vast; Pass
  on; pass on; poor Spirit; For Heaven is yours at last; In that one minute's
  anguish Your thousand years have passed。〃
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  VERSE:                   A CONTRAST
  Can   you   open   that   ebony   Casket?   Look;   this   is   the   key: but   stay;
  Those are only a few old letters Which I keep;to burn some day。
  Yes; that Locket is quaint and ancient; But leave it; dear; with the ring;
  And give me the little Portrait Which hangs by a crimson string。
  I have never opened that   Casket Since; many   long years   ago; It   was
  sent me back in anger By one whom I used to know。
  But I want you to see the Portrait: I wonder if you can trace A look of
  that smiling creature Left now in my faded face。
  It   was   like   me   once;   but   remember   The   weary   relentless   years; And
  Life; with its fierce; brief Tempests; And its long; long rain of tears。
  Is it strange to call it my Portrait? Nay; smile; dear; for well you may;
  To think of that radiant Vision And of what I am to…day。
  With restless; yet confident longing How those blue eyes seem to gaze
  Into deep and exhaustless Treasures; All hid in the coming days。
  With that trust which leans on the Future; And counts on her promised
  store; Until she has taught us to tremble And hope;but to trust no more。
  How that young; light heart would have pitied Me nowif her dreams
  had shown A quiet and weary woman With all her illusions flown。
  Yet   Iwho   shall   soon   be   resting; And   have   passed   the   hardest   part;
  Can look back with a deeper pity On that young unconscious heart。
  It is strange; but Life's currents drift us So surely and swiftly on; That
  we scarcely notice the changes; And how many things are gone:
  And forget; while to…day absorbs us; How old mysteries are unsealed;
  How the old; old ties are loosened; And the old; old wounds are healed。
  And we say that our Life is fleeting Like a story that Time has told;
  But we fancy that wewe only Are just what we were of old。
  So   now   and   then   it   is   wisdom   To   gaze;   as   I   do   to…day;   At   a   half…
  forgotten relic Of a Time that is passed away。
  The   very   look   of   that   Portrait;   The   Perfume   that   seems   to   cling   To
  those fragile and faded letters; And the Locket; and the Ring;
  If   they  only  stirred   in   my  spirit   Forgotten   pleasure   and   pain;  … Why;
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  memory is often bitter; And almost always in vain;
  But the contrast of bygone hours Comes to rend a veil away; … And I
  marvel to see the stranger Who is living in me to…day。
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  VERSE:                    THE BRIDE'S DREAM
  The   stars   are   gleaming; The   maiden sleeps   … What   is   she   dreaming?
  For seeshe weeps。 By her side is an Angel With folded wings; While the
  Maiden slumbers The Angel sings: He sings of a Bridal; Of Love; of Pain;
  Of a heart to be given; … And all in vain; (See; her cheek is flushing; As if
  with   pain;)   He   telleth   of   sorrow;   Regrets   and   fears;   And   the   few   vain
  pleasures We buy with tears; And the bitter lesson We learn from years。
  The   stars   are   gleaming   Upon   her   brow:   What   is   she   dreaming   So
  calmly now? By her side is the Angel With folded wings; She smiles in her
  slumber The while he sings。 He sings of a Bridal; Of Love divine; Of a
  heart to be laid On a sacred shrine; Of a crown of glory; Where seraphs
  shine;    Of  the   deep;  long   rapture   The   chosen    know    Who    forsake    for
  Heaven Vain joys below; Who desire no pleasure; And fear no woe。
  The Bells are ringing; The sun shines clear; The Choir is singing; The
  guests are here。 Before the High Altar Behold the Bride; And a mournful
  Angel Is by her side。 She smiles; all content With her chosen lot; … (Is her
  last night's dreaming So soon forgot?) And oh; may the Angel Forsake her
  not! For on her small hand There glitters plain The first sad link Of a life…