第 2 节
作者:打死也不说      更新:2022-11-23 12:13      字数:6842
  following confession:…
  〃It is difficult to follow you; but I go hobbling along after
  you with my thoughts; though what you say makes my head whirl round
  and round。 Still I contrive to lay hold on some of it。〃
  Kaela's beauty had a firm hold on Alfred; it filled his soul;
  and held a mastery over him。 Beauty beamed from Kaela's every feature;
  glittered in her eyes; lurked in the corners of her mouth; and
  pervaded every movement of her agile fingers。 Alfred; the sculptor;
  saw this。 He spoke only to her; thought only of her; and the two
  became one; and so it may be said she spoke much; for he was always
  talking to her; and he and she were one。 Such was the betrothal; and
  then came the wedding; with bride's…maids and wedding presents; all
  duly mentioned in the wedding speech。 Mamma…in…law had set up
  Thorwalsden's bust at the end of the table; attired in a
  dressing…gown; it was her fancy that he should be a guest。 Songs
  were sung; and cheers given; for it was a gay wedding; and they were a
  handsome pair。 〃Pygmalion loved his Galatea;〃 said one of the songs。
  〃Ah; that is some of your mythologies;〃 said mamma…in…law。
  Next day the youthful pair started for Copenhagen; where they were
  to live; mamma…in…law accompanied them; to attend to the 〃coarse
  work;〃 as she always called the domestic arrangements。 Kaela looked
  like a doll in a doll's house; for everything was bright and new;
  and so fine。 There they sat; all three; and as for Alfred; a proverb
  may describe his position… he looked like a swan amongst the geese。
  The magic of form had enchanted him; he had looked at the casket
  without caring to inquire what it contained; and that omission often
  brings the greatest unhappiness into married life。 The casket may be
  injured; the gilding may fall off; and then the purchaser regrets
  his bargain。
  In a large party it is very disagreeable to find a button giving
  way; with no studs at hand to fall back upon; but it is worse still in
  a large company to be conscious that your wife and mother…in…law are
  talking nonsense; and that you cannot depend upon yourself to
  produce a little ready wit to carry off the stupidity of the whole
  affair。
  The young married pair often sat together hand in hand; he would
  talk; but she could only now and then let fall a word in the same
  melodious voice; the same bell…like tones。 It was a mental relief when
  Sophy; one of her friends; came to pay them a visit。 Sophy was not;
  pretty。 She was; however; quite free from any physical deformity;
  although Kaela used to say she was a little crooked; but no eye;
  save an intimate acquaintance; would have noticed it。 She was a very
  sensible girl; yet it never occurred to her that she might be a
  dangerous person in such a house。 Her appearance created a new
  atmosphere in the doll's house; and air was really required; they
  all owned that。 They felt the want of a change of air; and
  consequently the young couple and their mother travelled to Italy。
  〃Thank heaven we are at home again within our own four walls;〃
  said mamma…in…law and daughter both; on their return after a year's
  absence。
  〃There is no real pleasure in travelling;〃 said mamma; 〃to tell
  the truth; it's very wearisome; I beg pardon for saying so。 I was soon
  very tired of it; although I had my children with me; and; besides;
  it's very expensive work travelling; very expensive。 And all those
  galleries one is expected to see; and the quantity of things you are
  obliged to run after! It must be done; for very shame; you are sure to
  be asked when you come back if you have seen everything; and will most
  likely be told that you've omitted to see what was best worth seeing
  of all。 I got tired at last of those endless Madonnas; I began to
  think I was turning into a Madonna myself。〃
  〃And then the living; mamma;〃 said Kaela。
  〃Yes; indeed;〃 she replied; 〃no such a thing as a respectable meat
  soup… their cookery is miserable stuff。〃
  The journey had also tired Kaela; but she was always fatigued;
  that was the worst of it。 So they sent for Sophy; and she was taken
  into the house to reside with them; and her presence there was a great
  advantage。 Mamma…in…law acknowledged that Sophy was not only a
  clever housewife; but well…informed and accomplished; though that
  could hardly be expected in a person of her limited means。 She was
  also a generous…hearted; faithful girl; she showed that thoroughly
  while Kaela lay sick; fading away。 When the casket is everything;
  the casket should be strong; or else all is over。 And all was over
  with the casket; for Kaela died。
  〃She was beautiful;〃 said her mother; 〃she was quite different
  from the beauties they call 'antiques;' for they are so damaged。 A
  beauty ought to be perfect; and Kaela was a perfect beauty。〃
  Alfred wept; and mamma wept; and they both wore mourning。 The
  black dress suited mamma very well; and she wore mourning the longest。
  She had also to experience another grief in seeing Alfred marry again;
  marry Sophy; who was nothing at all to look at。 〃He's gone to the very
  extreme;〃 said mamma…in…law; 〃he has gone from the most beautiful to
  the ugliest; and he has forgotten his first wife。 Men have no
  constancy。 My husband was a very different man;… but then he died
  before me。〃
  〃'Pygmalion loved his Galatea;' was in the song they sung at my
  first wedding;〃 said Alfred; 〃I once fell in love with a beautiful
  statue; which awoke to life in my arms; but the kindred soul; which is
  a gift from heaven; the angel who can feel and sympathize with and
  elevate us; I have not found and won till now。 You came; Sophy; not in
  the glory of outward beauty; though you are even fairer than is
  necessary。 The chief thing still remains。 You came to teach the
  sculptor that his work is but dust and clay only; an outward form made
  of a material that decays; and that what we should seek to obtain is
  the ethereal essence of mind and spirit。 Poor Kaela! our life was
  but as a meeting by the way…side; in yonder world; where we shall know
  each other from a union of mind; we shall be but mere acquaintances。〃
  〃That was not a loving speech;〃 said Sophy; 〃nor spoken like a
  Christian。 In a future state; where there is neither marrying nor
  giving in marriage; but where; as you say; souls are attracted to each
  other by sympathy; there everything beautiful develops itself; and
  is raised to a higher state of existence: her soul will acquire such
  completeness that it may harmonize with yours; even more than mine;
  and you will then once more utter your first rapturous exclamation
  of your love; 'Beautiful; most beautiful!'〃
  THE END
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