第 30 节
作者:暖暖      更新:2022-11-23 12:12      字数:9322
  forgot the unpleasantness of the interview。 He found himself thinking only
  of his ride with Yerba。 Well! he had told her that he loved her。 She knew it
  now;   and   although   she   had   forbidden   him   to   speak   further;   she   had   not
  wholly rejected it。 It must be her morbid consciousness of the mystery of
  her birth that   withheld  a  return   of  her  affections;some half…knowledge;
  perhaps; that she would not divulge; yet that kept her unduly sensitive of
  accepting his love。 He was satisfied there was no entanglement; her heart
  was virgin。 He even dared to hope that she had ALWAYS cared for him。 It
  was   for   HIM   to   remove   all   obstaclesto   prevail   upon   her   to   leave   this
  place and return to America with him as her husband; the guardian of her
  good   name;   and   the   custodian   of   her   secret。   At   times   the   strains   of   a
  dreamy   German   waltz;   played   in   the   distance;   brought   back   to   him   the
  brief moment that his arm had encircled her waist by the crumbling wall;
  and   his   pulses   grew   languid;   only   to   leap   firmer   the   next   moment   with
  more   desperate   resolve。   He   would   win   her;   come   what   may!   He   could
  never   have   been   in   earnest   before:   he   loathed   and   hated   himself   for   his
  previous passive acquiescence to her fate。 He had been a weak tool of the
  colonel's from the first: he was even now handicapped by a preposterous
  promise he had given him! Yes; she was right to hesitateto question his
  ability to make her happy! He had found her here; surrounded by stupidity
  and cupidityto give it no other nameso patent that she was the common
  gossip; and had offered nothing but a boyish declaration! As he strode into
  the hotel that night it was well that he did not meet the unfortunate colonel
  on the staircase!
  It was very late; although there was still visible a light in Yerba's salon;
  shining   on   her   balcony;   which       extended    before   and   included     his   own
  window。 From time to time he could hear the murmur of voices。 It was too
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  late   to   avail   himself   of   the   invitation   to   join   them;   even   if   his   frame   of
  mind had permitted it。 He was too nervous and excited to go to bed; and;
  without lighting his candle; he opened the French window that gave upon
  the balcony; drew a chair in the recess behind the curtain; and gazed upon
  the night。 It was very quiet; the moon was high; the square was sleeping in
  a   trance   of   checkered   shadows;   like   a   gigantic   chessboard;   with   black
  foreshortened trees for pawns。 The click of a cavalry sabre; the sound of a
  footfall    on   the  pavement      of  the   distant   Konigsstrasse;     were    distinctly
  audible;   a   far…off   railway   whistle   was   startling   in   its   abruptness。   In   the
  midst of this calm the opening of the door of the salon; with the sudden
  uplifting of voices in the hall; told Paul that Yerba's guests were leaving。
  He   heard   Dona   Anna's   arch   accentsarch   even   to   Colonel   Pendleton's
  monotonous baritone!Milly's high; rapid utterances; the suave falsetto of
  Don   Caesar;   and   HER   voice;   he   thought   a   trifle   wearied;the   sound   of
  retiring footsteps; and all was still again。
  So still that the rhythmic beat of the distant waltz returned to him; with
  a distinctiveness that he could idly follow。 He thought of Rosario and the
  rose…breath of the open windows with a strange longing; and remembered
  the    half…stifled   sweetness     of  her   happy    voice    rising   with   it  from   the
  veranda。 Why had he ever let it pass from him then and waft its fragrance
  elsewhere? Why What was that?
  The slight turning of a latch! The creaking of the French window of
  the salon; and somebody had slipped softly half out on the balcony。   His
  heart stopped beating。 From his position in the recess of his own window;
  with his back to the partition of the salon; he could see nothing。 Yet he did
  not   dare   to   move。   For   with   the   quickened   senses   of   a   lover   he   felt   the
  diffused and perfumed aura of HER presence; of HER garments; of HER
  flesh; flow in upon him through the open window; and possess his whole
  breathless   being!   It   was   SHE!   Like   him;   perhaps;   longing   to   enjoy   the
  perfect nightlike him; perhaps; thinking of
  〃So you ar…range to get rid of meha! lik thees? To tur…rn me off from
  your heels like a dog who have follow youbut without a word without
  aathankswithout   a   'ope!   Ah!we   have   ser…rved          you   me   and   my
  sister; we are the or…range drynow we can go! Like the old shoe; we are
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  to be flung away! Good! But I am here againyou see。 I shall speak; and
  you shall hear…r。〃
  Don   Caesar's   voicealone   with   her!   Paul   gripped   his   chair   and   sat
  upright。
  〃Stop! Stay where you are! How dared you return here?〃 It was Yerba's
  voice; on the balcony; low and distinct。
  〃Shut the window! I shall speak with you what you will not the world
  to hear。〃
  〃I prefer to keep where I am; since you have crept into this room like a
  thief!〃
  〃A thief! Good!〃 He broke out in Spanish; and; as if no longer fearful
  of being overheard; had evidently drawn nearer to the window。 〃A thief。
  Ha! muy buenobut it is not I; you understand I; Caesar Briones; who
  am   the   thief!   No!   It   is   that   swaggering   espadachinthat   fanfarron   of   a
  Colonel   Pendletonthat   pattern   of   an   official;   Mr。   Hathawaythat   most
  beautiful heiress   of   the   Californias;  Miss ARGUELLOthat   are  thieves!
  Yesof a NAMEMiss Arguelloof a NAME! The name of Arguello!〃
  Paul rose to his feet。
  〃Ah; so! You startyou turn paleyou flash your eyes; senora; but you
  think you have deceived me all these years。 You think I did not see your
  game   at   Rosarioyes;   even   when   that   foolish   Castro   muchacha   first   put
  that   idea   in   your   head。   Who   furnished   you   the   facts   you   wanted?   I
  Mother   of   God!   SUCH   FACTS!I;   who   knew   the Arguello   pedigreeI;
  who know it was as impossible for you to be a daughter of them aswhat?
  let me thinkasas it is impossible for you to be the wife of that baron
  whom you would deceive with the rest! Ah; yes; it was a high flight for
  you; MeesMeesDona Fulanaa noble game for you to bring down!〃
  Why did she not speak? What was she doing? If she had but uttered a
  single word of protest; of angry dismissal; Paul would have flown to her
  side。 It could not be the paralysis of personal fear: the balcony was wide;
  she could easily pass to the end; she could even see his open window。
  〃Why did I do this? Because I loved you; senoraand you knew it! Ah!
  you can turn your face away now; you can pretend to misunderstand me;
  as   you    did  a  moment      ago;   you   can   part  from    me   now    like   a  mere
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  acquaintancebut it was not always so! No; it was YOU who brought me
  here;    your   eyes   that  smiled    into  mineand     drove   home     the  colonel's
  request that I and my sister should accompany you。 God! I was weak then!
  You smile; senora; you think you have succeededyou and your pompous
  colonel and your clever governor! You think you have compromised me;
  and   perjured   ME;   because   of   this。 You   are   wrong! You   think   I   dare   not
  speak to this puppet of a baron; and that I have no proofs。 You are wrong!〃
  〃And     even    if  you   can   produce    them;    what    care   I?〃  said   Yerba
  unexpectedly; yet in a voice so free from excitement and passion that the
  weariness which Paul had at first noticed seemed to be the only dominant
  tone。 〃Suppose you prove that I am not an Arguello。 Good! you have yet to
  show   that   a   connection   with   any   of   your   race   would   be   anything   but   a
  disgrace。〃
  〃Ah! you defy me; little one! Caramba! Listen; then! You do not know
  all! When you thought I was only helping you to fabricate your claim to
  the Arguellos' name; I was finding out WHO YOU REALLY WERE! Ah!
  It was not so difficult as you fondly hope; senora。 We were not all brutes
  and fools in the early days; though we stood aside to let your people run
  their vulgar course。 It was your hired bullyyour respected guardianthis
  dog of an espadachin; who let out a hint of the secretwith a prick of his
  bladeand a scandal。 One of my peon women was