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作者:暖暖      更新:2022-11-23 12:12      字数:9320
  you will find it so recorded in the Spanish grants。 My name is Arguello de
  la Yerba Buena。〃
  It   is  impossible     to   describe    the   timid    yet  triumphant;      the   half…
  appealing   yet   complacent;   conviction   of   the   girl's   utterance。   A   moment
  before; Paul would have   believed it impossible for him to have kept his
  gravity   and   his   respect   for   his   companion   under   this   egregious   illusion。
  But he kept both。 For a sudden conviction that she suspected the truth; and
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  had taken this audacious and original plan of crushing it; overpowered all
  other   sense。   The   Arguellos;   it   flashed   upon   him;   were   an   old   Spanish
  family; former   owners of Yerba   Buena   Island;  who   had   in   the last   years
  become extinct。 There had been a story that one of them had eloped with
  an   American   ship   captain's   wife   at   Monterey。   The   legendary   history   of
  early    Spanish     California    was    filled  with    more    remarkable      incidents;
  corroborated   with   little   difficulty   from   Spanish   authorities;   who;   it   was
  alleged; lent themselves readily to any fabrication or forgery。 There was no
  racial   pride:   on   the   contrary;   they   had   shown   an   eager   alacrity   to   ally
  themselves with their conquerors。 The friends of the Arguellos would be
  proud to recognize and remember in the American heiress the descendant
  of their countrymen。 All this passed rapidly through his mind after the first
  moment   of   surprise;   all   this   must   have   been   the   deliberate   reasoning   of
  this girl of seventeen; whose dark eyes were bent upon him。 Whether she
  was seeking corroboration or complicity he could not tell。
  〃Have you found this out yourself?〃 he asked; after a pause。
  〃Yes。 One of my friends at the convent was Josita Castro; she knew all
  the history of the Arguellos。 She is perfectly satisfied。〃
  For an instant Paul wondered if it was a joint conception of the two
  schoolgirls。 But; on reflection; he was persuaded that Yerba would commit
  herself to no accompliceof her own sex。 She might have dominated the
  girl;   and   would     make    her   a  firm   partisan;    while    the  girl  would     be
  convinced of it herself; and believe herself a free agent。 He had had such
  experience with men himself。
  〃But     why    have     you    not   spoken     of   it  beforeand      to  Colonel
  Pendleton?〃
  〃He did not choose to tell ME;〃 said Yerba; with feminine dexterity。 〃I
  have preferred to keep it myself a secret till I am of age。〃
  〃When Colonel Pendleton and some of the other trustees have no right
  to say anything;〃 thought Paul quickly。 She had evidently trusted him。 Yet;
  fascinated as he had been by her audacity; he did not know whether to be
  pleased; or the reverse。 He would have preferred to be placed on an equal
  footing   with   Josita   Castro。   She   anticipated   his   thoughts   by   saying;   with
  half…raised eyelids:
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  〃What do YOU think of it?〃
  〃It seems to be so natural and obvious an explanation of the mystery
  that   I   only   wonder   it   was   not   thought   of   before;〃   said   Paul;   with   that
  perfect sincerity that made his sympathy so effective。
  〃You see;〃still under her pretty eyelids; and the tender promise of a
  smile parting her little mouth;〃I'm believing that you tell the truth when
  you say you don't know anything about it。〃
  It   was   a   desperate   moment   with   Paul;   but   his   sympathetic   instincts;
  and     possibly    his   luck;   triumphed。      His   momentary       hesitation     easily
  simulated the caution of a conscientious man; his knit eyebrows and bright
  eyes; lowered in an effort of memory; did the rest。 〃I remember it all so
  indistinctly;〃   he   said;   with   literal   truthfulness;   〃there   was   a   veiled   lady
  present;    tall  and   dark;   to  whom      Mayor    Hammersley        and   the  colonel
  showed a singular; and; it struck me; as an almost superstitious; respect。 I
  remember now; distinctly; I was impressed with the reverential way they
  both accompanied her to the door at the end of the interview。〃 He raised
  his eyes slightly; the young girl's red lips were parted; that illumination of
  the skin; which was her nearest approach to color; had quite transfigured
  her   face。   He   felt;   suddenly;   that   she   believed   it;   yet   he   had   no   sense   of
  remorse。 He half believed it himself; at least; he remembered the nobility
  of   the   mother's   self…renunciation   and   its   effect   upon   the   two   men。   Why
  should     not   the  daughter    preserve    this  truthful   picture    of  her  mother's
  momentary        exaltation?     Which      was    the   most     truthfulthat;    or   the
  degrading facts? 〃You speak of a secret;〃 he added。 〃I can remember little
  more than that the Mayor asked me to forget from that moment the whole
  occurrence。 I did not know at the time how completely I should fulfill his
  request。 You must remember; Miss Yerba; as your Lady Superior has; that
  I was absurdly young at the time。 I don't know but that I may have thought;
  in   my    youthful    inexperience;     that  this   sort  of  thing   was    of  common
  occurrence。 And then; I had my own future to makeand youth is brutally
  selfish。 I was quite friendless and unknown when I left San Francisco for
  the mines; at the time you entered the convent as Yerba Buena。〃
  She smiled; and made a slight impulsive gesture; as if she would have
  drawn      nearer   to  him;   but   checked     herself;   still  smiling;   and   without
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  embarrassment。   It   may   have   been   a   movement   of   youthful   camaraderie;
  and that occasional maternal rather than sisterly instinct which sometimes
  influences   a   young   girl's   masculine   friendship;   and   elevates   the   favored
  friend to the plane of the doll she has outgrown。 As he turned towards her;
  however;      she   rose;  shook    out   her  yellow    dress;   and   said   with   pretty
  petulance:
  〃Then   you   must   go   so   soonand   this   your   first   and   last   visit   as   my
  guardian?〃
  〃No one could regret that more than I;〃 looking at her with undefined
  meaning。
  〃Yes;〃 she said; with a tantalizing coquetry that might have suggested
  an underlying seriousness。 〃I think you HAVE lost a good deal。 Perhaps;
  so have I。 We might have been good friends in all these years。 But that is
  past。〃
  〃Why? Surely; I hope; my shortcomings with Miss Yerba Buena will
  not be remembered by Miss Arguello?〃 sail Paul; earnestly。
  〃Ah! SHE may be a very different person。〃
  〃I hope not;〃 said the young man; warmly。 〃But HOW different?〃
  〃Well;   she   may   not   put   herself   in   the   way   of   receiving   such   point…
  blank compliments as that;〃 said the young girl; demurely。
  〃Not from her guardian?〃
  〃She will have no guardian then。〃 She said this gravely; but almost at
  the same moment turned and sat down again; throwing her linked hands
  over her knee; and looked at him mischievously。 〃You see what you have
  lost; sir。〃
  〃I see;〃 said Paul; but with all the gravity that she had dropped。
  〃No; but you don't see all。 I had no brotherno friend。 You might have
  been   both。   You   might   have   made   me   what   you   liked。   You   might   have
  educated me far better than these teachers; or; at least given me some pride
  in   my   studies。   There   were   so   many   things   I   wanted   to   know   that   they
  couldn't teach me; so many times I wanted advice from some one that I
  could   trust。   Colonel   Pendleton   was   very   good   to   me   when   he   came;   he
  always treated me like a princess even when I wore short frocks。 It was his
  manner that first made me think he knew my family; but I never felt as if I
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  could tell him anything; and I don't think; with all his chivalrous respect;
  he ever understood me。 As to the othersthe Mayorswell; you may judge
  from     Mr。   Henderson。     It  is  a  wonder    that  I  did  not   run  away    or   do
  something desperate。 Now; are you not a LITTLE sorry?〃
  Her voice; which had as many capricious changes as her manner; had
  been alternately coquettish; petulant; and serious; had now become playful