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作者:暖暖      更新:2022-11-23 12:12      字数:9322
  whom she never knew; and who is legally dead to her?〃
  〃In   my   day;   sir;   no   one   who   knew   the   circumstances;〃   returned   the
  colonel;     quickly。    〃But    we    are  living    in  a   blessed    era   of  Christian
  retribution and civilized propriety; and I believe there are a lot of men and
  women about who have no other way of showing their own virtue than by
  showing   up   another's   vice。   We're   in   a   reaction   of   reform。   It's   the   old
  drunkards   who   are   always   more   clamorous   for   total   abstinence   than   the
  moderately temperate。 I tell you; Hathaway; there couldn't be an unluckier
  moment for our secret coming out。〃
  〃But she will be of age soon。〃
  〃In two months。〃
  〃And sure to marry。〃
  〃Marry!〃   repeated   Pendleton;   with   grim   irony。   〃Would   YOU   marry
  her?〃
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  〃That's another question;〃 said the young man; promptly; 〃and one of
  individual   taste;   but   it   does   not   affect   my   general   belief   that   she   could
  easily find a husband as good and better。〃
  〃Suppose she found one BEFORE the secret is out。 Ought he be told?〃
  〃Certainly。〃
  〃And that would imply telling HER?〃
  〃Yes;〃    said   Paul;   but  not   so  promptly。    〃And    you    consider    THAT
  fulfilling    the  promise     of  the   Trustthe   pledges     exchanged     with    that
  woman?〃 continued Pendleton; with glittering eyes and a return to his own
  dominant tone。
  〃My     dear   colonel;〃    said  Paul;   somewhat      less   positively;   but   still
  smiling; 〃you have made a romantic; almost impossible compact with Mrs。
  Howard that; you yourself are now obliged to admit; circumstances may
  prevent your carrying out substantially。 You forget; also; that you have just
  told me that you have already broken your pledgeunder circumstances; it
  is true; that do you honorand that now your desperate attempts to retrieve
  it  have    failed。  Now;    I  really  see   nothing    wrong    in  your   telling   to  a
  presumptive well…wisher of the girl what you have told to her enemy。〃
  There was a dead silence。 The prostrate man uttered a slight groan; as
  if in pain; and drew  up his leg to change his position。 After a pause; he
  said; in a restrained voice; 〃I differ from you; Mr。 Hathaway; but enough
  of this for the present。 I have something else to say。 It will be necessary for
  one of us to go at once to Santa Clara and see Miss Yerba Buena。〃
  〃Good heavens!〃 said Paul; quickly。 〃Do you call her THAT?〃
  〃Certainly; sir。 You gave her the name。 Have you forgotten?〃
  〃I   only   suggested   it;〃   returned   Paul;   hopelessly;   〃but   no   matter   go
  on。〃
  〃I   cannot   go   there;   as   you   see;〃   continued   Pendleton;   with   a   weary
  gesture towards his crippled ankle; 〃and I should particularly like you to
  see her before we make the joint disposition of her affairs with the Mayor;
  two   months   hence。   I   have   some   papers   you   can   show   her;   and   I   have
  already written a letter introducing you to the Lady Superior at the convent;
  and to her。 You have never seen her?〃
  〃No;〃 said Paul。 〃But of course you have?〃
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  〃Not for three years。〃
  Paul's eyes evidently expressed some wonder; for a moment after the
  colonel added; 〃I believe; Hathaway; I am looked upon as a queer survival
  of a rather lawless and improper past。 At least; I have thought it better not
  socially to compromise her by my presence。 The Mayor goes thereat the
  examinations and exercises; I believe; sir; they make a sort of reception for
  himwith aabanquet lemonade and speeches。〃
  〃I had intended to leave for Sacramento to…morrow night;〃 said Paul;
  glancing curiously at the helpless man; 〃but I will go there if you wish。〃
  〃Thank you。 It will be better。〃
  There   were   a   few   words   of   further   explanation   of   the   papers;   and
  Pendleton placed the packet in his visitor's hands。 Paul rose。 Somehow; it
  appeared to him that the room looked more faded and forgotten than when
  he entered it; and the figure of the man before him more lonely; helpless;
  and abandoned。 With one of his sympathetic impulses he said:
  〃I   don't   like  to  leave  you   here   alone。   Are   you   sure   you   can   help
  yourself without George? Can I do anything before I go?〃
  〃I am quite accustomed to it;〃 said Pendleton; quietly。 〃It happens once
  or twice a year; and when I go outwellI miss more than I do here。〃
  He took Paul's proffered hand mechanically; with a slight return of the
  critical; doubting look he had cast upon him when he entered。 his voice;
  too;    had   quite   recovered     its  old   dominance;      as  he   said;   with   half…
  patronizing conventionality; 〃You'll have to find your way out alone。 Let
  me know how you have sped at Santa Clara; will you? Good…by。〃
  The staircase and passage seemed to have grown shabbier and meaner
  as Paul; slowly and hesitatingly; descended to the street。 At the foot of the
  stairs he paused irresolutely; and loitered with a vague idea of turning back
  on   some   pretense;   only   that   he   might   relieve   himself   of   the   sense   of
  desertion。  He   had   already  determined   upon   making   that   inquiry  into   the
  colonel's personal   and pecuniary  affairs   which he had not dared   to  offer
  personally;   and   had   a   half…formed   plan   of   testing   his   own   power   and
  popularity in a certain line of relief that at once satisfied his sympathies
  and    ambitions。     Nevertheless;     after   reaching    the   street;  he   lingered   a
  moment; when an odd idea of temporizing with his inclinations struck him。
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  At the farther end of the hotelone of the parasites living on its decayed
  fortuneswas a small barber's shop。 By having his hair trimmed and his
  clothes brushed he could linger a little longer beneath the same roof with
  the helpless solitary; and perhaps come to some conclusion。 He entered the
  clean    but   scantily   furnished    shop;   and    threw   himself    into  one    of  the
  nearest chairs; hardly noting that there were no other customers; and that a
  single    assistant;   stropping    a  razor   behind    a  glass   door;   was    the  only
  occupant。   But   there   was   a   familiar   note   of   exaggerated   politeness   about
  the voice of this man as he opened the door and came towards the back of
  the chair with the formula:
  〃Mo'nin';  sah!   Shall   we   hab   de   pleshure   of   shavin'   or   hah…cuttin'   dis
  mo'nin'?〃 Paul raised his eyes quickly to the mirror before him。 It reflected
  the black face and grizzled hair of George。
  More   relieved   at   finding   the   old   servant   still   near   his   master   than
  caring to comprehend the reason; Hathaway said pleasantly; 〃Well; George;
  is this the way you look after your family?〃
  The old man started; for an instant his full red lips seemed to become
  dry and ashen; the whites of his eyes were suffused and staring; as he met
  Paul's    smiling    face   in  the  glass。   But   almost    as  quickly    he  recovered
  himself; and; with a polite but deprecating bow; said;〃For God sake; sah!
  I   admit   de   sarkumstances       is  agin  me;   but   de   simple   fack   is  dat   I'm
  temper'ly occupyin' de place of an ole frien'; sah; who is called round de
  cornah。〃
  〃And I'm devilish glad of any fact; George; that gives me a chance of
  having my hair cut by Colonel Pendleton's right…hand man。 So fire away!〃
  The gratified smile which now suddenly overspread the whole of the
  old   man's   face;   and   seemed   to   quickly   stiffen   the   rugged   and   wrinkled
  fingers that had at first trembled in drawing a pair of shears from a ragged
  pocket; appeared to satisfy Paul's curiosity for the present。 But after a few
  moments' silent snipping; during which he could detect in the mirror some
  traces of   agitation   still   twitching the negro's   face; he said   with   an   air of
  conviction:
  〃Look      here;   Georgewhy        don't   you    regularly    use    your   leisure
  moments in this trade? You'd make your fortune by your taste and skill at
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  it。〃
  For    the  next   half  minute     the  old   man's   frame    shook    with   silent
  childlike laughter