第 42 节
作者:摄氏0度      更新:2022-11-23 12:12      字数:9322
  inspired distrust。 White Fang was torn by conflicting feelings; impulses。 It
  seemed he would fly to pieces; so terrible was the control he was exerting;
  holding     together     by   an   unwonted      indecision     the  counter…forces      that
  struggled within him for mastery。
  He compromised。 He snarled and bristled and flattened his ears。 But he
  neither snapped nor sprang away。 The hand descended。 Nearer and nearer
  it came。 It touched the ends of his upstanding hair。 He shrank down under
  it。   It  followed    down     after   him;   pressing     more    closely    against   him。
  Shrinking; almost shivering; he still managed to hold himself together。 It
  was   a   torment;   this   hand   that   touched   him   and   violated   his   instinct。   He
  could   not   forget   in   a   day   all   the   evil   that   had   been   wrought   him   at   the
  hands of men。 But it was the will of the god; and he strove to submit。
  The hand lifted and descended again in a patting; caressing movement。
  This continued; but every time the hand lifted; the hair lifted under it。 And
  every time the hand descended; the ears flattened down and a cavernous
  growl surged in his throat。 White Fang growled and growled with insistent
  warning。 By this means he announced that he was prepared to retaliate for
  any  hurt   he   might   receive。 There   was   no   telling   when   the   god's   ulterior
  motive might be disclosed。 At any moment that soft; confidence…inspiring
  voice might break forth in a roar of wrath; that gentle and caressing hand
  transform itself into a vice…like grip to hold him helpless and administer
  punishment。
  But the god talked on softly; and ever the hand rose and fell with non…
  hostile pats。 White Fang experienced dual feelings。 It was distasteful to his
  instinct。 It restrained him; opposed the will of him toward personal liberty。
  And     yet  it  was   not   physically    painful。    On   the   contrary;   it  was   even
  pleasant;  in   a   physical   way。 The   patting   movement   slowly  and   carefully
  changed      to  a  rubbing    of  the   ears  about    their  bases;   and   the   physical
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  pleasure even increased a little。 Yet he continued to fear; and he stood on
  guard; expectant of unguessed evil; alternately suffering and enjoying as
  one feeling or the other came uppermost and swayed him。
  〃Well; I'll be gosh…swoggled!〃
  So spoke Matt; coming out of the cabin; his sleeves rolled up; a pan of
  dirty dish…water in his hands; arrested in the act of emptying the pan by the
  sight of Weedon Scott patting White Fang。
  At   the   instant   his   voice   broke   the   silence;   White   Fang   leaped   back;
  snarling savagely at him。
  Matt regarded his employer with grieved disapproval。
  〃If you don't mind my expressin' my feelin's; Mr。 Scott; I'll make free
  to say you're seventeen kinds of a damn fool an' all of 'em different; an'
  then some。〃
  Weedon Scott smiled with a superior air; gained his feet; and walked
  over to White Fang。  He talked soothingly to   him; but not for  long;  then
  slowly put out his hand; rested it on White Fang's head; and resumed the
  interrupted      patting。   White     Fang    endured      it;  keeping    his   eyes   fixed
  suspiciously;   not   upon   the   man   that   patted   him;   but   upon   the   man   that
  stood in the doorway。
  〃You may be a number one; tip…top minin' expert; all right all right;〃
  the dog…musher delivered himself oracularly; 〃but you missed the chance
  of your life when you was a boy an' didn't run off an' join a circus。〃
  White Fang snarled at the sound of his voice; but this time did not leap
  away from under the hand that was caressing his head and the back of his
  neck with long; soothing strokes。
  It was the beginning of the end for White Fang … the ending of the old
  life   and   the   reign   of   hate。   A  new   and   incomprehensibly   fairer   life   was
  dawning。   It   required   much   thinking   and   endless   patience   on   the   part   of
  Weedon       Scott   to  accomplish      this。  And    on   the  part   of  White    Fang    it
  required   nothing   less   than   a   revolution。   He   had   to   ignore   the   urges   and
  promptings   of   instinct   and   reason;   defy   experience;   give   the   lie   to   life
  itself。
  Life; as he had known it; not only had had no place in it for much that
  he now did; but all the currents had gone counter to those to which he now
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  abandoned himself。 In short; when all things were considered; he had to
  achieve an orientation far vaster than the one he had achieved at the time
  he came voluntarily in from the Wild and accepted Grey Beaver as his lord。
  At   that time   he   was   a   mere   puppy;   soft   from  the   making;   without   form;
  ready for the thumb of circumstance to begin its work upon him。 But now
  it   was   different。 The   thumb   of   circumstance   had   done   its   work   only  too
  well。 By it he had been formed and hardened into the Fighting Wolf; fierce
  and   implacable;   unloving   and   unlovable。 To   accomplish   the   change   was
  like a reflux of being; and this when the plasticity of youth was no longer
  his; when the fibre of him had become tough and knotty; when the warp
  and the woof of him had made of him an adamantine texture; harsh and
  unyielding;      when    the   face  of   his  spirit  had   become     iron   and   all  his
  instincts and axioms had crystallised into set rules; cautions; dislikes; and
  desires。
  Yet   again;  in   this   new   orientation;  it   was   the   thumb   of   circumstance
  that pressed and prodded him; softening that which had become hard and
  remoulding it into fairer form。 Weedon Scott was in truth this thumb。 He
  had gone to the roots of White Fang's nature; and with kindness touched to
  life   potencies    that   had   languished     and   well…nigh     perished。    One    such
  potency was LOVE。 It took the place of LIKE; which latter had been the
  highest feeling that thrilled him in his intercourse with the gods。
  But this love did not come in a day。 It began with LIKE and out of it
  slowly developed。 White Fang did not run away; though he was allowed to
  remain loose; because he liked this new god。 This was certainly better than
  the life he had lived in the cage of Beauty Smith; and it was necessary that
  he should have some god。 The lordship of man was a need of his nature。
  The seal of his dependence on man had been set upon him in that early
  day when   he turned his   back on the Wild   and   crawled to   Grey  Beaver's
  feet to receive the expected beating。 This seal had been stamped upon him
  again; and ineradicably; on his second return from the Wild; when the long
  famine   was   over   and   there   was   fish   once   more   in   the   village   of   Grey
  Beaver。
  And   so;  because   he   needed   a   god   and   because   he   preferred   Weedon
  Scott to Beauty Smith; White Fang remained。 In acknowledgment of fealty;
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  he    proceeded      to  take   upon     himself    the   guardianship      of   his  master's
  property。   He   prowled   about   the   cabin   while   the   sled…dogs   slept;   and   the
  first   night…visitor   to   the   cabin   fought   him   off   with   a   club   until   Weedon
  Scott   came   to   the   rescue。   But   White   Fang   soon   learned   to   differentiate
  between   thieves   and   honest   men;   to   appraise   the   true   value   of   step   and
  carriage。 The man who travelled; loud…stepping; the direct line to the cabin
  door; he let alone … though he watched him vigilantly until the door opened
  and   he   received   the   endorsement   of   the   master。   But   the   man   who   went
  softly;   by   circuitous   ways;   peering   with   caution;   seeking   after   secrecy   …
  that   was   the   man   who   received   no   suspension   of   judgment   from   White
  Fang; and who went away abruptly; hurriedly; and without dignity。
  Weedon Scott had set himself the task of redeeming White Fang … or
  rather; of redeeming mankind from the wrong it had done White Fang。 It
  was a matter of principle and conscience。 He felt that the ill done White
  Fang was a debt incurred by man and that it must be paid。 So he went out
  of his way to be especially kind to the Fighting Wolf。 Each day he made it
  a point to caress and pet White Fang; and to do it at length。
  At first suspicious   and hostile; White   Fang   grew  to   like thi