第 10 节
作者:乐乐陶陶      更新:2022-11-23 12:11      字数:9322
  harvest and green orchards; white roads and clustering towns;
  with here and there a little city  on the bank of the mighty
  river which curved in a vast line of beauty toward the blue
  Catskill Range; fifty miles away。  Lines of filmy smoke; like
  vanishing footprints in the air; marked the passage of railway
  trains across the landscapetheir swift flight reduced by
  distance to a leisurely transition。  The bright surface of the
  stream was furrowed by a hundred vessels; tiny rowboats creeping
  from shore to shore; knots of black barges following the lead of
  puffing tugs; sloops with languid motion tacking against the
  tide; white steamboats; like huge toy…houses; crowded with
  pygmy inhabitants; moving smoothly on their way to the great
  city; and disappearing suddenly as they turned into the
  narrows between Storm…King and the Fishkill Mountains。  Down
  there was life; incessant; varied; restless; intricate;
  many…coloureddown there was history; the highway of ancient
  voyagers since the days of Hendrik Hudson; the hunting…ground
  of Indian tribes; the scenes of massacre and battle; the last
  camp of the Army of the Revolution; the Head…quarters of
  Washingtondown there were the homes of legend and
  poetry; the dreamlike hills of Rip van Winkle's sleep; the
  cliffs and caves haunted by the Culprit Fay; the solitudes
  traversed by the Spyall outspread before us; and visible as
  in a Claude Lorraine glass; in the tranquil lucidity of
  distance。  And here; on the hilltop; was our own life; secluded;
  yet never separated from the other life; looking down
  upon it; yet woven of the same stuff; peaceful in
  circumstance; yet ever busy with its own tasks; and holding in
  its quiet heart all the elements of joy and sorrow and tragic
  consequence。
  The Master was a man of most unworldly wisdom。  In his
  youth a great traveller; he had brought home many
  observations; a few views; and at least one theory。  To him
  the school was the most important of human institutionsmore
  vital even than the home; because it held the first real
  experience of social contact; of free intercourse with other
  minds and lives coming from different households and embodying
  different strains of blood。  〃My school;〃 said he; 〃is the
  world in miniature。  If I can teach these boys to study and
  play together freely and with fairness to one another; I shall
  make men fit to live and work together in society。  What they
  learn matters less than how they learn it。  The great thing is
  the bringing out of individual character so that it will find its
  place in social harmony。〃
  Yet never man knew less of character in the concrete than
  Master Ward。  To him each person represented a typethe
  scientific; the practical; the poetic。  From each one he
  expected; and in each one he found; to a certain degree; the
  fruit of the marked quality; the obvious; the characteristic。
  But of the deeper character; made up of a hundred traits;
  coloured and conditioned most vitally by something secret and
  in itself apparently of slight importance; he was placidly
  unconscious。  Classes he knew。  Individuals escaped him。  Yet
  he was a most companionable man; a social solitary; a friendly
  hermit。
  His daughter Dorothy seemed to me even more fair and
  appealing by daylight than when I first saw her in the dusk。
  There was a pure brightness in her brown eyes; a gentle
  dignity in her look and bearing; a soft cadence of expectant joy
  in her voice。  She was womanly in every tone and motion; yet by
  no means weak or uncertain。  Mistress of herself and of the
  house; she ruled her kingdom without an effort。  Busied with many
  little cares; she bore them lightly。  Her spirit overflowed into
  the lives around her with delicate sympathy and merry cheer。  But
  it was in music that her nature found its widest outlet。  In the
  lengthening evenings of late August she would play from Schumann;
  or Chopin; or Grieg; interpreting the vague feelings of
  gladness or grief which lie too deep for words。  Ballads she
  loved; quaint old English and Scotch airs; folk…songs of
  Germany; 〃Come…all…ye's〃 of Ireland; Canadian chansons。  She
  sangnot like an angel; but like a woman。
  Of the two under…masters in the school; Edward Keene was
  the elder。  The younger; John Graham; was his opposite in
  every respect。  Sturdy; fair…haired; plain in the face; he was
  essentially an every…day man; devoted to out…of…door sports;
  a hard worker; a good player; and a sound sleeper。  He came
  back to the school; from a fishing…excursion; a few days after my
  arrival。  I liked the way in which he told of his adventures;
  with a little frank boasting; enough to season but not to spoil
  the story。  I liked the way in which he took hold of his work;
  helping to get the school in readiness for the return of the boys
  in the middle of September。  I liked; more than all; his attitude
  to Dorothy Ward。  He loved her; clearly enough。  When she was in
  the room the other people were only accidents to him。  Yet there
  was nothing of the disappointed suitor in his bearing。  He was
  cheerful; natural; accepting the situation; giving her the
  best he had to give; and gladly taking from her the frank
  reliance; the ready comradeship which she bestowed upon him。
  If he envied Keeneand how could he help itat least he
  never showed a touch of jealousy or rivalry。  The engagement
  was a fact which he took into account as something not to be
  changed or questioned。  Keene was so much more brilliant;
  interesting; attractive。  He answered so much more fully to
  the poetic side of Dorothy's nature。  How could she help
  preferring him?
  Thus the three actors in the drama stood; when
  I became an inmate of Hilltop; and accepted the master's
  invitation to undertake some of the minor classes in English;
  and stay on at the school indefinitely。  It was my wish to see
  the little playa pleasant comedy; I hopedmove forward to
  a happy ending。  And yetwhat was it that disturbed me now
  and then with forebodings?  Something; doubtless; in the
  character of Keene; for he was the dominant personality。  The
  key of the situation lay with him。  He was the centre of
  interest。  Yet he was the one who seemed not perfectly in
  harmony; not quite at home; as if something beckoned and urged
  him away。
  〃I am glad you are to stay;〃 said he; 〃yet I wonder at it。
  You will find the life narrow; after all your travels。
  Ulysses at Ithacayou will surely be restless to see the
  world again。〃
  〃If you find the life broad enough; I ought not to be
  cramped in it。〃
  〃Ah; but I have compensations。〃
  〃One you certainly have;〃 said I; thinking of Dorothy;
  〃and that one is enough to make a man happy anywhere。〃
  〃Yes; yes;〃 he answered; quickly; 〃but that is not what I
  mean。  It is not there that I look for a wider life。  Lovedo
  you think that love broadens a man's outlook?  To me it seems
  to make him narrowerhappier; perhaps; within his own little
  circlebut distinctly narrower。  Knowledge is the only thing
  that broadens life; sets it free from the tyranny of the
  parish; fills it with the sense of power。  And love is the
  opposite of knowledge。  Love is a kind of an illusiona happy
  illusion; that is what love is。  Don't you see that?〃
  〃See it?〃 I cried。  〃I don't know what you mean。  Do you
  mean that you don't really care for Dorothy Ward?  Do you mean
  that what you have won in her is an illusion?  If so; you are
  as wrong as a man can be。〃
  〃No; no;〃 he answered; eagerly; 〃you know I don't mean
  that。  I could not live without her。  But love is not the only
  reality。  There is something else; something broader;
  something〃
  〃Come away;〃 I said; 〃come away; man!  You are talking
  nonsense; treason。  You are not true to yourself。  You've been
  working too hard at your books。  There's a maggot in your brain。
  Come out for a long walk。〃
  That indeed was what he liked best。  He was a magnificent
  walker; easy; steady; unwearying。  He knew every road and lane
  in the valleys; every footpath and trail among the mountains。
  But he cared little for walking in company; one companion was
  the most that he could abide。  And; strange to say; it was not
  Dorothy whom he chose for his most frequent comrade。  With her
  he would saunter down the Black Brook path; or climb slowly to
  the first ridge of Storm…King。  But with me he pushed out to
  the farthest pinnacle that overhangs the river; and down
  through the Lonely Heart gorge; and over the pass of the White
  Horse; and up to the peak of Cro' Nest; and across the rugged
  summit of Black Rock。  At every wider outlook a strange
  exhilaration seemed to come upon him。  His spirit glowed like
  a live coal in the wind。  He overflowed with brilliant talk
  and curious stories of the villages and scattered houses that
  we could see from our eyries。
  But it was not with me that he made his longest expeditions。
  They were solitary。  Early on Saturday he would leave the rest of
  us; with some slight excuse; and start away on the mountain…road;
  to be gone all day。  Sometimes he would not return till long
  after dark。  Then I could see the anxious look deepen on
  Dorothy's face; and she would slip away down the road to meet
  him。  But he always came back in good spirits; talkable and
  charming。  It was the ne