第 4 节
作者:乐乐陶陶      更新:2022-11-23 12:11      字数:9322
  follow it。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said she; looking at me half in doubt; 〃I think I
  understand。  But wherever you go I hope you will find the
  flower at last。〃
  In truth there were many things in the city that troubled
  me and made me restless; in spite of the sweet comfort of
  Ruamie's friendship and the tranquillity of the life in
  Saloma。  I came to see the meaning of what the old man had
  said about the shadow that rested upon his thoughts。  For
  there were some in the city who said that the hours of
  visitation were wasted; and that it would be better to employ
  the time in gathering water from the pools that formed among
  the mountains in the rainy season; or in sinking wells along
  the edge of the desert。  Others had newly come to the city and
  were teaching that there was no Source; and that the story of
  the poor man who reopened it was a fable; and that the hours of
  visitation were only hours of dreaming。  There were many who
  believed them; and many more who said that it did not matter
  whether their words were true or false; and that it was of small
  moment whether men went to visit the fountain or not; provided
  only that they worked in the gardens and kept the marble pools
  and basins in repair and opened new canals through the fields;
  since there always had been and always would be plenty of water。
  As I listened to these sayings it seemed to me doubtful
  what the end of the city would be。  And while this doubt was
  yet heavy upon me; I heard at midnight the faint calling of
  the trumpet; sounding along the crest of the mountains: and as
  I went out to look where it came from; I saw; through the
  glimmering veil of the milky way; the shape of a blossom of
  celestial blue; whose petals seemed to fall and fade as I
  looked。  So I bade farewell to the old man in whose house I
  had learned to love the hour of visitation and the Source and
  the name of him who opened it; and I kissed the hands and the
  brow of the little Ruamie who had entered my heart; and went
  forth sadly from the land of Koorma into other lands; to look for
  the Blue Flower。
  II
  In the Book of the Voyage without a Harbour is written the
  record of the ten years which passed before I came back again
  to the city of Saloma。
  It was not easy to find; for I came down through the
  mountains; and as I looked from a distant shoulder of the
  hills for the little bay full of greenery; it was not to be
  seen。  There was only a white town shining far off against the
  brown cliffs; like a flake of mica in a cleft of the rocks。
  Then I slept that night; full of care; on the hillside; and
  rising before dawn; came down in the early morning toward the
  city。
  The fields were lying parched and yellow under the
  sunrise; and great cracks gaped in the earth as if it were
  thirsty。  The trenches and channels were still there; but
  there was little water in them; and through the ragged fringes of
  the rusty vineyards I heard; instead of the cheerful songs of the
  vintagers; the creaking of dry windlasses and the hoarse throb of
  the pumps in sunken wells。  The girdle of gardens had shrunk like
  a wreath of withered flowers; and all the bright embroidery; of
  earth was faded to a sullen gray。
  At the foot of an ancient; leafless olive…tree I saw a
  group of people kneeling around a newly opened well。  I asked
  a man who was digging beside the dusty path what this might
  mean。  He straightened himself for a moment; wiping the sweat
  from his brow; and answered; sullenly; 〃They are worshipping
  the windlass: how else should they bring water into their
  fields?〃  Then he fell furiously to digging again; and I
  passed on into the city。
  There was no sound of murmuring streams in the streets;
  and down the main bed of the river I saw only a few shallow
  puddles; joined together by a slowly trickling thread。  Even
  these were fenced and guarded so that no one might come near
  to them; and there were men going among to the houses with
  water…skins on their shoulders; crying 〃Water! Water to sell!〃
  The marble pools in the open square were empty; and at one
  of them there was a crowd looking at a man who was being
  beaten with rods。  A bystander told me that the officers of
  the city had ordered him to be punished because he had said
  that the pools and the basins and the channels were not all of
  pure marble; without a flaw。  〃For this;〃 said he; 〃is the
  evil doctrine that has come in to take away the glory of our
  city; and because of this the water has failed。〃
  〃It is a sad change;〃 I answered; 〃and doubtless they who
  have caused it should suffer more than others。  But can you
  tell me at what hour and in what manner the people now observe
  the visitation of the Source?〃
  He looked curiously at me and replied:  〃I do not
  understand you。  There is no visitation save the inspection of
  the cisterns and the wells which the syndics of the city ;
  whom we call the Princes of Water; carry on daily at every
  hour。  What source is this of which you speak?〃
  So I went on through the street; where all the passers…by
  seemed in haste and wore weary countenances; until I came to
  the house where I had lodged。  There was a little basin here
  against the wall; with a slender stream of water still flowing
  into it; and a group of children standing near with their
  pitchers; waiting to fill them。
  The door of the house was closed; but when I knocked; it
  opened and a maiden came forth。  She was pale and sad in
  aspect; but a light of joy dawned over the snow of her face;
  and I knew by the youth in her eyes that it was Ruamie; who
  had walked with me through the vineyards long ago。
  With both hands she welcomed me; saying:  〃You are
  expected。  Have you found the Blue Flower?〃
  〃Not yet;〃 I answered; 〃but something drew me back to you。
  I would know how it fares with you; and I would go again with
  you to visit the Source。〃
  At this her face grew bright; but with a tender; half…sad
  brightness。
  〃The Source!〃 she said。  〃Ah; yes; I was sure that you would
  remember it。  And this is the hour of the visitation。  Come; let
  us go up together。〃
  Then we went alone through the busy and weary multitudes
  of the city toward the mountain…path。  So forsaken was it and
  so covered with stones and overgrown with wire…grass that I
  could not have found it but for her guidance。  But as we
  climbed upward the air grew clearer; and more sweet; and I
  questioned her of the things that had come to pass in my
  absence。  I asked her of the kind old man who had taken me
  into his house when I came as a stranger。  She said; softly;
  〃He is dead。〃
  〃And where are the men and women; his friends; who once
  thronged this pathway?  Are they also dead?〃
  〃They also are dead。〃
  〃But where are the younger ones who sang here so gladly as
  they marched upward?  Surely they; are living?〃
  〃They have forgotten。〃
  〃Where then are the young children whose fathers taught
  them this way and bade them remember it。  Have they forgotten?〃
  〃They have forgotten。〃
  〃But why have you alone kept the hour of visitation?  Why
  have you not turned back with your companions?  How have you
  walked here solitary day after day?〃
  She turned to me with a divine regard; and laying her hand
  gently over mine; she said; 〃I remember always。〃
  Then I saw a few wild…flowers blossoming beside the path。
  We drew near to the Source; and entered into the chamber
  hewn in the rock。  She kneeled and bent over the sleeping
  spring。  She murmured again and again the beautiful name of
  him who had died to find it。  Her voice repeated the song that
  had once been sung by many voices。  Her tears fell softly on
  the spring; and as they fell it seemed as if the water stirred
  and rose to meet her bending face; and when she looked up it
  was as if the dew had fallen on a flower。
  We came very slowly down the path along the river Carita;
  and rested often beside it; for surely; I thought; the rising
  of the spring had sent a‘little more water down its dry bed; and
  some of it must flow on to the city。  So it was almost evening
  when we came back to the streets。  The people were hurrying to
  and fro; for it was the day before the choosing of new Princes of
  Water; and there was much dispute about them; and strife over the
  building of new cisterns to hold the stores of rain which might
  fall in the next year。  But none cared for us; as we passed by
  like strangers; and we came unnoticed to the door of the house。
  Then a great desire of love and sorrow moved within my
  breast; and I said to Ruamie; 〃You are the life of the city;
  for you alone remember。  Its secret is in your heart; and your
  faithful keeping of the hours of visitation is the only cause
  why the river has not failed altogether and the curse of
  desolation returned。  Let me stay with you; sweet soul of all
  the flowers that are dead; and I will cherish you forever。
  Together we will visit the Source every day; and we shall turn
  the people; by our lives and by our words; back to that which
  they have forgotten。〃
  There was a smile in her eyes so deep that its meaning cannot
  be spoken; as she lifted my hand to her lips; and answered;
  〃Not so; dear friend; for who can tell whether life or
  death will come to the city; whether its people will re