第 26 节
作者:披荆斩棘      更新:2022-11-23 12:11      字数:9321
  hardly seemed worth while to focus my mind; but I did it
  occasionally just by way of testing myself。  Schwartz still threw
  away his gold coins; and once; in one of my rare intervals of
  looking about me; I saw Denton picking them up。  This surprised
  me mildly; but I was too tired to be very curious。  Only now;
  when I saw Schwartz's arm sweep out in what had become a
  mechanical movement; I always took pains to look; and always I
  saw Denton search for the coin。  Sometimes he found it; and
  sometimes he did not。
  The figures of my companions and the yellow…brown tide sand under
  my feet; and a consciousness of the blue and white sea to my
  left; are all I remember; except when we had to pull ourselves
  together for the purpose of cutting fishhook cactus。  I kept
  going; and I knew I had a good reason for doing so; but it seemed
  too much of an effort to recall what that reason was。
  Schwartz threw away a gold piece as another man would take a
  stimulant。  Gradually; without really thinking about it; I came
  to see this; and then went on to sabe why Denton picked up the
  coins; and a great admiration for Denton's cleverness seeped
  through me like water through the sand。  He was saving the coins
  to keep Schwartz going。  When the last coin went; Schwartz would
  give out。  It all sounds queer now; but it seemed all right
  thenand it WAS all right; too。
  So we walked on the beach; losing entire track of time。  And
  after a long interval I came to myself to see Schwartz lying on
  the sand; and Denton standing over him。  Of course we'd all been
  falling down a lot; but always before we'd got up again。
  〃He's give out;〃 croaked Denton。
  His voice sounded as if it was miles away; which surprised me;
  but; when I answered; mine sounded miles away; too; which
  surprised me still more。
  Denton pulled out a handful of gold coins。
  〃This will buy him some more walk;〃 said he gravely; 〃but not
  much。〃
  I nodded。  It seemed all right; this new; strange purchasing
  power of goldit WAS all right; by God; and as real as buying
  bricks
  〃I'll go on;〃 said Denton; 〃and send back help。  You come after。〃
  〃To Mollyhay!〃 said I。
  This far I reckon we'd hung onto ourselves because it was
  serious。  Now I began to laugh。  So did Denton。  We laughed and
  laughed。
  〃A damn long way
  To Mollyhay。〃
  said I。 Then we laughed some more; until the tears ran down our
  cheeks; and we had to hold our poor weak sides。  Pretty soon we
  fetched up with a gasp。
  〃A damn long way
  To Mollyhay;〃
  whispered Denton; and then off we went into more shrieks。  And
  when we would sober down a little; one or the other of us would
  say it again;
  〃A damn long way
  To Mollyhay;〃
  and then we'd laugh some more。  It must have been a sweet sight!
  At last I realised that we ought to pull ourselves together; so I
  snubbed up short; and Denton did the same; and we set to laying
  plans。  But every minute or so one of us would catch on some
  word; and then we'd trail off into rhymes and laughter and
  repetition。
  〃Keep him going as long as you can;〃 said Denton。
  〃Yes。〃
  〃And be sure to stick to the beach。〃
  That far it was all right and clear…headed。  But the word 〃beach〃
  let us out。
  〃I'm a peach
  Upon the beach;〃
  sings I; and there we were both off again until one or the other
  managed to grope his way back to common sense again。  And
  sometimes we crow…hopped solemnly around and around the prostrate
  Schwartz like a pair of Injins。
  But somehow we got our plan laid at last; slipped the coins into
  Schwartz's pocket; and said good…bye。
  〃Old socks; good…bye;
  You bet I'll try;〃
  yelled Denton; and laughing fit to kill; danced off up the beach;
  and out into a sort of grey mist that shut off everything beyond
  a certain distance from me now。
  So I kicked Schwartz; he felt in his pocket; threw a gold piece
  away; and 〃bought a little more walk。〃
  My entire vision was fifty feet or so across。  Beyond that was
  grey mist。  Inside my circle I could see the sand quite plainly
  and Denton's footprints。  If I moved a little to the left; the
  wash of the waters would lap under the edge of that grey curtain。
  If I moved to the right; I came to cliffs。  The nearer I drew to
  them; the farther up I could see; but I could never see to the
  top。  It used to amuse me to move this area of consciousness
  about to see what I could find。  Actual physical suffering was
  beginning to dull; and my head seemed to be getting clearer。
  One day; without any apparent reason; I moved at right angles
  across the beach。  Directly before me lay a piece of sugar cane;
  and one end of it had been chewed。
  Do you know what that meant?  Animals don't cut sugar cane and
  bring it to the beach and chew one end。  A new strength ran
  through me; and actually the grey mist thinned and lifted for a
  moment; until I could make out dimly the line of cliffs and the
  tumbling sea。
  I was not a bit hungry; but I chewed on the sugar cane; and made
  Schwartz do the same。  When we went on I kept close to the cliff;
  even though the walking was somewhat heavier。
  I remember after that its getting dark and then light again; so
  the night must have passed; but whether we rested or walked I do
  not know。  Probably we did not get very far; though certainly we
  staggered ahead after sun…up; for I remember my shadow。
  About midday; I suppose; I made out a dim trail leading up a
  break in the cliffs。  Plenty of such trails we had seen before。
  They were generally made by peccaries in search of cast…up fish
  I hope they had better luck than we。
  But in the middle of this; as though for a sign; lay another
  piece of chewed sugar cane。
  CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  THE CALABASH STEW
  I had agreed with Denton to stick to the beach; but Schwartz
  could not last much longer; and I had not the slightest idea how
  far it might prove to be to Mollyhay。  So I turned up the trail。
  We climbed a mountain ten thousand feet high。  I mean that; and I
  know; for I've climbed them that high; and I know just how it
  feels; and how many times you have to rest; and how long it
  takes; and how much it knocks out of you。  Those are the things
  that count in measuring height; and so I tell you we climbed that
  far。  Actually I suppose the hill was a couple of hundred feet;
  if not less。  But on account of the grey mist I mentioned; I
  could not see the top; and the illusion was complete。
  We reached the summit late in the afternoon; for the sun was
  square in our eyes。  But instead of blinding me; it seemed to
  clear my sight; so that I saw below me a little mud hut with
  smoke rising behind it; and a small patch of cultivated ground。
  I'll pass over how I felt about it:  they haven't made the
  words
  Well; we stumbled down the trail and into the hut。  At first I
  thought it was empty; but after a minute I saw a very old man
  crouched in a corner。  As I looked at him he raised his bleared
  eyes to me; his head swinging slowly from side to side as though
  with a kind of palsy。  He could not see me; that was evident; nor
  hear me; but some instinct not yet decayed turned him toward a
  new presence in the room。  In my wild desire for water I found
  room to think that here was a man even worse off than myself。
  A vessel of water was in the corner。  I drank it。 It was more
  than I could hold; but I drank even after I was filled; and the
  waste ran from the corners of my mouth。  I had forgotten
  Schwartz。  The excess made me a little sick; but I held down what
  I had swallowed; and I really believe it soaked into my system as
  it does into the desert earth after a drought。
  In a moment or so I took the vessel and filled it and gave it to
  Schwartz。  Then it seemed to me that my responsibility had ended。
  A sudden great dreamy lassitude came over me。  I knew I needed
  food; but I had no wish for it; and no ambition to search it out。
  The man in the corner mumbled at me with his toothless gums。  I
  remember wondering if we were all to starve there peacefully
  togetherSchwartz and his remaining gold coins; the man far gone
  in years; and myself。  I did not greatly care。
  After a while the light was blotted out。  There followed a slight
  pause。  Then I knew that someone had flown to my side; and was
  kneeling beside me and saying liquid; pitying things in Mexican。
  I swallowed something hot and strong。  In a moment I came back
  from wherever I was drifting; to look up at a Mexican girl about
  twenty years old。
  She was no great matter in looks; but she seemed like an angel to
  me then。  And she had sense。  No questions; no nothing。  Just
  business。  The only thing she asked of me was if I understood
  Spanish。
  Then she told me that her brother would be back soon; that