第 2 节
作者:绚烂冬季      更新:2022-11-23 12:09      字数:7354
  the generosity which had come to her aid in the sharpest crisis of
  her life。
  Dorothea herself had no dreams of being praised above other women;
  feeling that there was always something better which she might have done;
  if she had only been better and known better。  Still; she never
  repented that she had given up position and fortune to marry
  Will Ladislaw; and he would have held it the greatest shame as well
  as sorrow to him if she had repented。  They were bound to each other
  by a love stronger than any impulses which could have marred it。
  No life would have been possible to Dorothea which was not filled
  with emotion; and she had now a life filled also with a beneficent
  activity which she had not the doubtful pains of discovering
  and marking out for herself。  Will became an ardent public man;
  working well in those times when reforms were begun with a young
  hopefulness of immediate good which has been much checked in our days;
  and getting at last returned to Parliament by a constituency
  who paid his expenses。  Dorothea could have liked nothing better;
  since wrongs existed; than that her husband should be in the thick
  of a struggle against them; and that she should give him wifely help。
  Many who knew her; thought it a pity that so substantive and rare
  a creature should have been absorbed into the life of another;
  and be only known in a certain circle as a wife and mother。
  But no one stated exactly what else that was in her power she ought
  rather to have donenot even Sir James Chettam; who went no further
  than the negative prescription that she ought not to have married
  Will Ladislaw。
  But this opinion of his did not cause a lasting alienation; and the
  way in which the family was made whole again was characteristic
  of all concerned。  Mr。 Brooke could not resist the pleasure of
  corresponding with Will and Dorothea; and one morning when his pen
  had been remarkably fluent on the prospects of Municipal Reform;
  it ran off into an invitation to the Grange; which; once written;
  could not be done away with at less cost than the sacrifice
  (hardly to be conceived) of the whole valuable letter。
  During the months of this correspondence Mr。 Brooke had continually;
  in his talk with Sir James Chettam; been presupposing or hinting
  that the intention of cutting off the entail was still maintained;
  and the day on which his pen gave the daring invitation; he went
  to Freshitt expressly to intimate that he had a stronger sense than
  ever of the reasons for taking that energetic step as a precaution
  against any mixture of low blood in the heir of the Brookes。
  But that morning something exciting had happened at the Hall。
  A letter had come to Celia which made her cry silently as she read it;
  and when Sir James; unused to see her in tears; asked anxiously what
  was the matter; she burst out in a wail such as he had never heard
  from her before。
  〃Dorothea has a little boy。  And you will not let me go and see her。
  And I am sure she wants to see me。  And she will not know what to do
  with the babyshe will do wrong things with it。  And they thought
  she would die。  It is very dreadful!  Suppose it had been me and
  little Arthur; and Dodo had been hindered from coming to see me!
  I wish you would be less unkind; James!〃
  〃Good heavens; Celia!〃 said Sir James; much wrought upon; 〃what do
  you wish?  I will do anything you like。  I will take you to town
  to…morrow if you wish it。〃  And Celia did wish it。
  It was after this that Mr。 Brooke came; and meeting the Baronet
  in the grounds; began to chat with him in ignorance of the news;
  which Sir James for some reason did not care to tell him immediately。
  But when the entail was touched on in the usual way; he said;
  〃My dear sir; it is not for me to dictate to you; but for my part I
  would let that alone。  I would let things remain as they are。〃
  Mr。 Brooke felt so much surprised that he did not at once find
  out how much he was relieved by the sense that he was not expected
  to do anything in particular。
  Such being the bent of Celia's heart; it was inevitable that Sir James
  should consent to a reconciliation with Dorothea and her husband。
  Where women love each other; men learn to smother their mutual dislike。
  Sir James never liked Ladislaw; and Will always preferred to have Sir
  James's company mixed with another kind:  they were on a footing
  of reciprocal tolerance which was made quite easy only when Dorothea
  and Celia were present。
  It became an understood thing that Mr。 and Mrs。 Ladislaw should pay
  at least two visits during the year to the Grange; and there came
  gradually a small row of cousins at Freshitt who enjoyed playing
  with the two cousins Visiting Tipton as much as if the blood
  of these cousins had been less dubiously mixed。
  Mr。 Brooke lived to a good old age; and his estate was inherited by
  Dorothea's son; who might have represented Middlemarch; but declined;
  thinking that his opinions had less chance of being stifled if he
  remained out of doors。
  Sir James never ceased to regard Dorothea's second marriage as a mistake;
  and indeed this remained the tradition concerning it in Middlemarch;
  where she was spoken of to a younger generation as a fine girl
  who married a sickly clergyman; old enough to be her father; and in
  little more than a year after his death gave up her estate to marry
  his cousinyoung enough to have been his son; with no property;
  and not well…born。 Those who had not seen anything of Dorothea
  usually observed that she could not have been 〃a nice woman;〃
  else she would not have married either the one or the other。
  Certainly those determining acts of her life were not ideally beautiful。
  They were the mixed result of young and noble impulse struggling
  amidst the conditions of an imperfect social state; in which great
  feelings will often take the aspect of error; and great faith the
  aspect of illusion。  For there is no creature whose inward being is
  so strong that it is not greatly determined by what lies outside it。
  A new Theresa will hardly have the opportunity of reforming
  a conventual life; any more than a new Antigone will spend her
  heroic piety in daring all for the sake of a brother's burial:
  the medium in which their ardent deeds took shape is forever gone。
  But we insignificant people with our daily words and acts are
  preparing the lives of many Dorotheas; some of which may present
  a far sadder sacrifice than that of the Dorothea whose story we know。
  Her finely touched spirit had still its fine issues; though they were
  not widely visible。  Her full nature; like that river of which Cyrus
  broke the strength; spent itself in channels which had no great
  name on the earth。  But the effect of her being on those around
  her was incalculably diffusive:  for the growing good of the world
  is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so
  ill with you and me as they might have been; is half owing to the
  number who lived faithfully a hidden life; and rest in unvisited tombs。
  The End