第 12 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2022-08-26 22:14      字数:9322
  e place would have been so immediately identified with Cowan Bridge; although there was not a word in her account of the institution but what was true at the time when she knew it; she also said that she had not considered it necessary; in a work of fiction; to state every particular with the impartiality that might be required in a court of justice; nor to seek out motives; and make allowances for human failings; as she might have done; if dispassionately analysing the conduct of those who had the superintendence of the institution。  I believe she herself would have been glad of an opportunity to correct the over…strong impression which was made upon the public mind by her vivid picture; though even she; suffering her whole life long; both in heart and body; from the consequences of what happened there; might have been apt; to the last; to take her deep belief in facts for the facts themselvesher conception of truth for the absolute truth。
  In some of the notices of the previous editions of this work; it is assumed that I derived the greater part of my information with regard to her sojourn at Cowan Bridge from Charlotte Bronte herself。  I never heard her speak of the place but once; and that was on the second day of my acquaintance with her。  A little child on that occasion expressed some reluctance to finish eating his piece of bread at dinner; and she; stooping down; and addressing him in a low voice; told him how thankful she should have been at his age for a piece of bread; and when wethough I am not sure if I myself spokeasked her some question as to the occasion she alluded to; she replied with reserve and hesitation; evidently shying away from what she imagined might lead to too much conversation on one of her books。  She spoke of the oat…cake at Cowan Bridge (the clap…bread of Westmorland) as being different to the leaven…raised oat…cake of Yorkshire; and of her childish distaste for it。  Some one present made an allusion to a similar childish dislike in the true tale of 〃The terrible knitters o' Dent〃 given in Southey's 〃Common…place Book:〃 and she smiled faintly; but said that the mere difference in food was not all: that the food itself was spoilt by the dirty carelessness of the cook; so that she and her sisters disliked their meals exceedingly; and she named her relief and gladness when the doctor condemned the meat; and spoke of having seen him spit it out。 These are all the details I ever heard from her。  She so avoided particularizing; that I think Mr。 Carus Wilson's name never passed between us。
  I do not doubt the general accuracy of my informants;of those who have given; and solemnly repeated; the details that follow; but it is only just to Miss Bronte to say that I have stated above pretty nearly all that I ever heard on the subject from her。
  A clergyman; living near Kirby Lonsdale; the Reverend William Carus Wilson; was the prime mover in the establishment of this school。  He was an energetic man; sparing no labour for the accomplishment of his ends。  He saw that it was an extremely difficult task for clergymen with limited incomes to provide for the education of their children; and he devised a scheme; by which a certain sum was raised annually by subscription; to complete the amount required to furnish a solid and sufficient English education; for which the parent's payment of 14L。 a year would not have been sufficient。  Indeed; that made by the parents was considered to be exclusively appropriated to the expenses of lodging and boarding; and the education provided for by the subscriptions。  Twelve trustees were appointed; Mr。 Wilson being not only a trustee; but the treasurer and secretary; in fact; taking most of the business arrangements upon himself; a responsibility which appropriately fell to him; as he lived nearer the school than any one else who was interested in it。  So his character for prudence and judgment was to a certain degree implicated in the success or failure of Cowan Bridge School; and the working of it was for many years the great object and interest of his life。  But he was apparently unacquainted with the prime element in good administrationseeking out thoroughly competent persons to fill each department; and then making them responsible for; and judging them by; the result; without perpetual interference with the details。
  So great was the amount of good which Mr。 Wilson did; by his constant; unwearied superintendence; that I cannot help feeling sorry that; in his old age and declining health; the errors which he was believed to have committed; should have been brought up against him in a form which received such wonderful force from the touch of Miss Bronte's great genius。  No doubt whatever can be entertained of the deep interest which he felt in the success of the school。  As I write; I have before me his last words on giving up the secretaryship in 1850:  he speaks of the 〃withdrawal; from declining health; of an eye; which; at all events; has loved to watch over the schools with an honest and anxious interest;〃and again he adds; 〃that he resigns; therefore; with a desire to be thankful for all that God has been pleased to accomplish through his instrumentality (the infirmities and unworthinesses of which he deeply feels and deplores)。〃
  Cowan Bridge is a cluster of some six or seven cottages; gathered together at both ends of a bridge; over which the high road from Leeds to Kendal crosses a little stream; called the Leck。  This high road is nearly disused now; but formerly; when the buyers from the West Riding manufacturing districts had frequent occasion to go up into the North to purchase the wool of the Westmorland and Cumberland farmers; it was doubtless much travelled; and perhaps the hamlet of Cowan Bridge had a more prosperous look than it bears at present。  It is prettily situated; just where the Leck…fells swoop into the plain; and by the course of the beck alder…trees and willows and hazel bushes grow。  The current of the stream is interrupted by broken pieces of grey rock; and the waters flow over a bed of large round white pebbles; which a flood heaves up and moves on either side out of its impetuous way till in some parts they almost form a wall。  By the side of the little; shallow; sparkling; vigorous Leck; run long pasture fields; of the fine short grass common in high land; for though Cowan Bridge is situated on a plain; it is a plain from which there is many a fall and long descent before you and the Leck reach the valley of the Lune。  I can hardly understand how the school there came to be so unhealthy; the air all round about was so sweet and thyme…scented; when I visited it last summer。  But at this day; every one knows that the site of a building intended for numbers should be chosen with far greater care than that of a private dwelling; from the tendency to illness; both infectious and otherwise; produced by the congregation of people in close proximity。
  The house is still remaining that formed part of that occupied by the school。  It is a long; bow…windowed cottage; now divided into two dwellings。  It stands facing the Leck; between which and it intervenes a space; about seventy yards deep; that was once the school garden。  This original house was an old dwelling of the Picard family; which they had inhabited for two generations。  They sold it for school purposes; and an additional building was erected; running at right angles from the older part。  This new part was devoted expressly to school…rooms; dormitories; &c。; and after the school was removed to Casterton; it was used for a bobbin…mill connected with the stream; where wooden reels were made out of the alders; which grow profusely in such ground as that surrounding Cowan Bridge。  This mill is now destroyed。  The present cottage was; at the time of which I write; occupied by the teachers' rooms; the dinner…room and kitchens; and some smaller bedrooms。  On going into this building; I found one part; that nearest to the high road; converted into a poor kind of public… house; then to let; and having all the squalid appearance of a deserted place; which rendered it difficult to judge what it would look like when neatly kept up; the broken panes replaced in the windows; and the rough…cast (now cracked and discoloured) made white and whole。  The other end forms a cottage; with the low ceilings and stone floors of a hundred years ago; the windows do not open freely and widely; and the passage up…stairs; leading to the bedrooms; is narrow and tortuous:  altogether; smells would linger about the house; and damp cling to it。  But sanitary matters were little understood thirty years ago; and it was a great thing to get a roomy building close to the high road; and not too far from the habitation of Mr。 Wilson; the originator of the educational scheme。  There was much need of such an institution; numbers of ill…paid clergymen hailed the prospect with joy; and eagerly put down the names of their children as pupils when the establishment should be ready to receive them。 Mr。 Wilson was; no doubt; pleased by the impatience with which the realisation of his idea was anticipated; and opened the school with less than a hundred pounds in hand; and with pupils; the number of whom varies according to different acco