第 56 节
作者:想聊      更新:2022-08-26 22:12      字数:9322
  God!〃
  〃No blasphemy; sir;〃 said Meekin; solemnly。  〃No blasphemy; wretched man。 Do not add to the sin of lying the greater sin of taking the name of the Lord thy God in vain。  He will not hold him guiltless; Dawes。 He will not hold him guiltless; remember。  No; there is to be no inquiry。〃
  〃Are they not going to ask her for her story?〃 asked Dawes; with a pitiful change of manner。  〃They told me that she was to be asked。 Surely they will ask her。〃
  〃I am not; perhaps; at liberty;〃 said Meekin; placidly unconscious of the agony of despair and rage that made the voice of the strong man before him quiver; 〃to state the intentions of the authorities; but I can tell you that Miss Vickers will not be asked anything about you。 You are to go back to Port Arthur on the 24th; and to remain there。〃
  A groan burst from Rufus Dawes; a groan so full of torture that even the comfortable Meekin was thrilled by it。
  〃It is the Law; you know; my good man。  I can't help it;〃 he said。 〃You shouldn't break the Law; you know。〃
  〃Curse the Law!〃 cries Dawes。  〃It's a Bloody Law; it'sthere; I beg your pardon;〃 and he fell to cracking his stones again; with a laugh that was more terrible in its bitter hopelessness of winning attention or sympathy; than any outburst of passion could have been。
  〃Come;〃 says Meekin; feeling uneasily constrained to bring forth some of his London…learnt platitudes。  〃You can't complain。 You have broken the Law; and you must suffer。  Civilized Society says you sha'n't do certain things; and if you do them you must suffer the penalty Civilized Society imposes。  You are not wanting in intelligence; Dawes; more's the pityand you can't deny the justice of that。〃
  Rufus Dawes; as if disdaining to answer in words; cast his eyes round the yard with a glance that seemed to ask grimly if Civilized Society was progressing quite in accordance with justice; when its civilization created such places as that stone…walled; carbine…guarded prison…shed; and filled it with such creatures as those forty human beasts; doomed to spend the best years of their manhood cracking pebbles in it。
  〃You don't deny that?〃 asked the smug parson; 〃do you; Dawes?〃
  〃It's not my place to argue with you; sir;〃 said Dawes; in a tone of indifference; born of lengthened suffering; so nicely balanced between contempt and respect; that the inexperienced Meekin could not tell whether he had made a convert or subjected himself to an impertinence; 〃but I'm a prisoner for life; and don't look at it in the same way that you do。〃
  This view of the question did not seem to have occurred to Mr。 Meekin; for his mild cheek flushed。  Certainly; the fact of being a prisoner for life did make some difference。  The sound of the noonday bell; however; warned him to cease argument; and to take his consolations out of the way of the mustering prisoners。
  With a great clanking and clashing of irons; the forty rose and stood each by his stone…heap。  The third constable came round; rapping the leg…irons of each man with easy nonchalance; and roughly pulling up the coarse trousers (made with buttoned flaps at the sides; like Mexican calzoneros; in order to give free play to the ankle fetters); so that he might assure himself that no tricks had been played since his last visit。  As each man passed this ordeal he saluted; and clanked; with wide…spread legs; to the place in the double line。 Mr。 Meekin; though not a patron of field sports; found something in the scene that reminded him of a blacksmith picking up horses' feet to examine the soundness of their shoes。
  〃Upon my word;〃 he said to himself; with a momentary pang of genuine compassion; 〃it is a dreadful way to treat human beings。 I don't wonder at that wretched creature groaning under it。 But; bless me; it is near one o'clock; and I promised to lunch with Major Vickers at two。  How time flies; to be sure!〃
  CHAPTER VII。
  RUFUS DAWES'S IDYLL。
  That afternoon; while Mr。 Meekin was digesting his lunch; and chatting airily with Sylvia; Rufus Dawes began to brood over a desperate scheme。 The intelligence that the investigation he had hoped for was not to be granted to him had rendered doubly bitter those galling fetters of self restraint which he had laid upon himself。  For five years of desolation he had waited and hoped for a chance which might bring him to Hobart Town; and enable him to denounce the treachery of Maurice Frere。 He had; by an almost miraculous accident; obtained that chance of open speech; and; having obtained it; he found that he was not allowed to speak。 All the hopes he had formed were dashed to earth。  All the calmness with which he had forced himself to bear his fate was now turned into bitterest rage and fury。  Instead of one enemy he had twenty。 Alljudge; jury; gaoler; and parsonwere banded together to work him evil and deny him right。  The whole world was his foe: there was no honesty or truth in any living creaturesave one。
  During the dull misery of his convict life at Port Arthur one bright memory shone upon him like a star。  In the depth of his degradation; at the height of his despair; he cherished one pure and ennobling thought the thought of the child whom he had saved; and who loved him。  When; on board the whaler that had rescued him from the burning boat; he had felt that the sailors; believing in Frere's bluff lies; shrunk from the moody felon; he had gained strength to be silent by thinking of the suffering child。 When poor Mrs。 Vickers died; making no sign; and thus the chief witness to his heroism perished before his eyes; the thought that the child was left had restrained his selfish regrets。  When Frere; handing him over to the authorities as an absconder; ingeniously twisted the details of the boat…building to his own glorification; the knowledge that Sylvia would assign to these pretensions their true value had given him courage to keep silence。  So strong was his belief in her gratitude; that he scorned to beg for the pardon he had taught himself to believe that she would ask for him。  So utter was his contempt for the coward and boaster who; dressed in brief authority; bore insidious false witness against him; that; when he heard his sentence of life banishment; he disdained to make known the true part he had played in the matter; preferring to wait for the more exquisite revenge; the more complete justification which would follow upon the recovery of the child from her illness。  But when; at Port Arthur; day after day passed over; and brought no word of pity or justification; he began; with a sickening feeling of despair; to comprehend that something strange had happened。 He was told by newcomers that the child of the Commandant lay still and near to death。  Then he heard that she and her father had left the colony; and that all prospect of her righting him by her evidence was at an end。 This news gave him a terrible pang; and at first he was inclined to break out into upbraidings of her selfishness。  But; with that depth of love which was in him; albeit crusted over and concealed by the sullenness of speech and manner which his sufferings had produced; he found excuses for her even then。  She was ill。  She was in the hands of friends who loved her; and disregarded him; perhaps; even her entreaties and explanations were put aside as childish babblings。  She would free him if she had the power。  Then he wrote 〃Statements〃; agonized to see the Commandant; pestered the gaolers and warders with the story of his wrongs; and inundated the Government with letters; which; containing; as they did always; denunciations of Maurice Frere; were never suffered to reach their destination。  The authorities; willing at the first to look kindly upon him in consideration of his strange experience; grew weary of this perpetual iteration of what they believed to be malicious falsehoods; and ordered him heavier tasks and more continuous labour。 They mistook his gloom for treachery; his impatient outbursts of passion at his fate for ferocity; his silent endurance for dangerous cunning。 As he had been at Macquarie Harbour; so did he become at Port Arthur a marked man。  Despairing of winning his coveted liberty by fair means; and horrified at the hideous prospect of a life in chains; he twice attempted to escape; but escape was even more hopeless than it had been at Hell's Gates。  The peninsula of Port Arthur was admirably guarded; signal stations drew a chain round the prison; an armed boat's crew watched each bay; and across the narrow isthmus which connected it with the mainland was a cordon of watch…dogs; in addition to the soldier guard。  He was retaken; of course; flogged; and weighted with heavier irons。  The second time; they sent him to the Coal Mines; where the prisoners lived underground; worked half…naked; and dragged their inspecting gaolers in wagons upon iron tramways; when such great people condescended to visit them。  The day on which he started for this place he heard that Sylvia was dead; and his last hope went from him。
  Then began with him a new religion。  He worshipped the dead。  For the living; he had but hatred and evil words; for the dead; he had love and tender thoughts。  Instead of the phantoms of his vanished youth which were wont to visit him; he