第 28 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2022-08-26 22:12      字数:9322
  words; toppling on his chair; he broke the stem of his
  tobacco…pipe in three!  Never did the sheep turn upon her
  shearer with a more commanding front。  Her voice was calm;
  her enunciation a little slow; but perfectly distinct; and
  she stood before him as she spoke; in the simplest and most
  maidenly attitude。
  'No;' she said; 'Mr。 Naseby will have the goodness to go home
  at once; and you will go to bed。'
  The broken fragments of pipe fell from the Admiral's fingers;
  he seemed by his countenance to have lived too long in a
  world unworthy of him; but it is an odd circumstance; he
  attempted no reply; and sat thunderstruck; with open mouth。
  Dick she motioned sharply towards the door; and he could only
  obey her。  In the porch; finding she was close behind him; he
  ventured to pause and whisper; 'You have done right。'
  'I have done as I pleased;' she said。  'Can he paint?'
  'Many people like his paintings;' returned Dick; in stifled
  tones; 'I never did; I never said I did;' he added; fiercely
  defending himself before he was attacked。
  'I ask you if he can paint。  I will not be put off。  CAN he
  paint?' she repeated。
  'No;' said Dick。
  'Does he even like it?'
  'Not now; I believe。'
  'And he is drunk?' … she leaned upon the word with hatred。
  'He has been drinking。'
  'Go;' she said; and was turning to re…enter the house when
  another thought arrested her。  'Meet me to…morrow morning at
  the stile;' she said。
  'I will;' replied Dick。
  And then the door closed behind her; and Dick was alone in
  the darkness。  There was still a chink of light above the
  sill; a warm; mild glow behind the window; the roof of the
  cottage and some of the banks and hazels were defined in
  denser darkness against the sky; but all else was formless;
  breathless; and noiseless like the pit。  Dick remained as she
  had left him; standing squarely upon one foot and resting
  only on the toe of the other; and as he stood he listened
  with his soul。  The sound of a chair pushed sharply over the
  floor startled his heart into his mouth; but the silence
  which had thus been disturbed settled back again at once upon
  the cottage and its vicinity。  What took place during this
  interval is a secret from the world of men; but when it was
  over the voice of Esther spoke evenly and without
  interruption for perhaps half a minute; and as soon as that
  ceased heavy and uncertain footfalls crossed the parlour and
  mounted lurching up the stairs。  The girl had tamed her
  father; Van Tromp had gone obediently to bed: so much was
  obvious to the watcher in the road。  And yet he still waited;
  straining his ears; and with terror and sickness at his
  heart; for if Esther had followed her father; if she had even
  made one movement in this great conspiracy of men and nature
  to be still; Dick must have had instant knowledge of it from
  his station before the door; and if she had not moved; must
  she not have fainted? or might she not be dead?
  He could hear the cottage clock deliberately measure out the
  seconds; time stood still with him; an almost superstitious
  terror took command of his faculties; at last; he could bear
  no more; and; springing through the little garden in two
  bounds; he put his face against the window。  The blind; which
  had not been drawn fully down; left an open chink about an
  inch in height along the bottom of the glass; and the whole
  parlour was thus exposed to Dick's investigation。  Esther sat
  upright at the table; her head resting on her hand; her eyes
  fixed upon the candle。  Her brows were slightly bent; her
  mouth slightly open; her whole attitude so still and settled
  that Dick could hardly fancy that she breathed。  She had not
  stirred at the sound of Dick's arrival。  Soon after; making a
  considerable disturbance amid the vast silence of the night;
  the clock lifted up its voice; whined for a while like a
  partridge; and then eleven times hooted like a cuckoo。  Still
  Esther continued immovable and gazed upon the candle。
  Midnight followed; and then one of the morning; and still she
  had not stirred; nor had Richard Naseby dared to quit the
  window。  And then; about half…past one; the candle she had
  been thus intently watching flared up into a last blaze of
  paper; and she leaped to her feet with an ejaculation; looked
  about her once; blew out the light; turned round; and was
  heard rapidly mounting the staircase in the dark。
  Dick was left once more alone to darkness and to that dulled
  and dogged state of mind when a man thinks that Misery must
  now have done her worst; and is almost glad to think so。  He
  turned and walked slowly towards the stile; she had told him
  no hour; and he was determined; whenever she came; that she
  should find him waiting。  As he got there the day began to
  dawn; and he leaned over a hurdle and beheld the shadows flee
  away。  Up went the sun at last out of a bank of clouds that
  were already disbanding in the east; a herald wind had
  already sprung up to sweep the leafy earth and scatter the
  congregated dewdrops。  'Alas!' thought Dick Naseby; 'how can
  any other day come so distastefully to me?'  He still wanted
  his experience of the morrow。
  CHAPTER VII … THE ELOPEMENT
  IT was probably on the stroke of ten; and Dick had been half
  asleep for some time against the bank; when Esther came up
  the road carrying a bundle。  Some kind of instinct; or
  perhaps the distant light footfalls; recalled him; while she
  was still a good way off; to the possession of his faculties;
  and he half raised himself and blinked upon the world。  It
  took him some time to recollect his thoughts。  He had
  awakened with a certain blank and childish sense of pleasure;
  like a man who had received a legacy overnight; but this
  feeling gradually died away; and was then suddenly and
  stunningly succeeded by a conviction of the truth。  The whole
  story of the past night sprang into his mind with every
  detail; as by an exercise of the direct and speedy sense of
  sight; and he arose from the ditch and; with rueful courage;
  went to meet his love。
  She came up to him walking steady and fast; her face still
  pale; but to all appearance perfectly composed; and she
  showed neither surprise; relief; nor pleasure at finding her
  lover on the spot。  Nor did she offer him her hand。
  'Here I am;' said he。
  'Yes;' she replied; and then; without a pause or any change
  of voice; 'I want you to take me away;' she added。
  'Away?' he repeated。  'How?  Where?'
  'To…day;' she said。  'I do not care where it is; but I want
  you to take me away。'
  'For how long?  I do not understand;' gasped Dick。
  'I shall never come back here any more;' was all she
  answered。
  Wild words uttered; as these were; with perfect quiet of
  manner and voice; exercise a double influence on the hearer's
  mind。  Dick was confounded; he recovered from astonishment
  only to fall into doubt and alarm。  He looked upon her frozen
  attitude; so discouraging for a lover to behold; and recoiled
  from the thoughts which it suggested。
  'To me?' he asked。  'Are you coming to me; Esther?'
  'I want you to take me away;' she repeated with weary
  impatience。  'Take me away … take me away from here。'
  The situation was not sufficiently defined。  Dick asked
  himself with concern whether she were altogether in her right
  wits。  To take her away; to marry her; to work off his hands
  for her support; Dick was content to do all this; yet he
  required some show of love upon her part。  He was not one of
  those tough…hided and small…hearted males who would marry
  their love at the point of the bayonet rather than not marry
  her at all。  He desired that a woman should come to his arms
  with an attractive willingness; if not with ardour。  And
  Esther's bearing was more that of despair than that of love。
  It chilled him and taught him wisdom。
  'Dearest;' he urged; 'tell me what you wish; and you shall
  have it; tell me your thoughts; and then I can advise you。
  But to go from here without a plan; without forethought; in
  the heat of a moment; is madder than madness; and can help
  nothing。  I am not speaking like a man; but I speak the
  truth; and I tell you again; the thing's absurd; and wrong;
  and hurtful。'
  She looked at him with a lowering; languid look of wrath。
  'So you will not take me?' she said。  'Well; I will go
  alone。'
  And she began to step forward on her way。  But he threw
  himself before her。
  'Esther; Esther!' he cried。
  'Let me go … don't touch me … what right have you to
  interfere?  Who are you; to touch me?' she flashed out;
  shrill with anger。
  Then; being made bold by her violence; he took her firmly;
  almost roughly; by the arm; and held her while he spoke。
  'You know well who I am; and what I am; and that I love you。
  You say I will not help you; but your heart knows the
  contrary。  It is you who will not help m