第 23 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2022-08-26 22:12      字数:9322
  valley; where every corner had its legend; and he was
  besieged with memories of childhood。  If he fled into a new
  land; and among none but strangers; he might escape his
  destiny; who knew? and begin again light…heartedly。  From
  that chief peak of the hills; that now and then; like an
  uplifted finger; shone in an arrow of sunlight through the
  broken clouds; the shepherd in clear weather might perceive
  the shining of the sea。  There; he thought; was hope。  But
  his heart failed him when he saw the Squire; and he remained。
  His fate was not that of the voyager by sea and land; he was
  to travel in the spirit; and begin his journey sooner than he
  supposed。
  For it chanced one day that his walk led him into a portion
  of the uplands which was almost unknown to him。  Scrambling
  through some rough woods; he came out upon a moorland
  reaching towards the hills。  A few lofty Scotch firs grew
  hard by upon a knoll; a clear fountain near the foot of the
  knoll sent up a miniature streamlet which meandered in the
  heather。  A shower had just skimmed by; but now the sun shone
  brightly; and the air smelt of the pines and the grass。  On a
  stone under the trees sat a young lady sketching。  We have
  learned to think of women in a sort of symbolic
  transfiguration; based on clothes; and one of the readiest
  ways in which we conceive our mistress is as a composite
  thing; principally petticoats。  But humanity has triumphed
  over clothes; the look; the touch of a dress has become
  alive; and the woman who stitched herself into these material
  integuments has now permeated right through and gone out to
  the tip of her skirt。  It was only a black dress that caught
  Dick Naseby's eye; but it took possession of his mind; and
  all other thoughts departed。  He drew near; and the girl
  turned round。  Her face startled him; it was a face he
  wanted; and he took it in at once like breathing air。
  'I beg your pardon;' he said; taking off his hat; 'you are
  sketching。'
  'Oh!' she exclaimed; 'for my own amusement。  I despise the
  thing。'
  'Ten to one; you do yourself injustice;' returned Dick。
  'Besides; it's a freemasonry。  I sketch myself; and you know
  what that implies。'
  'No。  What?' she asked。
  'Two things;' he answered。  'First; that I am no very
  difficult critic; and second; that I have a right to see your
  picture。'
  She covered the block with both her hands。  'Oh no;' she
  said; 'I am ashamed。'
  'Indeed; I might give you a hint;' said Dick。  'Although no
  artist myself; I have known many; in Paris I had many for
  friends; and used to prowl among studios。'
  'In Paris?' she cried; with a leap of light into her eyes。
  'Did you ever meet Mr。 Van Tromp?'
  'I?  Yes。  Why; you're not the Admiral's daughter; are you?'
  'The Admiral?  Do they call him that?' she cried。  'Oh; how
  nice; how nice of them!  It is the younger men who call him
  so; is it not?'
  'Yes;' said Dick; somewhat heavily。
  'You can understand now;' she said; with an unspeakable
  accent of contented noble…minded pride; 'why it is I do not
  choose to show my sketch。  Van Tromp's daughter!  The
  Admiral's daughter!  I delight in that name。  The Admiral!
  And so you know my father?'
  'Well;' said Dick; 'I met him often; we were even intimate。
  He may have mentioned my name … Naseby。'
  'He writes so little。  He is so busy; so devoted to his art!
  I have had a half wish;' she added laughing; 'that my father
  was a plainer man; whom I could help … to whom I could be a
  credit; but only sometimes; you know; and with only half my
  heart。  For a great painter!  You have seen his works?'
  'I have seen some of them;' returned Dick; 'they … they are
  very nice。'
  She laughed aloud。  'Nice?' she repeated。  'I see you don't
  care much for art。'
  'Not much;' he admitted; 'but I know that many people are
  glad to buy Mr。 Van Tromp's pictures。'
  'Call him the Admiral!' she cried。  'It sounds kindly and
  familiar; and I like to think that he is appreciated and
  looked up to by young painters。  He has not always been
  appreciated; he had a cruel life for many years; and when I
  think' …  there were tears in her eyes … 'when I think of
  that; I feel incline to be a fool;' she broke off。  'And now
  I shall go home。  You have filled me full of happiness; for
  think; Mr。 Naseby; I have not seen my father since I was six
  years old; and yet he is in my thoughts all day!  You must
  come and call on me; my aunt will be delighted; I am sure;
  and then you will tell me all … all about my father; will you
  not?'
  Dick helped her to get her sketching traps together; and when
  all was ready; she gave Dick her hand and a frank return of
  pressure。
  'You are my father's friend;' she said; 'we shall be great
  friends too。  You must come and see me soon。'
  Then she was gone down the hillside at a run; and Dick stood
  by himself in a state of some bewilderment and even distress。
  There were elements of laughter in the business; but the
  black dress; and the face that belonged to it; and the hand
  that he had held in his; inclined him to a serious view。
  What was he; under the circumstances; called upon to do?
  Perhaps to avoid the girl?  Well; he would think about that。
  Perhaps to break the truth to her?  Why; ten to one; such was
  her infatuation; he would fail。  Perhaps to keep up the
  illusion; to colour the raw facts; to help her to false
  ideas; while yet not plainly stating falsehoods?  Well; he
  would see about that; he would also see about avoiding the
  girl。  He saw about this last so well; that the next
  afternoon beheld him on his way to visit her。
  In the meantime the girl had gone straight home; light as a
  bird; tremulous with joy; to the little cottage where she
  lived alone with a maiden aunt; and to that lady; a grim;
  sixty years old Scotchwoman; with a nodding head;
  communicated news of her encounter and invitation。
  'A friend of his?' cried the aunt。  'What like is he?  What
  did ye say was his name?'
  She was dead silent; and stared at the old woman darkling。
  Then very slowly; 'I said he was my father's friend; I have
  invited him to my house; and come he shall;' she said; and
  with that she walked off to her room; where she sat staring
  at the wall all the evening。  Miss M'Glashan; for that was
  the aunt's name; read a large bible in the kitchen with some
  of the joys of martyrdom。
  It was perhaps half…past three when Dick presented himself;
  rather scrupulously dressed; before the cottage door; he
  knocked; and a voice bade him enter。  The kitchen; which
  opened directly off the garden; was somewhat darkened by
  foliage; but he could see her as she approached from the far
  end to meet him。  This second sight of her surprised him。
  Her strong black brows spoke of temper easily aroused and
  hard to quiet; her mouth was small; nervous and weak; there
  was something dangerous and sulky underlying; in her nature;
  much that was honest; compassionate; and even noble。
  'My father's name;' she said; 'has made you very welcome。'
  And she gave him her hand; with a sort of curtsy。  It was a
  pretty greeting; although somewhat mannered; and Dick felt
  himself among the gods。  She led him through the kitchen to a
  parlour; and presented him to Miss M'Glashan。
  'Esther;' said the aunt; 'see and make Mr。 Naseby his tea。'
  And as soon as the girl was gone upon this hospitable intent;
  the old woman crossed the room and came quite near to Dick as
  if in menace。
  'Ye know that man?' she asked in an imperious whisper。
  'Mr。 Van Tromp?' said Dick。  'Yes; I know him。'
  'Well; and what brings ye here?' she said。  'I couldn't save
  the mother … her that's dead … but the bairn!'  She had a
  note in her voice that filled poor Dick with consternation。
  'Man;' she went on; 'what is it now?  Is it money?'
  'My dear lady;' said Dick; 'I think you misinterpret my
  position。  I am young Mr。 Naseby of Naseby House。  My
  acquaintance with Mr。 Van Tromp is really very slender; I am
  only afraid that Miss Van Tromp has exaggerated our intimacy
  in her own imagination。  I know positively nothing of his
  private affairs; and do not care to know。  I met him casually
  in Paris … that is all。'
  Miss M'Glashan drew along breath。  'In Paris?' she said。
  'Well; and what do you think of him? … what do ye think of
  him?' she repeated; with a different scansion; as Richard;
  who had not much taste for such a question; kept her waiting
  for an answer。
  'I found him a very agreeable companion;' he said。
  'Ay;' said she; 'did ye!  And how does he win his bread?'
  'I fancy;' he gasped; 'that Mr。 Van Tromp has many generous
  friends。'
  'I'll warrant!' she sneered; and before Dick could find more
  to say; she was gone from the room。
  Esther returned with the tea…things; and sat down。
  'Now;' she said cosily; 'tell me all about my father。'
  'He' … stammered Dick