第 18 节
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  bright; attentive eyes; I can see him now; as I have seen him for
  several years; look in steadily at us。  There he lay in his little
  frail box; which was not at all a bad emblem of the little body
  from which he was slowly parting … there he lay; quite quiet; quite
  patient; saying never a word。  He seldom cried; the mother said; he
  seldom complained; 〃he lay there; seemin' to woonder what it was a'
  aboot。〃  God knows; I thought; as I stood looking at him; he had
  his reasons for wondering … reasons for wondering how it could
  possibly come to be that he lay there; left alone; feeble and full
  of pain; when he ought to have been as bright and as brisk as the
  birds that never got near him … reasons for wondering how he came
  to be left there; a little decrepid old man pining to death; quite
  a thing of course; as if there were no crowds of healthy and happy
  children playing on the grass under the summer's sun within a
  stone's throw of him; as if there were no bright; moving sea on the
  other side of the great hill overhanging the city; as if there were
  no great clouds rushing over it; as if there were no life; and
  movement; and vigour anywhere in the world … nothing but stoppage
  and decay。  There he lay looking at us; saying; in his silence;
  more pathetically than I have ever heard anything said by any
  orator in my life; 〃Will you please to tell me what this means;
  strange man? and if you can give me any good reason why I should be
  so soon; so far advanced on my way to Him who said that children
  were to come into His presence and were not to be forbidden; but
  who scarcely meant; I think; that they should come by this hard
  road by which I am travelling; pray give that reason to me; for I
  seek it very earnestly and wonder about it very much;〃 and to my
  mind he has been wondering about it ever since。  Many a poor child;
  sick and neglected; I have seen since that time in this London;
  many a poor sick child I have seen most affectionately and kindly
  tended by poor people; in an unwholesome house and under untoward
  circumstances; wherein its recovery was quite impossible; but at
  all such times I have seen my poor little drooping friend in his
  egg…box; and he has always addressed his dumb speech to me; and I
  have always found him wondering what it meant; and why; in the name
  of a gracious God; such things should be!
  Now; ladies and gentlemen; such things need not be; and will not
  be; if this company; which is a drop of the life…blood of the great
  compassionate public heart; will only accept the means of rescue
  and prevention which it is mine to offer。  Within a quarter of a
  mile of this place where I speak; stands a courtly old house; where
  once; no doubt; blooming children were born; and grew up to be men
  and women; and married; and brought their own blooming children
  back to patter up the old oak staircase which stood but the other
  day; and to wonder at the old oak carvings on the chimney…pieces。
  In the airy wards into which the old state drawing…rooms and family
  bedchambers of that house are now converted are such little
  patients that the attendant nurses look like reclaimed giantesses;
  and the kind medical practitioner like an amiable Christian ogre。
  Grouped about the little low tables in the centre of the rooms are
  such tiny convalescents that they seem to be playing at having been
  ill。  On the doll's beds are such diminutive creatures that each
  poor sufferer is supplied with its tray of toys; and; looking
  round; you may see how the little tired; flushed cheek has toppled
  over half the brute creation on its way into the ark; or how one
  little dimpled arm has mowed down (as I saw myself) the whole tin
  soldiery of Europe。  On the walls of these rooms are graceful;
  pleasant; bright; childish pictures。  At the bed's heads; are
  pictures of the figure which is the universal embodiment of all
  mercy and compassion; the figure of Him who was once a child
  himself; and a poor one。  Besides these little creatures on the
  beds; you may learn in that place that the number of small Out…
  patients brought to that house for relief is no fewer than ten
  thousand in the compass of one single year。  In the room in which
  these are received; you may see against the wall a box; on which it
  is written; that it has been calculated; that if every grateful
  mother who brings a child there will drop a penny into it; the
  Hospital funds may possibly be increased in a year by so large a
  sum as forty pounds。  And you may read in the Hospital Report; with
  a glow of pleasure; that these poor women are so respondent as to
  have made; even in a toiling year of difficulty and high prices;
  this estimated forty; fifty pounds。  In the printed papers of this
  same Hospital; you may read with what a generous earnestness the
  highest and wisest members of the medical profession testify to the
  great need of it; to the immense difficulty of treating children in
  the same hospitals with grown…up people; by reason of their
  different ailments and requirements; to the vast amount of pain
  that will be assuaged; and of life that will be saved; through this
  Hospital; not only among the poor; observe; but among the
  prosperous too; by reason of the increased knowledge of children's
  illnesses; which cannot fail to arise from a more systematic mode
  of studying them。  Lastly; gentlemen; and I am sorry to say; worst
  of all … (for I must present no rose…coloured picture of this place
  to you … I must not deceive you;) lastly; the visitor to this
  Children's Hospital; reckoning up the number of its beds; will find
  himself perforce obliged to stop at very little over thirty; and
  will learn; with sorrow and surprise; that even that small number;
  so forlornly; so miserably diminutive; compared with this vast
  London; cannot possibly be maintained; unless the Hospital be made
  better known; I limit myself to saying better known; because I will
  not believe that in a Christian community of fathers and mothers;
  and brothers and sisters; it can fail; being better known; to be
  well and richly endowed。
  Now; ladies and gentlemen; this; without a word of adornment …
  which I resolved when I got up not to allow myself … this is the
  simple case。  This is the pathetic case which I have to put to you;
  not only on behalf of the thousands of children who annually die in
  this great city; but also on behalf of the thousands of children
  who live half developed; racked with preventible pain; shorn of
  their natural capacity for health and enjoyment。  If these innocent
  creatures cannot move you for themselves; how can I possibly hope
  to move you in their name?  The most delightful paper; the most
  charming essay; which the tender imagination of Charles Lamb
  conceived; represents him as sitting by his fireside on a winter
  night telling stories to his own dear children; and delighting in
  their society; until he suddenly comes to his old; solitary;
  bachelor self; and finds that they were but dream…children who
  might have been; but never were。  〃We are nothing;〃 they say to
  him; 〃less than nothing; and dreams。  We are only what might have
  been; and we must wait upon the tedious shore of Lethe; millions of
  ages; before we have existence and a name。〃  〃And immediately
  awaking;〃 he says; 〃I found myself in my arm chair。〃  The dream…
  children whom I would now raise; if I could; before every one of
  you; according to your various circumstances; should be the dear
  child you love; the dearer child you have lost; the child you might
  have had; the child you certainly have been。  Each of these dream…
  children should hold in its powerful hand one of the little
  children now lying in the Child's Hospital; or now shut out of it
  to perish。  Each of these dream…children should say to you; 〃O;
  help this little suppliant in my name; O; help it for my sake!〃
  Well! … And immediately awaking; you should find yourselves in the
  Freemasons' Hall; happily arrived at the end of a rather long
  speech; drinking 〃Prosperity to the Hospital for Sick Children;〃
  and thoroughly resolved that it shall flourish。
  SPEECH:  EDINBURGH; MARCH; 26; 1858。
  'On the above date Mr。 Dickens gave a reading of his Christmas
  Carol in the Music Hall; before the members and subscribers of the
  Philosophical Institution。  At the conclusion of the reading the
  Lord Provost of Edinburgh presented him with a massive silver
  wassail cup。  Mr。 Dickens acknowledged the tribute as follows:'
  MY LORD PROVOST; ladies; and gentlemen; I beg to assure you I am
  deeply sensible of your kind welcome; and of this beautiful and
  great surprise; and that I thank you cordially with all my heart。
  I never have forgotten; and I never can forget; that I have the
  honour to be a burgess and guild…brother of the Corporation of
  Edinburgh。  As long as sixteen or seventeen years ago; the first
  great public recognition and encouragement I ever received was
  bestowed on me in this generous and magni