第 10 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9321
  ascertain the state of his health; but awaited the answer in vain。
  He accordingly; after three days; took an abrupt leave of the
  opulent youth and; crossing the Channel; alighted at the small
  hotel; in the quarter of the Champs Elysees; of which Mrs。 Moreen
  had given him the address。  A deep if dumb dissatisfaction with
  this lady and her companions bore him company:  they couldn't be
  vulgarly honest; but they could live at hotels; in velvety
  entresols; amid a smell of burnt pastilles; surrounded by the most
  expensive city in Europe。  When he had left them in Venice it was
  with an irrepressible suspicion that something was going to happen;
  but the only thing that could have taken place was again their
  masterly retreat。  〃How is he? where is he?〃 he asked of Mrs。
  Moreen; but before she could speak these questions were answered by
  the pressure round hid neck of a pair of arms; in shrunken sleeves;
  which still were perfectly capable of an effusive young foreign
  squeeze。
  〃Dreadfully ill … I don't see it!〃 the young man cried。  And then
  to Morgan:  〃Why on earth didn't you relieve me?  Why didn't you
  answer my letter?〃
  Mrs。 Moreen declared that when she wrote he was very bad; and
  Pemberton learned at the same time from the boy that he had
  answered every letter he had received。  This led to the clear
  inference that Pemberton's note had been kept from him so that the
  game practised should not be interfered with。  Mrs。 Moreen was
  prepared to see the fact exposed; as Pemberton saw the moment he
  faced her that she was prepared for a good many other things。  She
  was prepared above all to maintain that she had acted from a sense
  of duty; that she was enchanted she had got him over; whatever they
  might say; and that it was useless of him to pretend he didn't know
  in all his bones that his place at such a time was with Morgan。  He
  had taken the boy away from them and now had no right to abandon
  him。  He had created for himself the gravest responsibilities and
  must at least abide by what he had done。
  〃Taken him away from you?〃 Pemberton exclaimed indignantly。
  〃Do it … do it for pity's sake; that's just what I want。  I can't
  stand THIS … and such scenes。  They're awful frauds … poor dears!〃
  These words broke from Morgan; who had intermitted his embrace; in
  a key which made Pemberton turn quickly to him and see that he had
  suddenly seated himself; was breathing in great pain; and was very
  pale。
  〃NOW do you say he's not in a state; my precious pet?〃 shouted his
  mother; dropping on her knees before him with clasped hands; but
  touching him no more than if he had been a gilded idol。  〃It will
  pass … it's only for an instant; but don't say such dreadful
  things!〃
  〃I'm all right … all right;〃 Morgan panted to Pemberton; whom he
  sat looking up at with a strange smile; his hands resting on either
  side of the sofa。
  〃Now do you pretend I've been dishonest; that I've deceived?〃 Mrs。
  Moreen flashed at Pemberton as she got up。
  〃It isn't HE says it; it's I!〃 the boy returned; apparently easier;
  but sinking back against the wall; while his restored friend; who
  had sat down beside him; took his hand and bent over him。
  〃Darling child; one does what one can; there are so many things to
  consider;〃 urged Mrs。 Moreen。  〃It's his PLACE … his only place。
  You see YOU think it is now。〃
  〃Take me away … take me away;〃 Morgan went on; smiling to Pemberton
  with his white face。
  〃Where shall I take you; and how … oh HOW; my boy?〃 the young man
  stammered; thinking of the rude way in which his friends in London
  held that; for his convenience; with no assurance of prompt return;
  he had thrown them over; of the just resentment with which they
  would already have called in a successor; and of the scant help to
  finding fresh employment that resided for him in the grossness of
  his having failed to pass his pupil。
  〃Oh we'll settle that。  You used to talk about it;〃 said Morgan。
  〃If we can only go all the rest's a detail。〃
  〃Talk about it as much as you like; but don't think you can attempt
  it。  Mr。 Moreen would never consent … it would be so VERY hand…to…
  mouth;〃 Pemberton's hostess beautifully explained to him。  Then to
  Morgan she made it clearer:  〃It would destroy our peace; it would
  break our hearts。  Now that he's back it will be all the same
  again。  You'll have your life; your work and your freedom; and
  we'll all be happy as we used to be。  You'll bloom and grow
  perfectly well; and we won't have any more silly experiments; will
  we?  They're too absurd。  It's Mr。 Pemberton's place … every one in
  his place。  You in yours; your papa in his; me in mine … n'est…ce
  pas; cheri?  We'll all forget how foolish we've been and have
  lovely times。〃
  She continued to talk and to surge vaguely about the little draped
  stuffy salon while Pemberton sat with the boy; whose colour
  gradually came back; and she mixed up her reasons; hinting that
  there were going to be changes; that the other children might
  scatter (who knew? … Paula had her ideas) and that then it might be
  fancied how much the poor old parent…birds would want the little
  nestling。  Morgan looked at Pemberton; who wouldn't let him move;
  and Pemberton knew exactly how he felt at hearing himself called a
  little nestling。  He admitted that he had had one or two bad days;
  but he protested afresh against the wrong of his mother's having
  made them the ground of an appeal to poor Pemberton。  Poor
  Pemberton could laugh now; apart from the comicality of Mrs。
  Moreen's mustering so much philosophy for her defence … she seemed
  to shake it out of her agitated petticoats; which knocked over the
  light gilt chairs … so little did their young companion; MARKED;
  unmistakeably marked at the best; strike him as qualified to
  repudiate any advantage。
  He himself was in for it at any rate。  He should have Morgan on his
  hands again indefinitely; though indeed he saw the lad had a
  private theory to produce which would be intended to smooth this
  down。  He was obliged to him for it in advance; but the suggested
  amendment didn't keep his heart rather from sinking; any more than
  it prevented him from accepting the prospect on the spot; with some
  confidence moreover that he should do so even better if he could
  have a little supper。  Mrs。 Moreen threw out more hints about the
  changes that were to be looked for; but she was such a mixture of
  smiles and shudders … she confessed she was very nervous … that he
  couldn't tell if she were in high feather or only in hysterics。  If
  the family was really at last going to pieces why shouldn't she
  recognise the necessity of pitching Morgan into some sort of
  lifeboat?  This presumption was fostered by the fact that they were
  established in luxurious quarters in the capital of pleasure; that
  was exactly where they naturally WOULD be established in view of
  going to pieces。  Moreover didn't she mention that Mr。 Moreen and
  the others were enjoying themselves at the opera with Mr。 Granger;
  and wasn't THAT also precisely where one would look for them on the
  eve of a smash?  Pemberton gathered that Mr。 Granger was a rich
  vacant American … a big bill with a flourishy heading and no items;
  so that one of Paula's 〃ideas〃 was probably that this time she
  hadn't missed fire … by which straight shot indeed she would have
  shattered the general cohesion。  And if the cohesion was to crumble
  what would become of poor Pemberton?  He felt quite enough bound up
  with them to figure to his alarm as a dislodged block in the
  edifice。
  It was Morgan who eventually asked if no supper had been ordered
  for him; sitting with him below; later; at the dim delayed meal; in
  the presence of a great deal of corded green plush; a plate of
  ornamental biscuit and an aloofness marked on the part of the
  waiter。  Mrs。 Moreen had explained that they had been obliged to
  secure a room for the visitor out of the house; and Morgan's
  consolation … he offered it while Pemberton reflected on the
  nastiness of lukewarm sauces … proved to be; largely; that his
  circumstance would facilitate their escape。  He talked of their
  escape … recurring to it often afterwards … as if they were making
  up a 〃boy's book〃 together。  But he likewise expressed his sense
  that there was something in the air; that the Moreens couldn't keep
  it up much longer。  In point of fact; as Pemberton was to see; they
  kept it up for five or six months。  All the while; however;
  Morgan's contention was designed to cheer him。  Mr。 Moreen and
  Ulick; whom he had met the day after his return; accepted that
  return like perfect men of the world。  If Paula and Amy treated it
  even with less formality an allowance was to be made for them;
  inasmuch as Mr。 Granger hadn't come to the opera after all。  He had
  only placed his box at their service; with a bouquet for each of
  the party; there was even one apiece; embittering the thought of
  his profusion; for