第 16 节
作者:美丽心点      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  together left in the whole house。  They broke some very fine
  mirrors; all the windows and every piece of glass and china。
  They threw the books and papers out on the lawn and set fire to
  the heap for the mere fun of the thing apparently。  Absolutely
  the only one solitary thing which they left whole was a small
  ivory crucifix; which remained hanging on the wall in the wrecked
  bedroom above a wild heap of rags; broken mahogany and splintered
  boards which had been Mr。 Nicholas B。's bedstead。  Detecting the
  servant in the act of stealing away with a japanned tin box; they
  tore it from him; and because he resisted they threw him out of
  the dining…room window。  The house was on one floor but raised
  well above the ground; and the fall was so serious that the man
  remained lying stunned till the cook and a stable…boy ventured
  forth at dusk from their hiding…places and picked him up。  By
  that time the mob had departed carrying off the tin box; which
  they supposed to be full of paper money。  Some distance from the
  house in the middle of a field they broke it open。  They found
  inside documents engrossed on parchment and the two crosses of
  the Legion of Honour and For Valour。  At the sight of these
  objects; which; the blacksmith explained; were marks of honour
  given only by the Tsar; they became extremely frightened at what
  they had done。  They threw the whole lot away into a ditch and
  dispersed hastily。
  On learning of this particular loss Mr。 Nicholas B。 broke down
  completely。 The mere sacking of his house did not seem to affect
  him much。  While he was still in bed from the shock the two
  crosses were found and returned to him。  It helped somewhat his
  slow convalescence; but the tin box and the parchments; though
  searched for in all the ditches around; never turned up again。
  He could not get over the loss of his Legion of Honour Patent;
  whose preamble; setting forth his services; he knew by heart to
  the very letter; and after this blow volunteered sometimes to
  recite; tears standing in his eyes the while。  Its terms haunted
  him apparently during the last two years of his life to such an
  extent that he used to repeat them to himself。  This is confirmed
  by the remark made more than once by his old servant to the more
  intimate friends。  〃What makes my heart heavy is to hear our
  master in his room at night walking up and down and praying aloud
  in the French language。〃
  It must have been somewhat over a year afterwards that I saw Mr。
  Nicholas B。; or; more correctly; that he saw me; for the last
  time。  It was; as I have already said; at the time when my mother
  had a three months' leave from exile; which she was spending in
  the house of her brother; and friends and relations were coming
  from far and near to do her honour。  It is inconceivable that Mr。
  Nicholas B。 should not have been of the number。  The little child
  a few months old he had taken up in his arms on the day of his
  home…coming after years of war and exile was confessing her faith
  in national salvation by suffering exile in her turn。  I do not
  know whether he was present on the very day of our departure。  I
  have already admitted that for me he is more especially the man
  who in his youth had eaten roast dog in the depths of a gloomy
  forest of snow…loaded pines。  My memory cannot place him in any
  remembered scene。  A hooked nose; some sleek white hair; an
  unrelated evanescent impression of a meagre; slight; rigid figure
  militarily buttoned up to the throat; is all that now exists on
  earth of Mr。 Nicholas B。; only this vague shadow pursued by the
  memory of his grand…nephew; the last surviving human being; I
  suppose; of all those he had seen in the course of his taciturn
  life。
  But I remember well the day of our departure back to exile。  The
  elongated; bizarre; shabby travelling…carriage with four post…
  horses; standing before the long front of the house with its
  eight columns; four on each side of the broad flight of stairs。
  On the steps; groups of servants; a few relations; one or two
  friends from the nearest neighbourhood; a perfect silence; on all
  the faces an air of sober concentration; my grandmother all in
  black gazing stoically; my uncle giving his arm to my mother down
  to the carriage in which I had been placed already; at the top of
  the flight my little cousin in a short skirt of a tartan pattern
  with a deal of red in it; and like a small princess attended by
  the women of her own household:  the head gourvernante; our dear;
  corpulent Francesca (who had been for thirty years in the service
  of the B。 family); the former nurse; now outdoor attendant; a
  handsome peasant face wearing a compassionate expression; and the
  good; ugly Mlle。 Durand; the governess; with her black eyebrows
  meeting over a short thick nose and a complexion like pale brown
  paper。  Of all the eyes turned towards the carriage; her good…
  natured eyes only were dropping tears; and it was her sobbing
  voice alone that broke the silence with an appeal to me:
  〃N'oublie pas ton francais; mon cheri。〃  In three months; simply
  by playing with us; she had taught me not only to speak French
  but to read it as well。  She was indeed an excellent playmate。
  In the distance; half way down to the great gates; a light; open
  trap; harnessed with three horses in Russian fashion; stood drawn
  up on one side with the police…captain of the district sitting in
  it; the vizor of his flat cap with a red band pulled down over
  his eyes。
  It seems strange that he should have been there to watch our
  going so carefully。  Without wishing to treat with levity the
  just timidities of Imperialists all the world over; I may allow
  myself the reflection that a woman; practically condemned by the
  doctors; and a small boy not quite six years old could not be
  regarded as seriously dangerous even for the largest of
  conceivable empires saddled with the most sacred of
  responsibilities。  And this good man; I believe; did not think so
  either。
  I learned afterwards why he was present on that day。  I don't
  remember any outward signs; but it seems that; about a month
  before; my mother became so unwell that there was a doubt whether
  she could be made fit to travel in the time。  In this uncertainty
  the Governor…General in Kiev was petitioned to grant her a
  fortnight's extension of stay in her brother's house。  No answer
  whatever was returned to this prayer; but one day at dusk the
  police…captain of the district drove up to the house and told my
  uncle's valet; who ran out to meet him; that he wanted to speak
  with the master in private; at once。  Very much impressed (he
  thought it was going to be an arrest) the servant; 〃more dead
  than alive with fright;〃 as he related afterwards; smuggled him
  through the big drawing…room; which was dark (that room was not
  lighted every evening); on tiptoe; so as not to attract the
  attention of the ladies in the house; and led him by way of the
  orangery to my uncle's private apartments。
  The policeman; without any preliminaries; thrust a paper into my
  uncle's hands。
  〃There。  Pray read this。  I have no business to show this paper
  to you。  It is wrong of me。  But I can't either eat or sleep with
  such a job hanging over me。〃
  That police…captain; a native of Great Russia; had been for many
  years serving in the district。
  My uncle unfolded and read the document。  It was a service order
  issued from the Governor…General's secretariat; dealing with the
  matter of the petition and directing the police…captain to
  disregard all remonstrances and explanations in regard to that
  illness either from medical men or others; 〃and if she has not
  left her brother's house〃it went on to say〃on the morning of
  the day specified on her permit; you are to despatch her at once
  under escort; direct〃 (underlined) 〃to the prison…hospital in
  Kiev; where she will be treated as her case demands。〃
  〃For God's sake; Mr。 B。; see that your sister goes away
  punctually on that day。  Don't give me this work to do with a
  womanand with one of your family too。  I simply cannot bear to
  think of it。〃
  He was absolutely wringing his hands。  My uncle looked at him in
  silence。
  〃Thank you for this warning。  I assure you that even if she were
  dying she would be carried out to the carriage。〃
  〃Yesindeedand what difference would it maketravel to Kiev
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