第 172 节
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  smiled and welcomed it like a child; and began an eager exhibition。
  Was it not a beautiful little pierced spire?that was an
  extravagance of Dr。 Spencer's own。  Papa said he could not ask
  Captain Gordon to sanction itthe model did it no justice; but it
  was so very beautiful in the rich creamy stone rising up on the moor;
  and the blue sky looking through; and it caught the sunset lights so
  beautifully。  So animated was her description; that Mrs。 Arnott could
  not help asking; 〃Why; my dear; when have you seen it?〃
  〃Never;〃 said Margaret; with her sweet smile。 〃I have never seen
  Cocksmoor; but Dr。 Spencer and Meta are always sketching it for me;
  and Ethel would not let an effect pass without telling me。  I shall
  hear how it strikes you next。〃
  〃I hope to see it by and by。  What a comfortable deep porch!  If we
  could build such churches in the colonies; Margaret!〃
  〃See what little Meta will do for you!  Yes; we had the porch deep
  for a shelterthat is copied from the west door of the minster; and
  is it not a fine high…pitched roof?  John Taylor; who is to be clerk;
  could not understand its being open; he said; when he saw the
  timbers; that a man and his family might live up among them。  They
  are noble oak beams; we would not have any shamhere; Aubrey; take
  off the roof; and auntie will see the shape。〃
  〃Like the ribs of a ship;〃 explained Aubrey; unconscious that the
  meaning was deeper than his sister could express; and he continued:
  〃Such fine oak beams!  I rode with Dr。 Spencer one day last year to
  choose them。  It is a two…aisled church; you see; that a third may be
  added。〃
  Ethel came up as Aubrey began to absorb the conversation。  〃Lessons;
  Aubrey;〃 she said。  〃So; Margaret; you are over your dear model?〃
  〃Not forestalling you too much I hope; Ethel dear;〃 said Margaret;
  〃as you will show her the church itself。〃
  〃You have the best right;〃 said Ethel; 〃but come; Aubrey; we must not
  dawdle。〃
  〃I will show you the stones I laid myself; Aunt Flora;〃 said Aubrey;
  running off without much reluctance。
  〃Ethel has him in excellent order;〃 said Mrs。 Arnott。
  〃That she has; she brings him on beautifully; and makes him enjoy it。
  She teaches him arithmetic in some wonderful scientific way that
  nobody can understand but Norman; and he not the details; but he says
  it is all coming right; and will make him a capital mathematical
  scholar; though he cannot add up pounds; shillings; and pence。〃
  〃I expected to be struck with Ethel;〃 said Mrs。 Arnott; 〃and〃
  〃Well;〃 said Margaret; waiting。
  〃Yes; she does exceed my expectations。  There is something curiously
  winning in that quaint; quick; decisive manner of hers。  There is so
  much soul in the least thing she does; as if she could not be
  indifferent for a moment。〃
  〃Exactlyexactly so;〃 said Margaret; delighted。  〃It is really doing
  everything with all her might。  Little; simple; everyday matters did
  not come naturally to her as to other people; and the having had to
  make them duties has taught her to do them with that earnest manner;
  as if there were a right and a wrong to her in each little mechanical
  household office。〃
  〃Harry described her to me thus;〃 said Mrs。 Arnott; smiling: 〃'As to
  Ethel; she is an odd fish; but Cocksmoor will make a woman of her
  after all。'〃
  〃Quite true!〃 cried Margaret。  〃I should not have thought Harry had
  so much discernment in those days。  Cocksmoor gave the stimulus; and
  made Ethel what she is。  Look thereover the mantelpiece; are the
  designs for the painted glass; all gifts; except the east window。
  That one of St。 Andrew introducing the lad with the loaves and fishes
  is Ethel's window。  It is the produce of the hoard she began this
  time seven years; when she had but one sovereign in the world。  She
  kept steadily on with it; spending nothing on herself that she could
  avoid; always intending it for the church; and it was just enough to
  pay for this window。〃
  〃Most suitable;〃 said Mrs。 Arnott。
  〃Yes; Mr。 Wilmot and I persuaded her into it; but I do not think she
  would have allowed it; if she had seen the application we made of it…
  …the gift of her girlhood blessed and extended。  Dear King Etheldred;
  it is the only time I ever cheated her。〃
  〃This is a beautiful east window。  And this little oneSt。 Margaret
  I see。〃
  〃Ah! papa would not be denied choosing that for his subject。  We
  reproached him with legendary saints; and overwhelmed him with
  antiquarianism; to show that the Margaret of the dragon was not the
  Margaret of the daisy; but he would have it; and said we might thank
  him for not setting his heart on St。 Etheldreda。〃
  〃This one?〃
  〃That is mine;〃 said Margaret; very low; and her aunt abstained from
  remark; though unable to look; without tears; at the ship of the
  Apostles; the calming of the storm; and the scroll; with the verse:
  He bringeth them unto the haven where they would be。
  Beneath were the initials; 〃A。 H。 E。;〃 and the date of the year; the
  only memorials of the founder。
  Margaret next drew attention to St。 Andrew with his crossMeta's
  gift。  〃And; besides;〃 she said; 〃George Rivers made us a beautiful
  present; which Meta hunted up。  Old Mr。 Rivers; knowing no better;
  once bought all the beautiful carved fittings of a chapel in France;
  meaning to fit up a library with them; but; happily; he never did;
  and a happy notion came into Meta's head; so she found them out; and
  Dr。 Spencer has adapted them; and set them all to rights; and they
  are most exquisite。  You never saw such foliage。〃
  Thus Margaret proceeded with the description of everything in the
  church; and all the little adventures of the building; as if she
  could not turn away from the subject; and her aunt listened and
  wondered; and; when called away; that Margaret might rest before
  nurse came to dress her; she expressed her wonder to Meta。
  〃Yes;〃 was the answer; 〃it is her chief occupation and interest。  I
  do not mean that she has not always her own dear full sympathy for
  every one's concerns; but Cocksmoor is her concern; almost more than
  even Ethel's。  I think she could chronicle every stage in the
  building better than Dr。 Spencer himself; and it is her daily delight
  to hear his histories of his progress。  And not only with the church
  but the people; she knows all about every family; Richard and Ethel
  tell her all their news; she talks over the school with the mistress
  every Sunday; and you cannot think what a feeling there is for her at
  Cocksmoor。  A kind message from Miss May has an effect that the
  active workers cannot always produce。〃
  Mrs。 Arnott saw that Meta was right; when; in the afternoon; she
  walked with her nieces to see Cocksmoor。  It was not a desolate sight
  as in old times; for the fair edifice; rising on the slope; gave an
  air of protection to the cottages; which seemed now to have a centre
  of unity; instead of lying forlorn and scattered。  Nor were they as
  wretched in themselves; for the impulse of civilisation had caused
  windows to be mended and railings to be tidied; and Richard promoted;
  to the utmost; cottage gardening; so that; though there was an air of
  poverty; there was no longer an appearance of reckless destitution
  and hopeless neglect。
  In the cottages; Mrs。 Taylor had not entirely ceased to speak with a
  piteous voice; even though she told of the well…doing of her girls at
  service; but Granny Hall's merry content had in it something now of
  principle; and Sam had married a young Fordholm wife; who promised to
  be a pattern for Cocksmoor。  Every one asked after Miss May; with a
  tenderness and affection that Mrs。 Arnott well appreciated; and when
  they went into the large fresh school; where Richard was hearing a
  class; Cherry Elwood looked quite cheered and enlivened by hearing
  that she had been able to enjoy seeing her aunt。  Mrs。 Arnott was set
  to enlighten the children about the little brown girls whom she was
  wont to teach; and came away with a more brilliant impression of
  their intelligence than she might have had; if she had not come to
  them fresh from the Antipodes。
  She had to tell Margaret all her impressions on her return; and very
  pretty smiles repaid her commendations。  She understood better the
  constant dwelling on the subject; as she perceived how little capable
  Margaret was of any employment。  The book; the writing materials; and
  work…basket were indeed placed by her side; but very seldom did the
  feeble fingers engage in any of the occupations once so familiarnow
  and then a pencilled note would be sent to Flora; or to Hector
  Ernescliffe; or a few stitches be set in her work; or a page or two
  turned of a book; but she was far more often perfectly still; living;
  assuredly in no ordinary sphere of human life; but never otherwise
  than cheerful; and open to the various tidings and interests which;
  as Ethel had formerly said; shifted before her like scenes in a magic
  lantern; and; perhaps; with less of substance than in those earlier
  days; when her work among them was not yet done; and she was not; as
  it were; set aside from them。  They were now little more than shadows
  reflected from the world whence she was passing。
  Yet her home was not sad。  When Dr。 Spencer came in the eveni