第 134 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  happy in these visitsmother and child had both prospered so well;
  and it was quite a treat to be able to expend his tenderness on
  Flora。  His little grandchild seemed to renew his own happy days; and
  he delighted to take her from her mother and fondle her。  No sooner
  was the baby in his arms than Flora's hands were busy among the
  papers; and she begged him to ring for lights。
  〃Not yet;〃 he said。  〃Why can't you sit in the dark; and give
  yourself a little rest?〃
  〃I want you to hear George's address。  Norman has been looking at it;
  and I hope you will not think it too strong;〃 and she turned; so that
  the light might fall on the paper。
  〃Let me see;〃 said Dr。 May; holding out his hand for it。
  〃This is a rough copy; too much scratched for you to make out。〃
  She read it accordingly; and her father admired it exceedingly
  Norman's touches; above all; and Flora's reading had dovetailed all
  so neatly together that no one knew where the joins were。  〃I will
  copy it fairly;〃 she said; 〃if you will show it to Dr。 Spencer; and
  ask whether he thinks it too strong。  Mr。 Dodsley too; he would be
  more gratified if he saw it first; in private; and thought himself
  consulted。〃
  Dr。 May was dismayed at seeing her take up her pen; make a desk of
  her blotting…book; and begin her copy by firelight。
  〃Flora; my dear;〃 he said; 〃this must not be。  Have I not told you
  that you must be content to rest?〃
  〃I did not get up till ten o'clock; and have been lying here ever
  since。〃
  〃But what has this head of yours been doing?  Has it been resting for
  ten minutes together?  Now I know what I am saying; FloraI warn
  you; that if you will not give yourself needful quiet now; you will
  suffer for it by and by。〃
  Flora smiled; and said; 〃I thought I had been very good。  But; what
  is to be done when one's wits will work; and there is work for them
  to do?〃
  〃Is not there work enough for them here?〃 said Dr。 May; looking at
  the babe。  〃Your mother used to value such a retirement from care。〃
  Flora was silent for a minute; then said; 〃Mr。 Esdaile should have
  put off his resignation to suit me。  It is an unfortunate time for
  the election。〃
  〃And you can't let the election alone?〃
  She shook her head; and smiled a negative; as if she would; but that
  she was under a necessity。
  〃My dear; if the election cannot go on without you; it had better not
  go on at all。〃
  She looked very much hurt; and turned away her head。
  Her father was grieved。  〃My dear;〃 he added; 〃I know you desire to
  be of use; especially to George; but do you not believe that he would
  rather fail; than that you; or his child; should suffer?〃
  No answer。
  〃Does he stand by his own wish; or yours; Flora?〃
  〃He wishes it。  It is his duty;〃 said Flora; collecting her dignity。
  〃I can say no more; except to beg him not to let you exert yourself。〃
  Accordingly; when George came home; the doctor read him a lecture on
  his wife's over…busy brain; and was listened to; as usual; with
  gratitude and deference。  He professed that he only wished to do what
  was best for her; but she never would spare herself; and; going to
  her side; with his heavy; fond solicitude; he made her promise not to
  hurt herself; and she laughed and consented。
  The promise was easily given; for she did not believe she was hurting
  herself; and; as to giving up the election; or ceasing secretly to
  prompt George; that was absolutely out of the question。  What could
  be a greater duty than to incite her husband to usefulness?〃
  Moreover it was but proper to invite Meta's aunt and cousin to see
  her; and to project a few select dinners for their amusement and the
  gratification of her neighbours。  It was only grateful and cousinly
  likewise; to ask the 〃Master of Glenbracken〃; and as she saw the
  thrill of colour on Ethel's cheeks; at the sight of the address to
  the Honourable Norman Ogilvie; she thought herself the best of
  sisters。  She even talked of Ogilvie as a second Christian name; but
  Meta observed that old Aunt Dorothy would call it Leonorar Rogilvie
  Rivers; and thus averted it; somewhat to Ethel's satisfaction。
  Ethel scolded herself many times for wondering whether Mr。 Ogilvie
  would come。  What was it to her?  Suppose he should; suppose the
  rest。  What a predicament!  How unreasonable and conceited; even to
  think of such a thing; when her mind was made up。  What could result;
  save tossings to and fro; a passing gratification set against
  infinite pain; and strife with her own heart and with her father's
  unselfishness!  Had he but come before Flora's marriage!  No; Ethel
  hated herself for the wish that arose for the moment。  Far better he
  should keep away; if; perhaps; without the slightest inclination
  towards her; his mere name could stir up such a tumultall; it might
  be; founded in vanity。  Rebellious feelings and sense of tedium had
  once been subduedwhy should they be roused again?
  The answer came。  Norman Ogilvie was setting off for Italy; and
  regretted that he could not take Abbotstoke on his way。  He desired
  his kind remembrances and warm Christmas wishes to all his cousins。
  If Ethel breathed more freely; there was a sense that tranquillity is
  uninteresting。  It was; it must be confessed; a flat end to a
  romance; that all the permanent present effect was a certain
  softening; and a degree more attention to her appearance; and after
  all; this might; as Flora averred; be ascribed to the Paris outfit
  having taught her to wear clothes; as well as to that which had
  awakened the feminine element; and removed that sense of not being
  like other women; which sometimes hangs painfully about girls who
  have learned to think themselves plain or awkward。
  There were other causes why it should be a dreary winter to Ethel;
  under the anxiety that strengthened by duration; and the strain of
  acting cheerfulness for Margaret's sake。  Even Mary was a care。  Her
  round rosy childhood had worn into height and sallowness; and her
  languor and indifference fretted Miss Bracy; and was hunted down by
  Ethel; till Margaret convinced her that it was a case for patience
  and tenderness; which; thenceforth; she heartily gave; even
  encountering a scene with Miss Bracy; who was much injured by the
  suggestion that Mary was oppressed by perspective。  Poor Mary; no one
  guessed the tears nightly shed over Harry's photograph。
  Nor could Ethel quite fathom Norman。  He wore the dispirited;
  burdened expression that she knew too well; but he would not; as
  formerly; seek relief in confidence to her; shunning the being alone
  with her; and far too much occupied to offer to walk to Cocksmoor。
  When the intelligence came that good old Mr。 Wilmot of Settlesham had
  peacefully gone to his rest; after a short and painless illness; Tom
  was a good deal affected; in his peculiar silent and ungracious
  fashion; but Norman did not seek to talk over the event; and the
  feelings he had entertained two years agohe avoided the subject;
  and threw himself into the election matters with an excitement
  foreign to his nature。
  He was almost always at Abbotstoke; or attending George Rivers at the
  committee…room at the Swan; talking; writing; or consulting;
  concocting squibs; and perpetrating bons mots; that were the delight
  of friends and the confusion of foes。  Flora was delighted; George
  adored him; Meta's eyes danced whenever he came near; Dr。 Spencer
  admired him; and Dr。 Hoxton prophesied great things of him; but Ethel
  did not feel as if he were the veritable Norman; and had an undefined
  sensation of discomfort; when she heard his brilliant repartees; and
  the laughter with which he accompanied them; so unlike his natural
  rare and noiseless laugh。  She knew it was false excitement; to drive
  away the suspense that none dared to avow; but which did not press on
  them the less heavily for being endured in silence。  Indeed; Dr。 May
  could not help now and then giving way to outbursts of despondency;
  of which his friend; Dr。 Spencer; who made it his special charge to
  try to lighten his troubles; was usually the kind recipient。
  And though the bustle of the election was incongruous; and seemed to
  make the leaden weight the more heavy; there was a compensation in
  the tone of feeling that it elicited; which gave real and heartfelt
  pleasure。
  Dr。 May had undergone numerous fluctuations of popularity。  He had
  always been the same man; excellent in intention; though hasty in
  action; and heeding neither praise nor censure; and while the main
  tenor of his course never varied; making many deviations by flying to
  the reverse of the wrong; most immediately before him; still his
  personal character gained esteem every year; and though sometimes his
  merits; and sometimes his failings; gave violent umbrage; he had
  steadily risen in the estimation of his fellow…townsmen; as much as
  his own inconsistencies and theirs would allow; and every now and
  then was the favourite with all; save with the few who abused him for
  tyranny; because he prevented them from tyrannising。
  He was just now on the top of the wave; and his son…in…law had
  nothing to do but to float in on the tide of his favour。  The
  opposite faction attempted a contest; but only rendered the triumph
  more co