第 120 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  〃Hush; Flora!  We ought not to talk in this way; as if〃
  〃As if he had done more than walk with; and talk with; nobody else!
  How he did hate papa last night。  I had a great mind to call papa
  off; in pity to him。〃
  〃Don't; Flora。  If there were anything in it; it would not be proper
  to think of it; so I am going home to prevent it。〃  The words were
  spoken with averted face and heaving breath。
  〃Proper?〃 said Flora。 〃The Mays are a good old family; and our own
  grandmother was an honourable Ogilvie herself。  A Scottish baron;
  very poor too; has no right to look down〃
  〃They shall not look down。  Flora; it is of no use to talk。  I cannot
  be spared from home; and I will not put myself in the way of being
  tempted to forsake them all。〃
  〃Tempted!〃 said Flora; laughing。  〃Is it such a wicked thing?〃
  〃Not in others; but it would be wrong in me; with such a state of
  things as there is at home。〃
  〃I do not suppose he would want you for some years to come。  He is
  only two…and…twenty。  Mary will grow older。〃
  〃Margaret will either be married; or want constant care。  Flora; I
  will not let myself be drawn from them。〃
  〃You may think so now; but it would be for their real good to relieve
  papa of any of us。  If we were all to think as you do; how should we
  live?  I don't knowfor papa told me there will be barely ten
  thousand pounds; besides the houses; and what will that be among ten?
  I am not talking of yourself; but think of the others!〃
  〃I know papa will not be happy without me; and I will not leave him;〃
  repeated Ethel; not answering the argument。
  Flora changed her ground; and laughed。  〃We are getting into the
  heroics;〃 she said; 〃when it would be very foolish to break up our
  plans; only because we have found a pleasant cousin。  There is
  nothing serious in it; I dare say。  How silly of us to argue on such
  an idea!〃
  Meta came in before Flora could say more; but Ethel; with burning
  cheeks; repeated; 〃It will be safer!〃
  Ethel had; meantime; been dressed by her sister; and; as Bellairs
  came to adorn Meta; and she could have no solitude; she went
  downstairs; thinking she heard Norman's step; and hoping to judge of
  his mood。
  She entered the room with an exclamation; 〃Oh; Norman!〃
  〃At your service!〃 said the wrong Norman; looking merrily up from
  behind a newspaper。
  〃Oh; I beg your pardon; I thought〃
  〃Your thoughts were quite right;〃 he said; smiling。 〃Your brother
  desires me to present his respects to his honoured family; and to
  inform them that his stock of assurance is likely to be diminished by
  the pleasure of their company this morning。〃
  〃How is he?〃 asked Ethel anxiously。
  〃Pretty fair。  He has blue saucers round his eyes; as he had before
  he went up for his little go。〃
  〃Oh; I know them;〃 said Ethel。
  〃Very odd;〃 continued her cousin; 〃when the end always is; that he
  says he has the luck of being set on in the very place he knows best。
  But I think it has expended itself in a sleepless night; and I have
  no fears; when he comes to the point。〃
  〃What is he doing?〃
  〃Writing to his brother Harry。  He said it was the day for the
  Pacific mail; and that Harry's pleasure would be the best of it。〃
  〃Ah!〃 said Ethel; glancing towards the paper; 〃is there any naval
  intelligence?〃
  He looked; and while she was thinking whether she ought not to
  depart; he exclaimed; in a tone that startled her; 〃Ha!  No。  Is your
  brother's ship the Alcestis?〃
  〃Yes!  Oh; what?〃
  〃Nothing then; I assure you。  See; it is merely thisshe has not
  come into Sydney so soon as expected; which you knew before。  That is
  all。〃
  〃Let me see;〃 said the trembling Ethel。
  It was no more than an echo of their unconfessed apprehensions; yet
  it seemed to give them a body; and Ethel's thoughts flew to Margaret。
  Her going home would be absolutely necessary now。  Mr。 Ogilvie kindly
  began to talk away her alarm; saying that there was still no reason
  for dread; mentioning the many causes that might have delayed the
  ship; and reassuring her greatly。
  〃But Norman!〃 she said。
  〃Ah! true。  Poor May!  He will break down to a certainty if he hears
  it。  I will go at once; and keep guard over him; lest he should meet
  with this paper。  But pray; don't be alarmed。  I assure you there is
  no cause。  You will have letters to…morrow。〃
  Ethel would fain have thrown off her finery and hurried home at once;
  but no one regarded the matter as she did。  Dr。 May agreed with Flora
  that it was no worse than before; and though they now thought Ethel's
  return desirable; on Margaret's account; it would be better not to
  add to the shock by a sudden arrival; especially as they took in no
  daily paper at home。  So the theatre was not to be given up; nor any
  of the subsequent plans; except so far as regarded Ethel; and; this
  agreed; they started for the scene of action。
  They were hardly in the street before they met the ubiquitous Mr。
  Ogilvie; saying that Cheviot; Norman's prompter; was aware of the
  report; and was guarding him; while he came to escort the ladies;
  through what he expressively called 〃the bear fight。〃  Ethel
  resolutely adhered to her father; and her cousin took care of Meta;
  who had been clinging in a tiptoe manner to the point of her
  brother's high elbow; looking as if the crowd might easily brush off
  such a little fly; without his missing her。
  Inch by inch; a step at a time; the ladies were landed in a crowd of
  their own sex; where Flora bravely pioneered; they emerged on their
  benches; shook themselves out; and seated themselves。  There was the
  swarm of gay ladies around them; and beneath the area; fast being
  paved with heads; black; brown; gray; and bald; a surging living sea;
  where Meta soon pointed out Dr。 May and George; the mere sight of
  such masses of people was curious and interesting; reminding Ethel of
  Cherry Elwood having once shocked her by saying the Whit…Monday club
  was the most beautiful sight in the whole year。  And above! that
  gallery of trampling undergraduates; and more than trampling!  Ethel
  and Meta could; at first; have found it in their hearts to be
  frightened at those thundering shouts; but the young ladies were
  usually of opinions so similar; that the louder grew the cheers; the
  more they laughed and exulted; so carried along that no cares could
  be remembered。
  Making a way through the thronged area; behold the procession of
  scarlet doctors; advancing through the midst; till the red and black
  vice…chancellor sat enthroned in the centre; and the scarlet line
  became a semicircle; dividing the flower…garden of ladies from the
  black mass below。
  Then came the introduction of the honorary doctors; one by one; with
  the Latin speech; which Ethel's companions unreasonably required her
  to translate to them; while she was using all her ears to catch a
  word or two; and her eyes to glimpse at the features of men of note。
  By…and…by a youth made his appearance in the rostrum; and a good deal
  of Latin ensued; of which Flora hoped Ethel was less tired than she
  was。  In time; however; Meta saw the spectacles removed; and George
  looking straight up; and she drew down her veil; and took hold of
  Flora's hand; and Ethel flushed like a hot coal。  Nevertheless; all
  contrived to see a tall figure; with face much flushed; and hands
  moving nervously。  The world was tired; and people were departing; so
  that the first lines were lost; perhaps a satisfaction to Norman; but
  his voice soon cleared and became louder; his eyes lighted; and Ethel
  knew the 〃funny state〃 had come to his reliefpeople's attention was
  arrestedthere was no more going away。
  It was well that Norman was ignorant of the fears for Harry; for four
  lines had been added since Ethel had seen the poem; saying how self…
  sacrifice sent forth the sailor…boy from home; to the lone watch; the
  wave and storm; his spirit rising high; ere manhood braced his form。
  Applause did not come where Ethel had expected it; and; at first;
  there was silence at the close; but suddenly the acclamations rose
  with deafening loudness; though hardly what greets some poems with
  more to catch the popular ear。
  Ethel's great excitement was over; and presently she found herself
  outside of the theatre; a shower falling; and an umbrella held over
  her by Mr。 Ogilvie; who was asking her if it was not admirable; and
  declaring the poem might rank with Heber's 'Palestine'; or Milman's
  'Apollo'。
  They were bound for a great luncheon at one of the colleges; where
  Ethel might survey the Principal with whom Miss Rich had
  corresponded。  Mr。 Ogilvie sat next to her; told her all the names;
  and quizzed the dignitaries; but she had a sense of depression; and
  did not wish to enter into the usual strain of banter。  He dropped
  his lively tone; and drew her out about Harry; till she was telling
  eagerly of her dear sailor brother; and found him so sympathising and
  considerate; that she did not like him less; though she felt her
  intercourse with him a sort of intoxication; that would only make it
  the worse for her by…and…by。
  During that whole luncheon; and their walk through the gardens; where
  there was a beautiful horticultural show; something was always
  prompting her to say; while in this quasi…