第 87 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  stupid you look。  I wonder Mrs。 Hoxton likes to have you;〃 she added;
  patting his shoulders between jest and earnest。
  〃I wish she would not; then。  It is only to escort you。〃
  〃Nonsense; Norman; you know better;〃 cried Ethel。  〃You know it is
  for your own sake; and to make up for their injustice; that he
  invites you; or Flora either。〃
  〃Hush; Ethel! he gives himself quite airs enough already;〃 said the
  doctor。
  〃Papa!〃 said Ethel; in vexation; though he gave her a pinch to show
  it was all in good humour; while he went on; 〃I am glad to hear they
  do leave him to himself in a corner。  A very good thing too!  Where
  else should a great gawky schoolboy be?〃
  〃Safe at home; where I wish he would let me be;〃 muttered Norman;
  though he contrived to smile; and followed Flora out of the room;
  without subjecting himself to the imputation of offended dignity。
  Ethel was displeased; and began her defence: 〃Papa; I wish〃 and
  there she checked herself。
  〃Eh! Miss Ethel's bristles up!〃 said her father; who seemed in a
  somewhat mischievous mood of teasing。
  〃How could you; papa?〃 cried she。
  〃How could I what; Miss Etheldred?〃
  〃Plague Norman;〃the words would come。  〃Accuse him of airs。〃
  〃I hate to see young fellows above taking an honour from their
  elders;〃 said Dr。 May。
  〃Now; papa; papa; you know it is no such thing。  Dr。 Hoxton's parties
  are very dullyou know they are; and it is not fair on Norman。  If
  he was set up and delighted at going so often; then you would call
  him conceited。〃
  〃Conceit has a good many lurking…places;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃It is
  harder to go and be overlooked; than to stay at home。〃
  〃Now; papa; you are not to call Norman conceited;〃 cried Ethel。  〃You
  don't believe that he is any such thing。〃
  〃Why; not exactly;〃 said Dr。 May; smiling。 〃The boy has missed it
  marvellously; but; you see; he has everything that subtle imp would
  wish to feed upon; and it is no harm to give him a lick with the
  rough side of the tongue; as your canny Scots grandfather used to
  say。〃
  〃Ah! if you knew; papa〃 began Ethel。
  〃If I knew?〃
  〃No; no; I must not tell。〃
  〃What; a secret; is there?〃
  〃I wish it was not; I should like to tell you very much; but then;
  you see; it is Norman's; and you are to be surprised。〃
  〃Your surprise is likely to be very much like Blanche's birthday
  presents; a stage aside。〃
  〃No; I am going to keep it to myself。〃
  Two or three days after; as Ethel was going to the schoolroom after
  breakfast; Dr。 May beckoned her back to the dining…room; and; with
  his merry look of significance; said; 〃Well; ma'am; I have found out
  your mystery!〃
  〃About Norman?  Oh; papa! Did he tell you?〃
  〃When I came home from the hospital last night; at an hour when all
  respectable characters; except doctors and police; should be in their
  warm beds; I beheld a light in Norman's window; so methought I would
  see what Gravity was doing out of his bed at midnight〃
  〃And you found him at his Greek〃
  〃So that was the meaning of his looking so lank and careworn; just as
  he did last year; and he the prince of the school!  I could have
  found it in my heart to fling the books at his head!〃
  〃But you consent; don't you; to his going up for the scholarship?〃
  〃I consent to anything; as long as he keeps within due bounds; and
  does not work himself to death。  I am glad of knowing it; for now I
  can put a moderate check upon it。〃
  〃And did he tell you all about it?〃
  〃He told me he felt as if he owed it to us to gain something for
  himself; since I had given up the Randall to gratify hima pretty
  sort of gratification。〃
  〃Yes; and he will be glad to get away from school。  He says he knows
  it is bad for himas it is uncomfortable to be singled out in the
  way Dr。 Hoxton does now。  You know;〃 pleaded Ethel; 〃it is not
  ingratitude or elation; but it is; somehow; not nice to be treated as
  he is; set apart from the rest。〃
  〃True; Dr。 Hoxton never had taste or judgment。  If Norman were not a
  lusus naturae;〃 said Dr。 May; hesitating for a word; 〃his head would
  have been turned long ago。  And he wants companions toohe has been
  forced out of boyhood too soon; poor fellowand Harry gone too。  He
  does not get anything like real relaxation; and he will be better
  among youths than boys。  Stoneborough will never be what it was in my
  time!〃 added the doctor mournfully。  〃I never thought to see the poor
  old place come to this; but therewhen all the better class send
  their sons to the great public schools; and leave nothing but riff…
  raff here; one is forced; for a boy's own sake; to do the same。〃
  〃Oh; I am so glad!  Then you have consented to the rest of Norman's
  scheme; and will not keep poor little Tom at school here without
  him?〃
  〃By what he tells me it would be downright ruin to the boy。  I little
  thought to have to take a son of mine away from Stoneborough; but
  Norman is the best judge; and he is the only person who seems to have
  made any impression on Tom; so I shall let it be。  In fact;〃 he
  added; half smiling; 〃I don't know what I could refuse old June。〃
  〃That's right!〃 cried Ethel。  〃That is so nice!  Then; if Norman gets
  the scholarship; Tom is to go to Mr。 Wilmot first; and then to Eton!〃
  〃If Norman gains the scholarship; but that is an if;〃 said Dr。 May;
  as though hoping for a loop…hole to escape offending the shade of
  Bishop Whichcote。
  〃Oh; papa; you cannot doubt of that!〃
  〃I cannot tell; Ethel。  He is facile princeps here in his own world;
  but we do not know how it may be when he is measured with public
  schoolmen; who have had more first…rate tutorship than poor old
  Hoxton's。〃
  〃Ah! he says so; but I thought that was all his humility。〃
  〃Better he should be prepared。  If he had had all those advantages
  but it may be as well after all。  I always had a hankering to have
  sent him to Eton; but your dear mother used to say it was not fair on
  the others。  And now; to see him striving in order to give the
  advantage of it to his little brother!  I only hope Master Thomas is
  worthy of itbut it is a boy I can't understand。〃
  〃Nor I;〃 said Ethel; he never seems to say anything he can help; and
  goes after Norman without talking to any one else。〃
  〃I give him up to Norman's management;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃He says the
  boy is very clever; but I have not seen it; and; as to more serious
  matters However; I must take it on Norman's word that he is wishing
  to learn truth。  We made an utter mistake about him; I don't know who
  is to blame for it。〃
  〃Have you told Margaret about Norman's plan?〃 asked Ethel。
  〃No; he desired me to say nothing。  Indeed; I should not like Tom's
  leaving school to be talked of beforehand。〃
  〃Norman said he did not want Flora to hear; because she is so much
  with the Hoxton's; and he said they would all watch him。〃
  〃Ay; ay; and we must keep his secret。  What a boy it is!  But it is
  not safe to say conceited things。  We shall have a fall yet; Ethel。
  Not seventeen; remember; and brought up at a mere grammar…school。〃
  〃But we shall still have the spirit that made him try;〃 said Ethel;
  〃and that is the thing。〃
  〃And; to tell the truth;〃 said the doctor; lingering; 〃for my own
  part; I don't care a rush for it!〃 and he dashed off to his work;
  while Ethel stood laughing。
  〃Papa was so very kind;〃 said Norman tremulously; when Ethel followed
  him to his room; to congratulate him on having gained his father's
  assent; of which he had been more in doubt than she。
  〃And you see he quite approves of the scheme for Tom; except for
  thinking it disrespect to Bishop Whichcote。  He said he only hoped
  Tom was worthy of it。〃
  〃Tom!〃 cried Norman。  〃Take my word for it; Ethel; Tom will surprise
  you all。  He will beat us all to nothing; I know!〃
  〃If only he can be cured of〃
  〃He will;〃 said Norman; 〃when once he has outgrown his frights; and
  that he may do at Mr。 Wilmot's; apart from those fellows。  When I go
  up for this scholarship; you must look after his lessons; and see if
  you are not surprised at his construing!〃
  〃When you go。  It will be in a month!〃
  〃He has told no one; I hope。〃
  〃No; but I hardly think he will bear not telling Margaret。〃
  〃WellI hate a thing being out of one's own keeping。  I should not
  so much dislike Margaret's knowing; but I won't have Flora knowmind
  that; Ethel;〃 he said; with disproportionate vehemence。
  〃I only hope Flora will not be vexed。  But oh; dear! how nice
  it will be when you have it; telling Meta Rivers; and all!〃
  〃And this is a fine way of getting it; standing talking here。  Not
  that I shallyou little know what public schools can do!  But that
  is no reason against trying。〃
  〃Good…night; then。  Only one thing more。  You mean that; till further
  orders; Margaret should not know?〃
  〃Of course;〃 said Norman impatiently。  〃She won't take any of Flora's
  silly affronts; and; what is more; she would not care half so much as
  before Alan Ernescliffe came。〃
  〃Oh; Norman; Norman!  I'm sure〃
  〃Why; it is what they always say。  Everybody can't be first; and
  Ernescliffe has the biggest half of her; I can see。〃
  〃I am sure I did not;〃 said Ethel; in a mortified voice。〃
  〃Why; of course; it always comes of people having lovers。〃
  〃Then I am s