第 56 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  〃No; but papa and Norman said so。〃
  And Blanche showed that the practical lesson on the pomps of the
  world was not lost on her; by beginning to wish they were as rich as
  Miss Rivers。  Flora told her it was wrong to be discontented; but the
  answer was; 〃I don't want it for myself; I want to have pretty things
  to give away。〃
  And her mind could not be turned from the thought by any attempt of
  her sister。  Even when they met Dr。 May coming out of the hospital;
  Blanche renewed the subject。  She poured out the catalogue of Miss
  Rivers's purchases; making appealing attempts at looking under his
  spectacles into his eyes; and he perfectly understood the tenor of
  her song。
  〃I have had a sight; too; of little maidens preparing Easter gifts;〃
  said he。
  〃Have you; papa?  What were they?  Were they as nice as Miss
  Rivers's?〃
  〃I don't know; but I thought they were the best sort of gifts; for I
  saw that plenty of kind thought and clever contrivance went to them;
  ay; and some little self…denial too。〃
  〃Papa; you look as if you meant something; but ours are nothing but
  nasty old rubbish。〃
  〃Perhaps some fairy; or something better; has brought a wand to touch
  the rubbish; Blanche; for I think that the maidens gave what would
  have been worthless kept; but became precious as they gave it。〃
  〃Do you mean the list of our flannel petticoats; papa; that Mary has
  made into a tippet?〃
  〃Perhaps I meant Mary's own time and pains; as well as the tippet。
  Would she have done much good with them otherwise?〃
  〃No; she would have played。  Oh! then you like the presents because
  they are our own making?  I never thought of that。  Was that the
  reason you did not give us any of your sovereigns to buy things
  with?〃
  〃Perhaps I want my sovereigns for the eleven gaping mouths at home;
  Blanche。  But would not it be a pity to spoil your pleasure?  You
  would have lost all the chattering and laughing and buzzing I have
  heard round Margaret of late; and I am quite sure Miss Rivers can
  hardly be as happy in the gifts that cost her nothing; as one little
  girl who gives her sugar…plums out of her own mouth!〃
  Blanche clasped her papa's hand tight; and bounded five or six times。
  〃They are our presents; not yours;〃 said she。  〃Yes; I see。  I like
  them better now。〃
  〃Ay; ay;〃 said the doctor。  〃Seeing Miss Rivers's must not take the
  shine out of yours; my little maids; for if you can't give much; you
  have the pleasure of giving the best of all; your labour of love。〃
  Then thinking on; and speaking to Flora; 〃The longer I live; the more
  I see the blessing of being born in a state of life where you can't
  both eat your cake and give it away。〃
  Flora never was at ease in a conversation with her father; she could
  not follow him; and did not like to show it。  She answered aside from
  the mark; 〃You would not have Blanche underrate Miss Rivers?〃
  〃No; indeed; she is as good and sweet a creature as ever came across
  memost kind to Margaret; and loving to all the world。  I like to
  see one whom care and grief have never set their grip upon。  Most
  likely she would do like Ethel; if she had the opportunity; but she
  has not。〃
  〃So she has not the same merit?〃 said Flora。
  〃We don't talk of merit。  I mean that the power of sacrifice is a
  great advantage。  The habit of small sacrifice that is made necessary
  in a large family is a discipline that only…children are without: and
  so; with regard to wealth; I think people are to be pitied who can
  give extensively out of such abundance that they can hardly feel the
  want。〃
  〃In effect; they can do much more;〃 said Flora。
  〃I am not sure of that。  They can; of course; but it must be at the
  cost of personal labour and sacrifice。  I have often thought of the
  words; 'Silver and gold have I none; but such as I have give I thee。'
  And 'such as we have' it is that does the good; the gold; if we have
  it; but; at any rate; the personal influence; the very proof of
  sincerity; shown by the exertion and self…denial; tells far more than
  money lightly come by; lightly spent。〃
  〃Do you mean that a person who maintained a whole school would do
  less good than one who taught one child?〃
  〃If the rich person take no pains; and leave the school to take care
  of itselfnay; if he only visit it now and then; and never let it
  inconvenience him; has he the least security that the scholars are
  obtaining any real good from it?  If the teacher of the one child is
  doing his utmost; he is working for himself at least。〃
  〃Suppose we could build; say our church and school; on Cocksmoor at
  once; and give our superintendence besides?〃
  〃If things were ripe for it; the means would come。  As it is; it is a
  fine field for Ethel and Richard。  I believe it will be the making of
  them both。  I am sure it is training Ethel; or making her train
  herself; as we could never have done without it。  But here; come in
  and see old Mrs。 Robins。  A visit from you will cheer her up。〃
  Flora was glad of the interruption; the conversation was
  uncomfortable to her。  She almost fancied her papa was moralising for
  their good; but that he carried it too far; for wealthy people
  assuredly had it in their power to do great things; and might work as
  hard themselves; besides; it was finer in them; there was so much
  eclat in their stooping to charity。  But her knowledge of his
  character would not allow her to think for a moment that he could say
  aught but from the bottom of his heartno; it was one of his one…
  sided views that led him into paradox。  〃It was just like papa;〃 and
  so there was no need to attend to it。  It was one of his enthusiasms;
  he was so very fond of Ethel; probably because of her likeness to
  himself。  Flora thought Ethel put almost too forwardthey all helped
  at Cocksmoor; and Ethel was very queer and unformed; and could do
  nothing by herself。  The only thing Flora did keep in her mind was;
  that her papa had spoken to her; as if she were a woman compared with
  Ethel。
  Little Blanche made her report of the conversation to Mary; 〃that it
  was so nice; and now she did not care about Miss Rivers's fine
  presents at all; for papa said what one made oneself was better to
  give than what one bought。  And papa said; too; that it was a good
  thing not to be rich; for then one never felt the miss of what one
  gave away。〃
  Margaret; who overheard the exposition; thought it so much to
  Blanche's credit; that she could not help repeating it in the
  evening; after the little girl was gone to bed; when Mr。 Wilmot had
  come in to arrange the programme for Cocksmoor。  So the little fit of
  discontent and its occasion; the meeting with Meta Rivers; were
  discussed。
  〃Yes;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot; 〃those Riverses are open…handed。  They really
  seem to have so much money; that they don't know what to do with it。
  My brother is ready to complain that they spoil his parish。  It is
  all meant so well; and they are so kind…hearted and excellent; that
  it is a shame to find fault; and I tell Charles and his wife that
  their grumbling at such a squire proves them the most spoiled of
  all。〃
  〃Indiscriminate liberality?〃 asked the doctor。  〃I should guess the
  old gentleman to be rather soft!〃
  〃That's one thing。  The parish is so small; and there are so few to
  shower all this bounty on; and they are so utterly unused to country
  people。  They seem to think by laying out money they can get a show
  set of peasants in rustic cottages; just as they have their fancy
  cows and poultryall that offends the eye out of the way。〃
  〃Making it a matter of taste;〃 said the doctor。
  〃I'm sure I would;〃 said Norman aside to Ethel。  〃What's the use of
  getting oneself disgusted?〃
  〃One must not begin with showing dislike;〃 began Ethel; 〃or〃
  〃Ayyou like rags; don't you? but hush!〃
  〃That is just what I should expect of Mr。 Rivers;〃 said Dr。 May; 〃he
  has cultivated his taste till it is getting to be a disease; but his
  daughter has no lack of wit。〃
  〃Perhaps not。  Charles and Mary are very fond of her; but she is
  entirely inexperienced; and that is a serious thing with so much
  money to throw about。  She pays people for sending their children to
  school; and keeping their houses tidy; and there is so much given
  away; that it is enough to take away all independence and motive for
  exertion。  The people speculate on it; and take it as a right; by…
  and…by there will be a reactionshe will find out she is imposed
  upon; take offence; and for the rest of her life will go about saying
  how ungrateful the poor are!〃
  〃It is a pity good people won't have a little common…sense;〃 said Dr。
  May。  〃But there's something so bewitching in that little girl; that
  I can't give her up。  I verily believe she will right herself。〃
  〃I have scarcely seen her;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。  〃She has won papa's
  heart by her kindness to me;〃 said Margaret; smiling。  〃You see her
  beautiful flowers?  She seems to me made to lavish pleasures on
  others wherever she goes。〃
  〃Oh; yes; they are most kind…hearted;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。  〃It is only
  the excess of a virtue that could be blamed in them; and they are
  most valuable to the place。  She will learn experience in timeI
  only hope she will not be spoiled。〃
  Flora felt as if her father must be