第 49 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:39      字数:9322
  herself with hoping that he might have heeded more than he seemed to
  do。
  He was placed tolerably high in the school; and Norman; who had the
  first choice of fags; took him instead of Hector Ernescliffe; who had
  just passed beyond the part of the school liable to be fagged。  He
  said he liked school; looked bright when he came home in the
  evenings; and the sisters hoped all was right。
  Every one was just now anxiously watching Norman; especially his
  father; who strove in vain to keep back all manifestation of his
  earnest desire to see him retain his post。  Resolutely did the doctor
  refrain from asking any questions; when the boys came in; but he
  could not keep his eyes from studying the face; to see whether it
  bore marks of mental fatigue; and from following him about the room;
  to discover whether he found it necessary; as he had done last
  autumn; to spend the evening in study。  It was no small pleasure to
  see him come in with his hand full of horse…chestnut and hazel…buds;
  and proceed to fetch the microscope and botany books; throwing
  himself eagerly into the study of the wonders of their infant forms;
  searching deeply into them with Margaret; and talking them over with
  his father; who was very glad to promote the pursuitone in which he
  had always taken great interest。
  Another night Dr。 May was for a moment disturbed by seeing the
  school…books put out; but Norman had only some notes to compare; and
  while he did so; he was remarking on Flora's music; and joining in
  the conversation so freely as to prove it was no labour to him。  In
  truth; he was evidently quite recovered; entirely himself again;
  except that he was less boyish。  He had been very lively and full of
  merry nonsense; but his ardour for play had gone off with his high
  spirits; and there was a manliness of manner; and tone of mind; that
  made him appear above his real age。
  At the end of a fortnight he volunteered to tell his father that all
  was right。  〃I am not afraid of not keeping my place;〃 he said; 〃you
  were quite right; papa。  I am more up to my work than I was ever
  before; and it comes to me quite fresh and pleasant。  I don't promise
  to get the Randall scholarship; if Forder and Cheviot stay on; but I
  can quite keep up to the mark in school work。〃
  〃That's right;〃 said Dr。 May; much rejoiced。  〃Are you sure you do it
  with ease; and without its haunting you at night?〃
  〃Oh; yes; quite sure。  I can't think what has made Dr。 Hoxton set us
  on in such easy things this time。  It is very lucky for me; for one
  gets so much less time to oneself as dux。〃
  〃What! with keeping order?〃
  〃Ay;〃 said Norman。  〃I fancy they think they may take liberties
  because I am new and young。  I must have my eye in all corners of the
  hall at once; and do my own work by snatches; as I can。〃
  〃Can you make them attend to you?〃
  〃Why; yes; pretty well; when it comes to the point'will you; or
  will you not?'  Cheviot is a great help; too; and has all the weight
  of being the eldest fellow amongst us。〃
  〃But still you find it harder work than learning?  You had rather
  have to master the dead language than the live tongues?〃
  〃A pretty deal;〃 said Norman; then added; 〃One knows what to be at
  with the dead; better than with the living; they don't make parties
  against one。  I don't wonder at it。  It was very hard on some of
  those great fellows to have me set before them; but I do not think it
  is fair to visit it by putting up the little boys to all sorts of
  mischief。〃
  〃Shameful!〃 said the doctor warmly; 〃but never mind; Norman; keep
  your temper; and do your own duty; and you are man enough to put down
  such petty spite。〃
  〃I hope I shall manage rightly;〃 said Norman; 〃but I shall be glad if
  I can get the Randall and get away to Oxford; school is not what it
  used to be; and if you don't think me too young〃
  〃No; I don't; certainly not。  Trouble has made a man of you; Norman;
  and you are fitter to be with men than boys。  In the meantime; if you
  can be patient with these fellows; you'll be of great use where you
  are。  If there had been any one like you at the head of the school in
  my time; it would have kept me out of no end of scrapes。  How does
  Tom get on? he is not likely to fall into this set; I trust。〃
  〃I am not sure;〃 said Norman; 〃he does pretty well on the whole。
  Some of them began by bullying him; and that made him cling to
  Cheviot and Ernescliffe; and the better party; but lately I have
  thought Anderson; junior; rather making up to him; and I don't know
  whether they don't think that tempting him over to them would be the
  surest way of vexing me。  I have an eye over him; and I hope he may
  get settled into the steadier sort before next half。〃
  After a silence; Norman said; 〃Papa; there is a thing I can't settle
  in my own mind。  Suppose there had been wrong things done when older
  boys; and excellent ones too; were at the head of the school; yet
  they never interfered; do you think I ought to let it go on?〃
  〃Certainly not; or why is power given to you?〃
  〃So I thought;〃 said Norman; 〃I can't see it otherwise。  I wish I
  could; for it will be horrid to set about it; and they'll think it a
  regular shame in me to meddle。  Oh! I know what I came into the study
  for; I want you to be so kind as to lend me your pocket Greek
  Testament。  I gave Harry my little one。〃
  〃You are very welcome。  What do you want it for?〃
  Norman coloured。  〃I met with a sermon the other day that recommended
  reading a bit of it every day; and I thought I should like to try;
  now the Confirmation is coming。  One can always have some quiet by
  getting away into the cloister。〃
  〃Bless you; my boy! while you go on in this way; I have not much fear
  but that you'll know how to manage。〃
  Norman's rapid progress affected another of the household in an
  unexpected way。
  〃Margaret; my dear; I wish to speak to you;〃 said Miss Winter;
  reappearing when Margaret thought every one was gone out walking。
  She would have said; 〃I am very sorry for it〃so ominous was the
  commencementand her expectations were fulfilled when Miss Winter
  had solemnly seated herself; and taken out her netting。  〃I wished to
  speak to you about dear Ethel;〃 said the governess; 〃you know how
  unwilling I always am to make any complaint; but I cannot be
  satisfied with her present way of going on。〃
  〃Indeed;〃 said Margaret。 〃I am much grieved to hear this。  I thought
  she had been taking great pains to improve。〃
  〃So she was at one time。  I would not by any means wish to deny it;
  and it is not of her learning that I speak; but of a hurried;
  careless way of doing everything; and an irritability at being
  interfered with。〃
  Margaret knew how Miss Winter often tried Ethel's temper; and was
  inclined to take her sister's part。  〃Ethel's time is so fully
  occupied;〃 she said。
  〃That is the very thing that I was going to observe; my dear。  Her
  time is too much occupied; and my conviction is; that it is hurtful
  to a girl of her age。〃
  This was a new idea to Margaret; who was silent; longing to prove
  Miss Winter wrong; and not have to see poor Ethel pained by having to
  relinquish any of her cherished pursuits。
  〃You see there is that Cocksmoor;〃 said Miss Winter。 〃You do not know
  how far off it is; my dear; much too great a distance for a young
  girl to be walking continually in all weathers。〃
  〃That's a question for papa;〃 thought Margaret。
  〃Besides;〃 continued Miss Winter; 〃those children engross almost all
  her time and thoughts。  She is working for them; preparing lessons;
  running after them continually。  It takes off her whole mind from her
  proper occupations; unsettles her; and I do think it is beyond what
  befits a young lady of her age。〃
  Margaret was silent。
  〃In addition;〃 said Miss Winter; 〃she is at every spare moment busy
  with Latin and Greek; and I cannot think that to keep pace with a boy
  of Norman's age and ability can be desirable for her。〃
  〃It is a great deal;〃 said Margaret; 〃but〃
  〃I am convinced that she does more than is right;〃 continued Miss
  Winter。  〃She may not feel any ill effects at present; but you may
  depend upon it; it will tell on her by…and…by。  Besides; she does not
  attend to anything properly。  At one time she was improving in
  neatness and orderly habits。  Now; you surely must have seen how much
  less tidy her hair and dress have been。〃
  〃I have thought her hair looking rather rough;〃 said Margaret
  disconsolately。
  〃No wonder;〃 said Miss Winter; 〃for Flora and Mary tell me she hardly
  spends five minutes over it in the morning; and with a book before
  her the whole time。  If I send her up to make it fit to be seen; I
  meet with looks of annoyance。  She leaves her books in all parts of
  the school…room for Mary to put away; and her table drawer is one
  mass of confusion。  Her lessons she does well enough; I own; though
  what I should call much too fast; but have you looked at her work
  lately?〃
  〃She does not work very well;〃 said Margaret; who was at that moment;
  though Miss Winter did not know it; re…gathering a poor child's frock
  that Ethel had galloped through with more haste than good speed。
  〃She works a great deal worse than little Blanche;〃 said Miss Winter;
  〃and though it may no