第 42 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:39      字数:9322
  gig。  Why; Wilmot; your brother has a very jewel of a squire!  How
  did you fare?〃
  〃Very well on the whole;〃 was Mr。 Wllmot's answer; while Ethel
  scrambled in; and tried to make herself small; an art in which she
  was not very successful; and Norman gave an exclamation of horrified
  warning; as she was about to step into the flower…basket; then she
  nearly tumbled out again in dismay; and was relieved to find herself
  safely wedged in; without having done any harm; while her father
  called out to Mr。 Wilmot; as they started; 〃I say!  You are coming
  back to tea with us。〃
  That cheerful tone; and the kindness to herself; were a refreshment
  and revival to Ethel; who was still sobered and shocked by her
  yesterday's adventure; and by the sense of her father's sorrowful
  displeasure。  Expecting further to be scolded for getting in so
  awkwardly; she did not venture to volunteer anything; and even when
  he kindly said; 〃I hope you were prosperous in your expedition;〃 she
  only made answer; in a very grave voice; 〃Yes; papa; we have taken a
  very nice tidy room。〃
  〃What do you pay for it?〃
  〃Fourpence for each time。〃
  〃Well; here's for you;〃 said Dr。 May。 〃It is only two guineas to…day;
  that banker at the Grange beguiled us of our time; but you had better
  close the bargain for him; Ethelhe will be a revenue for you; for
  this winter at least。〃
  〃Oh; thank you; papa;〃 was all Ethel could say; overpowered by his
  kindness; and more repressed by what she felt so unmerited; than she
  would have been by coldness; she said few words; and preferred
  listening to Norman; who began to describe their adventures at the
  Grange。
  All her eagerness revived; however; as she sprang out of the
  carriage; full of tidings for Margaret; and it was almost a race
  between her and Norman to get upstairs; and unfold their separate
  budgets。
  Margaret's lamp had just been lighted; when they made their entrance;
  Norman holding the flowers on high。
  〃Oh; how beautiful! how delicious!  For me? Where did you get them?〃
  〃From Abbotstoke Grange; Miss Rivers sent them to you。〃
  〃How very kind!  What a lovely geranium; and oh; that fern!  I never
  saw anything so choice。  How came she to think of me?〃
  〃They asked me in because it rained; and she was making the prettiest
  things; leather leaves and flowers for picture frames。  I thought it
  was work that would just suit you; and learned how to do it。  That
  made them ask about you; and it ended by her sending you this
  nosegay。〃
  〃How very kind everybody is!  Well; Ethel; are you come home too?〃
  〃Papa picked me up。  Oh; Margaret; we have found such a nice room; a
  clean sanded kitchen〃
  〃You never saw such a conservatory〃
  〃And it is to be let to us for fourpence a time〃
  〃The house is full of beautiful things; pictures and statues。  Only
  think of a real Titian; and a cast of the Apollo!〃
  〃Twenty children to begin with; and Richard is going to make some
  forms。〃
  〃Mr。 Rivers is going to show me all his casts。〃
  〃Oh; is he?  But only think how lucky we were to find such a nice
  woman; Mr。 Wilmot was so pleased with her。〃
  Norman found one story at a time was enough; and relinquished the
  field; contenting himself with silently helping Margaret to arrange
  the flowers; holding the basket for her; and pleased with her
  gestures of admiration。  Ethel went on with her history。  〃The first
  place we thought of would not do at all; the woman said she would not
  take half…a…crown a week to have a lot of children stabbling about;
  as she called it; so we went to another house; and there was a very
  nice woman indeed; Mrs。 Green; with one little boy; whom she wanted
  to send to school; only it is too far。  She says she always goes to
  church at Fordholm because it is nearer; and she is quite willing to
  let us have the room。  So we settled it; and next Friday we are to
  begin。  Papa has given us two guineas; and that will pay for; let me
  see; a hundred and twenty…six times; and Mr。 Wilmot is going to give
  us some books; and Ritchie will print some alphabets。  We told a
  great many of the; people; and they are so glad。  Old Granny Hall
  said; 'Well; I never!' and told the girls they must be as good as
  gold now the gentlefolks was coming to teach them。  Mr。 Wilmot is
  coming with us every Friday as long as the holidays last。〃
  Ethel departed on her father's coming in to ask Margaret if she would
  like to have a visit from Mr。 Wilmot。  She enjoyed this very much;
  and he sat there nearly an hour; talking of many matters; especially
  the Cocksmoor scheme; on which she was glad to hear his opinion at
  first hand。
  〃I am very glad you think well of it;〃 she said。  〃It is most
  desirable that something should be done for those poor people; and
  Richard would never act rashly; but I have longed for advice whether
  it was right to promote Ethel's undertaking。  I suppose Richard told
  you how bent on it she was; long before papa was told of it。〃
  〃He said it was her great wish; and had been so for a long time
  past。〃
  Margaret; in words more adequate to express the possession the
  project had gained of Ethel's ardent mind; explained the whole
  history of it。  〃I do believe she looks on it as a sort of call;〃
  said she; 〃and I have felt as if I ought not to hinder her; and yet I
  did not know whether it was right; at her age; to let her undertake
  so much。〃
  〃I understand;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot; 〃but; from what I have seen of
  Ethel; I should think you had decided rightly。  There seems to me to
  be such a spirit of energy in her; that if she does not act; she will
  either speculate and theorise; or pine and prey on herself。  I do
  believe that hard homely work; such as this school…keeping; is the
  best outlet for what might otherwise run to extravagancemore
  especially as you say the hope of it has already been an incentive to
  improvement in home duties。〃
  〃That I am sure it has;〃 said Margaret。
  〃Moreover;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot; 〃I think you were quite right in
  thinking that to interfere with such a design was unsafe。  I do
  believe that a great deal of harm is done by prudent friends; who
  dread to let young people do anything out of the common way; and so
  force their aspirations to ferment and turn sour; for want of being
  put to use。〃
  〃Still girls are told they ought to wait patiently; and not to be
  eager for self…imposed duties。〃
  〃I am not saying that it is not the appointed discipline for the
  girls themselves;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。  〃If they would submit; and do
  their best; it would doubtless prove the most beneficial thing for
  them; but it is a trial in which they often fail; and I had rather
  not be in the place of such friends。〃
  〃It is a great puzzle!〃 said Margaret; sighing。
  〃Ah!  I dare say you are often perplexed;〃 said her friend kindly。
  〃Indeed I am。  There are so many little details that I cannot be
  always teasing papa with; and yet which I do believe form the
  character more than the great events; and I never know whether I act
  for the best。  And there are so many of us; so many duties; I cannot
  half attend to any。  Lately; I have been giving up almost everything
  to keep this room quiet for Norman in the morning; because he was so
  much harassed and hurt by bustle and confusion; and I found to…day
  that things have gone wrong in consequence。〃
  〃You must do the best you can; and try to trust that while you work
  in the right spirit; your failures will be compensated;〃 said Mr。
  Wilmot。  〃It is a hard trial。〃
  〃I like your understanding it;〃 said Margaret; smiling sadly。  〃I
  don't know whether it is silly; but I don't like to be pitied for the
  wrong thing。  My being so helpless is what every one laments over;
  but; after all; that is made up to me by the petting and kindness I
  get from all of them; but it is the being mistress of the house; and
  having to settle for every one; without knowing whether I do right or
  wrong; that is my trouble。〃
  〃I am not sure; however; that it is right to call it a trouble;
  though it is a trial。〃
  〃I see what you mean;〃 said Margaret。  〃I ought to be thankful。  I
  know it is an honour; and I am quite sure I should be grieved if they
  did not all come to me and consult me as they do。  I had better not
  have complained; and yet I am glad I did; for I like you to
  understand my difficulties。〃
  〃And; indeed; I wish to enter into them; and do or say anything in my
  power to help you。  But I don't know anything that can be of so much
  comfort as the knowledge that He who laid the burden on you; will
  help you to bear it。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Margaret; pausing; and then; with a sweet look; though a
  heavy sigh; she said; 〃It is very odd how things turn out!  I always
  had a childish fancy that I would be useful and important; but I
  little thought how it would be!  However; as long as Richard is in
  the house; I always feel secure about the others; and I shall soon be
  downstairs myself。  Don't you think dear papa in better spirits?〃
  〃I thought so to…day;〃and here the doctor returned; talking of
  Abbotstoke Grange; where he had certainly been much pleased。  〃It was
  a lucky chance;〃 he said; 〃that they brought Norman in。  It was
  exactly what I wanted to rouse and interest him; and he took it all
  in so well; that I