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  The Magic Skin
  by Honore de Balzac
  Translated by Ellen Marriage
  To Monsieur Savary; Member of Le Academie des Sciences。
  I
  THE TALISMAN
  Towards the end of the month of October 1829 a young man entered the
  Palais…Royal just as the gaming…houses opened; agreeably to the law
  which protects a passion by its very nature easily excisable。 He
  mounted the staircase of one of the gambling hells distinguished by
  the number 36; without too much deliberation。
  〃Your hat; sir; if you please?〃 a thin; querulous voice called out。 A
  little old man; crouching in the darkness behind a railing; suddenly
  rose and exhibited his features; carved after a mean design。
  As you enter a gaming…house the law despoils you of your hat at the
  outset。 Is it by way of a parable; a divine revelation? Or by exacting
  some pledge or other; is not an infernal compact implied? Is it done
  to compel you to preserve a respectful demeanor towards those who are
  about to gain money of you? Or must the detective; who squats in our
  social sewers; know the name of your hatter; or your own; if you
  happen to have written it on the lining inside? Or; after all; is the
  measurement of your skull required for the compilation of statistics
  as to the cerebral capacity of gamblers? The executive is absolutely
  silent on this point。 But be sure of this; that though you have
  scarcely taken a step towards the tables; your hat no more belongs to
  you now than you belong to yourself。 Play possesses you; your fortune;
  your cap; your cane; your cloak。
  As you go out; it will be made clear to you; by a savage irony; that
  Play has yet spared you something; since your property is returned。
  For all that; if you bring a new hat with you; you will have to pay
  for the knowledge that a special costume is needed for a gambler。
  The evident astonishment with which the young man took a numbered
  tally in exchange for his hat; which was fortunately somewhat rubbed
  at the brim; showed clearly enough that his mind was yet untainted;
  and the little old man; who had wallowed from his youth up in the
  furious pleasures of a gambler's life; cast a dull; indifferent glance
  over him; in which a philosopher might have seen wretchedness lying in
  the hospital; the vagrant lives of ruined folk; inquests on numberless
  suicides; life…long penal servitude and transportations to
  Guazacoalco。
  His pallid; lengthy visage appeared like a haggard embodiment of the
  passion reduced to its simplest terms。 There were traces of past
  anguish in its wrinkles。 He supported life on the glutinous soups at
  Darcet's; and gambled away his meagre earnings day by day。 Like some
  old hackney which takes no heed of the strokes of the whip; nothing
  could move him now。 The stifled groans of ruined players; as they
  passed out; their mute imprecations; their stupefied faces; found him
  impassive。 He was the spirit of Play incarnate。 If the young man had
  noticed this sorry Cerberus; perhaps he would have said; 〃There is
  only a pack of cards in that heart of his。〃
  The stranger did not heed this warning writ in flesh and blood; put
  here; no doubt; by Providence; who has set loathing on the threshold
  of all evil haunts。 He walked boldly into the saloon; where the rattle
  of coin brought his senses under the dazzling spell of an agony of
  greed。 Most likely he had been drawn thither by that most convincing
  of Jean Jacques' eloquent periods; which expresses; I think; this
  melancholy thought; 〃Yes; I can imagine that a man may take to
  gambling when he sees only his last shilling between him and death。〃
  There is an illusion about a gambling saloon at night as vulgar as
  that of a bloodthirsty drama; and just as effective。 The rooms are
  filled with players and onlookers; with poverty…stricken age; which
  drags itself thither in search of stimulation; with excited faces; and
  revels that began in wine; to end shortly in the Seine。 The passion is
  there in full measure; but the great number of the actors prevents you
  from seeing the gambling…demon face to face。 The evening is a harmony
  or chorus in which all take part; to which each instrument in the
  orchestra contributes his share。 You would see there plenty of
  respectable people who have come in search of diversion; for which
  they pay as they pay for the pleasures of the theatre; or of gluttony;
  or they come hither as to some garret where they cheapen poignant
  regrets for three months to come。
  Do you understand all the force and frenzy in a soul which impatiently
  waits for the opening of a gambling hell? Between the daylight gambler
  and the player at night there is the same difference that lies between
  a careless husband and the lover swooning under his lady's window。
  Only with morning comes the real throb of the passion and the craving
  in its stark horror。 Then you can admire the real gambler; who has
  neither eaten; slept; thought; nor lived; he has so smarted under the
  scourge of his martingale; so suffered on the rack of his desire for a
  coup of trente…et…quarante。 At that accursed hour you encounter eyes
  whose calmness terrifies you; faces that fascinate; glances that seem
  as if they had power to turn the cards over and consume them。 The
  grandest hours of a gambling saloon are not the opening ones。 If Spain
  has bull…fights; and Rome once had her gladiators; Paris waxes proud
  of her Palais…Royal; where the inevitable roulettes cause blood to
  flow in streams; and the public can have the pleasure of watching
  without fear of their feet slipping in it。
  Take a quiet peep at the arena。 How bare it looks! The paper on the
  walls is greasy to the height of your head; there is nothing to bring
  one reviving thought。 There is not so much as a nail for the
  convenience of suicides。 The floor is worn and dirty。 An oblong table
  stands in the middle of the room; the tablecloth is worn by the
  friction of gold; but the straw…bottomed chairs about it indicate an
  odd indifference to luxury in the men who will lose their lives here
  in the quest of the fortune that is to put luxury within their reach。
  This contradiction in humanity is seen wherever the soul reacts
  powerfully upon itself。 The gallant would clothe his mistress in
  silks; would deck her out in soft Eastern fabrics; though he and she
  must lie on a truckle…bed。 The ambitious dreamer sees himself at the
  summit of power; while he slavishly prostrates himself in the mire。
  The tradesman stagnates in his damp; unhealthy shop; while he builds a
  great mansion for his son to inherit prematurely; only to be ejected
  from it by law proceedings at his own brother's instance。
  After all; is there a less pleasing thing in the world than a house of
  pleasure? Singular question! Man is always at strife with himself。 His
  present woes give the lie to his hopes; yet he looks to a future which
  is not his; to indemnify him for these present sufferings; setting
  upon all his actions the seal of inconsequence and of the weakness of
  his nature。 We have nothing here below in full measure but misfortune。
  There were several gamblers in the room already when the young man
  entered。 Three bald…headed seniors were lounging round the green
  table。 Imperturbable as diplomatists; those plaster…cast faces of
  theirs betokened blunted sensibilities; and hearts which had long
  forgotten how to throb; even when a woman's dowry was the stake。 A
  young Italian; olive…hued and dark…haired; sat at one end; with his
  elbows on the table; seeming to listen to the presentiments of luck
  that dictate a gambler's 〃Yes〃 or 〃No。〃 The glow of fire and gold was
  on that southern face。 Some seven or eight onlookers stood by way of
  an audience; awaiting a drama composed of the strokes of chance; the
  faces of the actors; the circulation of coin; and the motion of the
  croupier's rake; much as a silent; motionless crowd watches the
  headsman in the Place de Greve。 A tall; thin man; in a threadbare
  coat; held a card in one hand; and a pin in the other; to mark the
  numbers of Red or Black。 He seemed a modern Tantalus; with all the
  pleasures of his epoch at his lips; a hoardless miser drawing in
  imaginary gains; a sane species of lunatic who consoles himself in his
  misery by chimerical dreams; a man who touches peril and vice as a
  young priest handles the unconsecrated wafer in the white mass。
  One or two experts at the game; shrewd speculators; had placed
  themselves opposite the bank; like old convicts who have lost all fear
  of the hulks; they meant to try two or three coups; and then to depart
  at once with the expected gains; on which they lived。 Two elderly
  waiters dawdled about with their arms folded; looking from time to
  time into the garden from the windows; as if to show their
  insignificant faces as a sign to passers…by。
  The croupier and banker threw a ghastly and withering glance at the
  punters; and cried; in a sharp voice; 〃Make your game!〃 as the young
  man came in。 The silence seemed to grow deeper as all heads turned
  curiously towards the new arrival。 Who would have thought it? The
  jaded elders; the fossilized waiters; the onlookers; the fanatical
  Italian himself; felt an indefinable dread at sight of the stranger。
  Is he not wretched indeed who can excit