第 169 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  whispered; trying to draw her toward the folding…doors which led
  into the next room。 〃For God's sake; be quick! He'll kill you!〃
  She put the old man back with her hand。 She looked at him with a
  sudden irradiation of her blank face。 She answered him with lips
  that struggled slowly into a frightful smile。
  〃_Let_ him kill me;〃 she said。
  As the words passed her lips; he sprang forward from the wall;
  with a cry that rang through the house。 The frenzy of a maddened
  man flashed at her from his glassy eyes; and clutched at her in
  his threatening hands。 He came on till he was within arms…length
  of herand suddenly stood still。 The black flush died out of his
  face in the instant when he stopped。 His eyelids fell; his
  outstretched hands wavered and sank helpless。 He dropped; as the
  dead drop。 He lay as the dead lie; in the arms of the wife who
  had denied him。
  She knelt on the floor; and rested his head on her knee。 She
  caught the arm of the steward hurrying to help her; with a hand
  that closed round it like a vise。 〃Go for a doctor;〃 she said;
  〃and keep the people of the house away till he comes。〃 There was
  that in her eye; there was that in her voice; which would have
  warned any man living to obey her in silence。 In silence Mr。
  Bashwood submitted; and hurried out of the room。
  The instant she was alone she raised him from her knee。 With both
  arms clasped round him; the miserable woman lifted his lifeless
  face to hers and rocked him on her bosom in an agony of
  tenderness beyond all relief in tears; in a passion of remorse
  beyond all expression in words。 In silence she held him to her
  breast; in silence she devoured his forehead; his cheeks; his
  lips; with kisses。 Not a sound escaped her till she heard the
  trampling footsteps outside; hurrying up the stairs。 Then a low
  moan burst from her lips; as she looked her last at him; and
  lowered his head again to her knee; before the strangers came in。
  The landlady and the steward were the first persons whom she saw
  when the door was opened。 The medical man (a surgeon living in
  the street) followed。 The horror and the beauty of her face as
  she looked up at him absorbed the surgeon's attention for the
  moment; to the exclusion of everything else。 Sh e had to beckon
  to him; she had to point to the senseless man; before she could
  claim his attention for his patient and divert it from herself。
  〃Is he dead?〃 she asked。
  The surgeon carried Midwinter to the sofa; and ordered the
  windows to be opened。 〃It is a fainting fit;〃 he said; 〃nothing
  more。〃
  At that answer her strength failed her for the first time。 She
  drew a deep breath of relief; and leaned on the chimney…piece for
  support。 Mr。 Bashwood was the only person present who noticed
  that she was overcome。 He led her to the opposite end of the
  room; where there was an easy…chair; leaving the landlady to hand
  the restoratives to the surgeon as they were wanted。
  〃Are you going to wait here till he recovers?〃 whispered the
  steward; looking toward the sofa; and trembling as he looked。
  The question forced her to a sense of her positionto a
  knowledge of the merciless necessities which that position now
  forced her to confront。 With a heavy sigh she looked toward the
  sofa; considered with herself for a moment; and answered Mr。
  Bashwood's inquiry by a question on her side。
  〃Is the cab that brought you here from the railway still at the
  door?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Drive at once to the gates of the Sanitarium; and wait there
  till I join you。〃
  Mr。 Bashwood hesitated。 She lifted her eyes to his; and; with a
  look; sent him out of the room。
  〃The gentleman is coming to; ma'am;〃 said the landlady; as the
  steward closed the door。 〃He has just breathed again。〃
  She bowed in mute reply; rose; and considered with herself once
  morelooked toward the sofa for the second timethen passed
  through the folding…doors into her own room。
  After a short lapse of time the surgeon drew back from the sofa
  and motioned to the landlady to stand aside。 The bodily recovery
  of the patient was assured。 There was nothing to be done now but
  to wait; and let his mind slowly recall its sense of what had
  happened。
  〃Where is she?〃 were the first words he said to the surgeon; and
  the landlady anxiously watching him。
  The landlady knocked at the folding…doors; and received no
  answer。 She went in; and found the room empty。 A sheet of
  note…paper was on the dressing…table; with the doctor's fee
  placed on it。 The paper contained these lines; evidently written
  in great agitation or in great haste: 〃It is impossible for me to
  remain here to…night; after what has happened。 I will return
  to…morrow to take away my luggage; and to pay what I owe you。〃
  〃Where is she?〃 Midwinter asked again; when the landlady returned
  alone to the drawing…room。
  〃Gone; sir。〃
  〃I don't believe it!〃
  The old lady's color rose。 〃If you know her handwriting; sir;〃
  she answered; handing him the sheet of note…paper; 〃perhaps you
  may believe _that?_〃
  He looked at the paper。 〃I beg your pardon; ma'am;〃 he said; as
  he handed it back〃I beg your pardon; with all my heart。〃
  There was something in his face as he spoke those words which
  more than soothed the old lady's irritation: it touched her with
  a sudden pity for the man who had offended her。 〃I am afraid
  there is some dreadful trouble; sir; at the bottom of all this;〃
  she said; simply。 〃Do you wish me to give any message to the lady
  when she comes back?〃
  Midwinter rose and steadied himself for a moment against the
  sofa。 〃I will bring my own message to…morrow;〃 he said。 〃I must
  see her before she leaves your house。〃
  The surgeon accompanied his patient into the street。 〃Can I see
  you home?〃 he said; kindly。 〃You had better not walk; if it is
  far。 You mustn't overexert yourself; you mustn't catch a chill
  this cold night。〃
  Midwinter took his hand and thanked him。 〃I have been used to
  hard walking and cold nights; sir;〃 he said; 〃and I am not easily
  worn out; even when I look so broken as I do now。 If you will
  tell me the nearest way out of these streets; I think the quiet
  of the country and the quiet of the night will help me。 I have
  something serious to do to…morrow;〃 he added; in a lower tone;
  〃and I can't rest or sleep till I have thought over it to…night。〃
  The surgeon understood that he had no common man to deal with。 He
  gave the necessary directions without any further remark; and
  parted with his patient at his own door。
  Left by himself; Midwinter paused; and looked up at the heavens
  in silence。 The night had cleared; and the stars were outthe
  stars which he had first learned to know from his gypsy master on
  the hillside。 For the first time his mind went back regretfully
  to his boyish days。 〃Oh; for the old life!〃 he thought;
  longingly。 〃I never knew till now how happy the old life was!〃
  He roused himself; and went on toward the open country。 His face
  darkened as he left the streets behind him and advanced into the
  solitude and obscurity that lay beyond。
  〃She has denied her husband to…night;〃 he said。 〃She shall know
  her master to…morrow。〃
  CHAPTER III。
  THE PURPLE FLASK。
  THE cab was waiting at the gates as Miss Gwilt approached the
  Sanitarium。 Mr。 Bashwood got out and advanced to meet her。 She
  took his arm and led him aside a few steps; out of the cabman's
  hearing。
  〃Think what you like of me;〃 she said; keeping her thick black
  veil down over her face; 〃but don't speak to me to…night。 Drive
  back to your hotel as if nothing had happened。 Meet the tidal
  train to…morrow as usual; and come to me afterward at the
  Sanitarium。 Go without a word; and I shall believe there is one
  man in the world who really loves me。 Stay and ask questions; and
  I shall bid you good…by at once and forever!〃
  She pointed to the cab。 In a minute more it had left the
  Sanitarium and was taking Mr。 Bashwood back to his hotel。
  She opened the iron gate and walked slowly up to the house door。
  A shudder ran through her as she rang the bell。 She laughed
  bitterly。 〃Shivering again!〃 she said to herself。 〃Who would have
  thought I had so much feeling left in me?〃
  For once in her life the doctor's face told the truth; when the
  study door opened between ten and eleven at night; and Miss Gwilt
  entered the room。
  〃Mercy on me!〃 he exclaimed; with a look of the blankest
  bewilderment。 〃What does this mean?〃
  〃It means;〃 she answered; 〃that I have decided to…night instead
  of deciding to…morrow。 You; who know women so well; ought to know
  that they act on impulse。 I am here on an impulse。 Take me or
  leave me; just as you like。〃
  〃Take you or leave you?〃 repeated the doctor; recovering his
  presence of mind。 〃My dear lady; what a dreadful way of putting
  it! Your room shall be got ready instantly! Where is your
  luggage? Will you let me send for it? No? You can do without your
  luggage tonight? What admirable fortitude! You will fetch it
  yourself to…morrow? What extraordinary independence! Do take off
  your bonnet。 Do draw in to the fire! What can I offer you?〃
  〃Offer me the strongest sleeping draught you ever made in your
  life;〃 she replied。 〃And leave me alone till the time comes to
  take it。 I shall be your patient in earnest!〃 sh