第 158 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  without claiming his acquaintance; but; as things were; I felt an
  impulse to speak to him or to anybody who had a grudge against
  Mother Jezebel。 There was more of my small spitefulness in this;
  I suppose。 Anyway; I slipped downstairs; and; following the
  doctor out quietly; overtook him in the street。
  〃I had recognized his voice; and I recognized his back as I
  walked behind him。 But when I called him by his name; and when he
  turned round with a start and confronted me; I followed his
  example; and started on my side。 The doctor's face was
  transformed into the face of a perfect stranger! His baldness had
  hidden itself under an artfully grizzled wig。 He had allowed his
  whiskers to grow; and had dyed them to match his new head of
  hair。 Hideous circular spectacles bestrode his nose in place of
  the neat double eyeglass that he used to carry in his hand; and a
  black neckerchief; surmounted by immense shirt…collars; appeared
  as the unworthy successor of the clerical white cravat of former
  times。 Nothing remained of the man I once knew but the
  comfortable plumpness of his figure; and the confidential
  courtesy and smoothness of his manner and his voice。
  〃 'Charmed to see you again;' said the doctor; looking about him
  a little anxiously; and producing his card…case in a very
  precipitate manner。 'But; my dear Miss Gwilt; permit me to
  rectify a slight mistake on your part。 Doctor Downward of Pimlico
  is dead and buried; and you will infinitely oblige me if you will
  never; on any consideration; mention him again!'
  〃I took the card he offered me; and discovered that I was now
  supposed to be speaking to 'Doctor Le Doux; of the Sanitarium;
  Fairweather Vale; Hampstead!'
  〃 'You seem to have found it necessary;' I said; 'to change a
  great many things since I last saw you? Your name; your
  residence; your personal appearance?'
  〃 'And my branch of practice;' interposed the doctor。 'I have
  purchased of the original possessor (a person of feeble
  enterprise and no resources) a name; a diploma; and a partially
  completed sanitarium for the reception of nervous invalids。 We
  are open already to the inspection of a few privileged
  friendscome and see us。 Are you walking my way? Pray take my
  arm; and tell me to what happy chance I am indebted for the
  pleasure of seeing you again?'
  〃I told him the circumstances exactly as they had happened; and I
  added (with a view to making sure of his relations with his
  former ally at Pimlico) that I had been greatly surprised to hear
  Mrs。 Oldershaw's door shut on such an old friend as himself。
  Cautious as he was; the doctor's manner of receiving my remark
  satisfied me at once that my suspicions of an estrangement were
  well founded。 His smile vanished; and he settled his hideous
  spectacles irritably on the bridge of his nose。
  〃 'Pardon me if I leave you to draw your own conclusions;' he
  said。 'The subject of Mrs。 Oldershaw is; I regret to say; far
  from agreeable to me under existing circumstancesa business
  difficulty connected with our late partnership at Pimlico;
  entirely without interest for a young and brilliant woman like
  yourself。 Tell me your news! Have you left your situation at
  Thorpe Ambrose? Are you residing in London? Is there anything;
  professional or otherwise; that I can do for you?'
  〃That last question was a more important one than he supposed。
  Before I answered it; I felt the necessity of parting company
  with him and of getting a little time to think。
  〃 'You have kindl y asked me; doctor; to pay you a visit;' I
  said。 'In your quiet house at Hampstead; I may possibly have
  something to say to you which I can't say in this noisy street。
  When are you at home at the Sanitarium? Should I find you there
  later in the day?'
  〃The doctor assured me that he was then on his way back; and
  begged that I would name my own hour。 I said; 'Toward the
  afternoon;' and; pleading an engagement; hailed the first omnibus
  that passed us。 'Don't forget the address;' said the doctor; as
  he handed me in。 'I have got your card;' I answered; and so we
  parted。
  〃I returned to the hotel; and went up into my room; and thought
  over it very anxiously。
  〃The serious obstacle of the signature on the marriage register
  still stood in my way as unmanageably as ever。 All hope of
  getting assistance from Mrs。 Oldershaw was at an end。 I could
  only regard her henceforth as an enemy hidden in the darkthe
  enemy; beyond all doubt now; who had had me followed and watched
  when I was last in London。 To what other counselor could I turn
  for the advice which my unlucky ignorance of law and business
  obliged me to seek from some one more experienced than myself?
  Could I go to the lawyer whom I consulted when I was about to
  marry Midwinter in my maiden name? Impossible! To say nothing of
  his cold reception of me when I had last seen him; the advice I
  wanted this time related (disguise the facts as I might) to the
  commission of a Frauda fraud of the sort that no prosperous
  lawyer would consent to assist if he had a character to lose。 Was
  there any other competent person I could think of? There was one;
  and one onlythe doctor who had died at Pimlico; and had revived
  again at Hampstead。
  〃I knew him to be entirely without scruples; to have the business
  experience that I wanted myself; and to be as cunning; as clever;
  and as far…seeing a man as could be found in all London。 Beyond
  this; I had made two important discoveries in connection with him
  that morning。 In the first place; he was on bad terms with Mrs。
  Oldershaw; which would protect me from all danger of the two
  leaguing together against me if I trusted him。 In the second
  place; circumstances still obliged him to keep his identity
  carefully disguised; which gave me a hold over him in no respect
  inferior to any hold that _I_ might give him over _me。_ In every
  way he was the right man; the only man; for my purpose; and yet I
  hesitated at going to himhesitated for a full hour and more;
  without knowing why!
  〃It was two o'clock before I finally decided on paying the doctor
  a visit。 Having; after this; occupied nearly another hour in
  determining to a hair…breadth how far I should take him into my
  confidence; I sent for a cab at last; and set off toward three in
  the afternoon for Hampstead。
  〃I found the Sanitarium with some little difficulty。
  〃Fairweather Vale proved to be a new neighborhood; situated below
  the high ground of Hampstead; on the southern side。 The day was
  overcast; and the place looked very dreary。 We approached it by a
  new road running between trees; which might once have been the
  park avenue of a country house。 At the end we came upon a
  wilderness of open ground; with half…finished villas dotted
  about; and a hideous litter of boards; wheelbarrows; and building
  materials of all sorts scattered in every direction。 At one
  corner of this scene of desolation; stood a great overgrown
  dismal house; plastered with drab…colored stucco; and surrounded
  by a naked; unfinished garden; without a shrub or a flower in it;
  frightful to behold。 On the open iron gate that led into this
  inclosure was a new brass plate; with 'Sanitarium' inscribed on
  it in great black letters。 The bell; when the cabman rang it;
  pealed through the empty house like a knell; and the pallid;
  withered old man…servant in black who answered the door looked as
  if he had stepped up out of his grave to perform that service。 He
  let out on me a smell of damp plaster and new varnish; and he let
  in with me a chilling draft of the damp November air。 I didn't
  notice it at the time; but; writing of it now; I remember that I
  shivered as I crossed the threshold。
  〃I gave my name to the servant as 'Mrs。 Armadale;' and was shown
  into the waiting…room。 The very fire itself was dying of damp in
  the grate。 The only books on the table were the doctor's Works;
  in sober drab covers; and the only object that ornamented the
  walls was the foreign Diploma (handsomely framed and glazed); of
  which the doctor had possessed himself by purchase; along with
  the foreign name。
  〃After a moment or two; the proprietor of the Sanitarium came in;
  and held up his hands in cheerful astonishment at the sight of
  me。
  〃 'I hadn't an idea who 〃Mrs。 Armadale〃 was!' he said。 'My dear
  lady; have _you_ changed your name too? How sly of you not to
  tell me when we met this morning! Come into my private
  snuggeryI can't think of keeping an old and dear friend like
  you in the patients' waiting…room。'
  〃The doctor's private snuggery was at the back of the house;
  looking out on fields and trees; doomed but not yet destroyed by
  the builder。 Horrible objects in brass and leather and glass;
  twisted and turned as if they were sentient things writhing in
  agonies of pain; filled up one end of the room。 A great book…case
  with glass doors extended over the whole of the opposite wall;
  and exhibited on its shelves long rows of glass jars; in which
  shapeless dead creatures of a dull white color floated in yellow
  liquid。 Above the fireplace hung a collection of photographic
  portraits of men and women; inclosed in two large frames hanging
  side by side with a space between them。 The left…hand frame
  illustrated the effects of nervous sufferin