第 153 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  words。 He knew as well as I did that he had not the shadow of a
  claim on me。 But the mere attempt to raise it would; as he was
  well aware; lead necessarily to the exposure of my whole past
  life。
  〃Still keeping silence; I looked out over the sea。 I don't know
  why; except that I instinctively looked anywhere rather than look
  at _him。_
  〃A little sailing…boat was approaching the shore。 The man
  steering was hidden from me by the sail; but the boat was so near
  that I thought I recognized the flag on the mast。 I looked at my
  watch。 Yes! It was Armadale coming over from Santa Lucia at his
  usual time; to visit us in his usual way。
  〃Before I had put my watch back in my belt; the means of
  extricating myself from the frightful position I was placed in
  showed themselves to me as plainly as I see them now。
  〃I turned and led the way to the higher part of the beach; where
  some fishing…boats were drawn up which completely screened us
  from the view of any one landing on the shore below。 Seeing
  probably that I had a purpose of some kind; Manuel followed me
  without uttering a word。 As soon as we were safely under the
  shelter of the boats; I forced myself; in my own defense; to look
  at him again。
  〃 'What should you say;' I asked; 'if I was rich instead of poor?
  What should you say if I could afford to give you a hundred
  pounds?'
  〃He started。 I saw plainly that he had not expected so much as
  half the sum I had mentioned。 It is needless to add that his
  tongue lied; while his face spoke the truth; and that when he
  replied to me the answer was; 'Nothing like enough。'
  〃 'Suppose;' I went on; without taking any notice of what he had
  said; 'that I could show you a way of helping yourself to twice
  as much three times as muchfive times as much as a hundred
  pounds; are you bold enough to put out your hand and take it?'
  〃The greedy glitter came into his eyes once more。 His voice
  dropped low; in breathless expectation of my next words。
  〃 'Who is the person?' he asked。 'And what is the risk?'
  〃I answered him at once; in the plainest terms。 I threw Armadale
  to him; as I might have thrown a piece of meat to a wild beast
  who was pursuing me。
  〃 'The person is a rich young Englishman;' I said。 'He has just
  hired the yacht called the _Dorothea;_ in the harbor here; and he
  stands in need of a sailing…master and a crew。 You were once an
  officer in the Spanish navyyou speak English and Italian
  perfectlyyou are thoroughly well acquainted with Naples and all
  that belongs to it。 The rich young Englishman is ignorant of the
  language; and the interpreter who assists him knows nothing of
  the sea。 He is at his wits' end for want of useful help in this
  strange place; he has no more knowledge of the world than that
  child who is digging holes with a stick there in the sand; and he
  carries all his money with him in circular notes。 So much for the
  person。 As for the risk; estimate it for yourself。'
  〃The greedy glitter in his eyes grew brighter and brighter with
  every word I said。 He was plainly ready to face the risk before I
  had done speaking。
  〃 'When can I see the Englishman?' he asked; eagerly。
  〃I moved to the seaward end of the fishing…boat; and saw that
  Armadale was at that moment disembarking on the shore。
  〃 'You can see him now;' I answered; and pointed to the place。
  〃After a long look at Armadale walking carelessly up the slope of
  the beach; Manuel drew back again under the shelter of the boat。
  He waited a moment; considering something carefully with himself;
  and put another question to me; in a whisper this time。
  〃 'When the vessel is manned;' he said; 'and the Englishman sails
  from Naples; how many friends sail with him?'
  〃 'He has but two friends here;' I replied; 'that other gentleman
  whom you saw with me at the opera; and myself。 He will invite us
  both to sail with him; and when the time comes; we shall both
  refuse。'
  〃 'Do you answer for that?'
  〃 'I answer for it positively。'
  〃He walked a few steps away; and stood with his face hidden from
  me; thinking again。 All I could see was that he took off his hat
  and passed his handkerchief over his forehead。 All I could hear
  was that he talked to himself excitedly in his own language。
  〃There was a change in him when he came back。 His face had turned
  to a livid yellow; and his eyes looked at me with a hideous
  distrust。
  〃 'One last question;' he said; and suddenly came closer to me;
  suddenly spoke with a marked emphasis on his next words: '_What
  is your interest in this?_'
  〃I started back from him。 The question reminded me that I _had_
  an interest in the matter; which was entirely unconnected with
  the interest of keeping Manuel and Midwinter apart。 Thus far I
  had only remembered that Midwinter's fatalism had smoothed the
  way for me; by abandoning Armadale beforehand to any stranger who
  might come forward to help him。 Thus far the sole object I had
  kept in view was to protect myself; by the sacrifice of Armadale;
  from the exposure that threatened me。 I tell no lies to my Diary。
  I don't affect to have felt a moment's consideration for the
  interests of Armadale's purse or the safety of Armadale's life。 I
  hated him too savagely to care what pitfalls my tongue might be
  the means of opening under his feet。 But I certainly did not see
  (until that last question was put to me) that; in serving his own
  designs; Manuel mightif he dared go all lengths for the
  moneybe serving my designs too。 The one overpowering anxiety to
  protect myself from exposure before Midwinter had (I suppose)
  filled all my mind; to the exclusion of everything else。
  〃Finding that I made no reply for the moment; Manuel reiterated
  his question; putting it in a new form。
  〃 'You have cast your Englishman at me;' he said; 'like the sop
  to Cerberus。 Would you have been quite so ready to do that if you
  had not had a motive of your own? I repeat my question。 You have
  an interest in thiswhat is it?'
  〃 'I have two interests;' I answered。 'The interest of forcing
  you to respect my position here; and the interest of ridding
  myself of the sight of you at once and forever!' I spoke with a
  boldness he had not yet heard from me。 The sense that I was
  making the villain an instrument in my hands; and forcing him to
  help my purpose blindly; while he was helping his own; roused my
  spirits; and made me feel like myself again。
  〃He laughed。 'Strong language; on certain occasions; is a lady's
  privilege;' he said。 'You may; or may not; rid yourself of the
  sight of me; at once and forever。 We will leave that question to
  be settled in the future。 But your other interest in this matter
  puzzles me。 You have told me all I need know about the Englishman
  and his yacht; and you have made no conditions before you opened
  your lips。 Pray; how are you to force me; as you say; to respect
  your position here?'
  〃 'I will tell you how;' I rejoined。 'You shall hear my
  conditions first。 I insist on your leaving me in five minutes
  more。 I insist on your never again coming near the house where I
  live; and I forbid your attempting to communicate in any way
  either with me or with that other gentleman whom you saw with me
  at the theater'
  〃 'And suppose I say no?' he interposed。 'In that case; what will
  you do?'
  〃 'In that case;' I answered; 'I shall say two words in private
  to the rich young Englishman; and you will find yourself back
  again among the chorus at the opera。'
  〃 'You are a bold woman to take it for granted that I have my
  designs on the Englishman already; and that I am certain to
  succeed in them。 How do you know?'
  〃 'I know _you;_' I said。 'And that is enough。'
  〃There was a moment's silence between us。 He looked at me; and I
  looked at him。 We understood each other。
  〃He was the first to speak。 The villainous smile died out of his
  face; and his voice dropped again distrustfully to its lowest
  tones。
  〃 'I accept your terms;' he said。 'As long as your lips are
  closed; my lips shall be closed tooexcept in the event of my
  finding that you have deceived me; in which case the bargain is
  at an end; and you will see me again。 I shall present myself to
  the Englishman to…morrow; with the necessary credentials to
  establish me in his confidence。 Tell me his name?'
  〃I told it。
  〃 'Give me his address?'
  〃I gave it; and turned to leave him。 Before I had stepped out of
  the shelter of the boats; I heard him behind me again。
  〃 'One last word;' he said。 'Accidents sometimes happen at sea。
  Have you interest enough in the Englishmanif an accident
  happens in his caseto wish to know what has become of him?'
  〃I stopped; and considered on my side。 I had plainly failed to
  persuade him that I had no secret to serve in placing Armadale's
  money and (as a probable consequence) Armadale's life at his
  mercy。 And it was now equally clear that he was cunningly
  attempting to associate himself with my private objects (whatever
  they might be) by opening a means of communication between us in
  the future。 There could be no hesitation about how to answer him
  under such circumstances as these。 If the 'accident' at which he
  hinted did really happen to Armadale; I stood in no need of
  Manuel's intervention to give me the inte