第 108 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9320
  the same side of the house); and left the door ajar; and set the
  window open; waiting and listening for anything that might
  happen。 Dear madam; there was a time when I might have thought
  such a position in the house of my employer not a very becoming
  one。 Let me hasten to assure you that this is far from being my
  feeling now。 I glory in any position which makes me serviceable
  to you。
  〃The state of the weather seemed hopelessly adverse to that
  renewal of intercourse between Mr。 Armadale and Miss Milroy which
  you so confidently anticipate; and of which you are so anxious to
  be made aware。 Strangely enough; however; it is actually in
  consequence of the state of the weather that I am now in a
  position to give you the very information you require。 Mr。
  Armadale and Miss Milroy met about an hour since。 The
  circumstances were as follows:
  〃Just at the beginning of the thunder…storm; I saw one of the
  grooms run across from the stables; and heard him tap at his
  master's window。 Mr。 Armadale opened the window and asked what
  was the matter。 The groom said he came with a message from the
  coachman's wife。 She had seen from her room over the stables
  (which looks on to the park) Miss Milroy quite alone; standing
  for shelter under one of the trees。 As that part of the park was
  at some distance from the major's cottage; she had thought that
  her master might wish to send and ask the young lady into the
  houseespecially as she had placed herself; with a thunder…storm
  coming on; in what might turn out to be a very dangerous
  position。
  〃The moment Mr。 Armadale understood the man's message; he called
  for the water…proof things and the umbrellas; and ran out
  himself; instead of leaving it to the servants。 In a little time
  he and the groom came back with Miss Milroy between them; as well
  protected as could be from the rain。
  〃I ascertained from one of the women…servants; who had taken the
  young lady into a bedroom; and had supplied her with such dry
  things as she wanted; that Miss Milroy had been afterward shown
  into the drawing…room; and that Mr。 Armadale was there with her。
  The only way of following your instructions; and finding out what
  passed between them; was to go round the house in the pelting
  rain; and get into the conservatory (which opens into the
  drawing…room) by the outer door。 I hesitate at nothing; dear
  madam; in your service; I would cheerfully get wet every day; to
  please you。 Besides; though I may at first sight be thought
  rather an elderly man; a wetting is of no very serious
  consequence to me。 I assure you I am not so old as I look; and I
  am of a stronger constitution than appears。
  〃It was impossible for me to get near enough in the conservatory
  to see what went on in the drawing…room; without the risk of
  being discovered。 But most of the conversation reached me; except
  when they dropped their voices。 This is the substance of what I
  heard:
  〃I gathered that Miss Milroy had been prevailed on; against her
  will; to take refuge from the thunder…storm in Mr。 Armadale's
  house。 She said so; at least; and she gave two reasons。 The first
  was that her father had forbidden all intercourse between the
  cottage and the great house。 Mr。 Armadale met this objection by
  declaring that her father had issued his orders under a total
  misconception of the truth; and by entreating her not to treat
  him as cruelly as the major had treated him。 He entered; I
  suspect; into some explanations at this point; but as he dropped
  his voice I am unable to say what they were。 His language; when I
  did hear it; was confused and ungrammatical。 It seemed; however;
  to be quite intelligible enough to persuade Miss Milroy that her
  father had been acting under a mistaken impression of the
  circumstances。 At least; I infer this; for; when I next heard the
  conversation; the young lady was driven back to her second
  objection to being in the housewhich was; that Mr。 Armadale had
  behaved very badly to her; and that he richly deserved that she
  should never speak to him again。
  〃In this latter case; Mr。 Armadale attempted no defense of any
  kind。 He agreed with her that he had behaved badly; he agreed
  with her that he richly deserved she should never speak to him
  again。 At the same time he implored her to remember that he had
  suffered his punishment already。 He was disgraced in the
  neighborhood; and his dearest friend; his one intimate friend in
  the world; had that very morning turned against him like the
  rest。 Far or near; there was not a living creature whom he was
  fond of to comfort him; or to say a friendly word to him。 He was
  lonely and miserable; and his heart ached for a little
  kindnessand that was his only excuse for asking Miss Milroy to
  forget and forgive the past。
  〃I must leave you; I fear; to judge for yourself of the effect of
  this on the young lady; for; though I tried hard; I failed to
  catch what she said。 I am almost certain I heard her crying; and
  Mr。 Armadale entreating her not to break his heart。 They
  whispered a great deal; which aggravated me。 I was afterward
  alarmed by Mr。 Armadale coming out into the conservatory to pick
  some flowers。 He did not come as far; fortunately; as the place
  where I was hidden; and he went in again into the drawing…room;
  and there was more talking (I suspect at close quarters); which
  to my great regret I again failed to catch。 Pray forgive me for
  having so little to tell you。 I can only add that; when the storm
  cleared off; Miss Milroy went away with the flowers in her hand;
  and with Mr。 Armadale escorting her from the house。 My own humble
  opinion is that he had a powerful friend at court; all through
  the interview; in the young lady's own liking for him。
  〃This is all I can say at present; with the exception of one
  other thing I heard; which I blush to mention。 But your word is
  law; and you have ordered me to have no concealments from you。
  〃Their talk turned once; dear madam; on yourself。 I think I heard
  the word 'creature' from Miss Milroy; and I am certain that Mr。
  Armadale; while acknowledging that he had once admired you; added
  that circumstances had since satisfied him of 'his folly。' I
  quote his own expression; it made me quite tremble with
  indignation。 If I may be permitted to say so; the man who admires
  Miss Gwilt lives in Paradise。 Respect; if nothing else; ought to
  have closed Mr。 Armadale's lips。 He is my employer; I know; but
  after his calling it an act of folly to admire you (though I _am_
  his deputy…steward); I utterly despise him。
  〃Trusting that I may have been so happy as to give you
  satisfaction thus far; and earnestly desirous to deserve the
  honor of your continued confidence in me; I remain; dear madam;
  〃Your grateful and devoted servant;
  〃FELIX BASHWOOD。〃
  2。 _From Mrs。 Oldershaw to Miss Gwilt。_
  〃Diana Street; Monday; July 21st。
  〃MY DEAR LYDIAI trouble you with a few lines。 They are written
  under a sense of the duty which I owe to myself; in our present
  position toward each other。
  〃I am not at all satisfied with the tone of your last two
  letters; and I am still less pleased at your leaving me this
  morning without any letter at alland this when we had arranged;
  in the doubtful state of our prospects; that I was to hear from
  you every day。 I can only interpret your conduct in one way。 I
  can only infer that matters at Thorpe Ambrose; having been all
  mismanaged; are all going wrong。
  〃It is not my present object to reproach you; for why should I
  waste time; language; and paper? I merely wish to recall to your
  memory certain considerations which you appear to be disposed to
  overlook。 Shall I put them in the plainest English? Yes; for;
  with all my faults; I am frankness personified。
  〃In the first place; then; I have an interest in your becoming
  Mrs。 Armadale of Thorpe Ambrose as well as you。 Secondly; I have
  provided you (to say nothing of good advice) with all the money
  needed to accomplish our object。 Thirdly; I hold your notes of
  hand; at short dates; for every farthing so advanced。 Fourthly
  and lastly; though I am indulgent to a fault in the capacity of a
  friendin the capacity of a woman of business; my dear; I am not
  to be trifled with。 That is all; Lydia; at least for the present。
  〃Pray don't suppose I write in anger; I am only sorry and
  disheartened。 My state of mind resembles David's。 If I had the
  wings of a dove; I would flee away and be at rest。
  〃Affectionately yours; MARIA OLDERSHAW。〃
  3。 _From Mr。 Bashwood to Miss Gwilt。_
  〃Thorpe Ambrose; July 21st。
  〃DEAR MADAMYou will probably receive these lines a few hours
  after my yesterday's communication reaches you。 I posted my first
  letter last night; and I shall post this before noon to…day。
  〃My present object in writing is to give you some more news from
  this house。 I have the inexpressible happiness of announcing that
  Mr。 Armadale's disgraceful intrusion on your privacy is at an
  end。 The watch set on your actions is to be withdrawn this day。 I
  write; dear madam; with the tears in my eyestears of joy;
  caused by feelings which I ventured to express in my previous
  letter (see first paragraph toward the end)。 Pardon me this
  personal reference。 I can speak to you (I don't know why) so much