第 102 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  looked at the flower in his hand。
  His past existence had disciplined him to bear disaster and
  insult; as few happier men could have borne them; but it had not
  prepared him to feel the master…passion of humanity; for the
  first time; at the dreary end of his life; in the hopeless decay
  of a manhood that had withered under the double blight of
  conjugal disappointment and parental sorrow。 〃Oh; if I was only
  young again!〃 murmured the poor wretch; resting his arms on the
  wall and touching the flower with his dry; fevered lips in a
  stealthy rapture of tenderness。 〃She might have liked me when I
  was twenty!〃 He suddenly started back into an erect position; and
  stared about him in vacant bewilderment and terror。 〃She told me
  to go home;〃 he said; with a startled look。 〃Why am I stopping
  here?〃 He turned; and hurried on to the townin such dread of
  her anger; if she looked round and saw him; that he never so much
  as ventured on a backward glance at the road by which she had
  retired; and never detected the spy dogging her footsteps; under
  cover of the empty houses and the brick…heaps by the roadside。
  Smoothly and gracefully; carefully preserving the speckless
  integrity of her dress; never hastening her pace; and never
  looking aside to the right hand or the left; Miss Gwilt pursued
  her way toward the open country。 The suburban road branched off
  at its end in two directions。 On the left; the path wound through
  a ragged little coppice to the grazing grounds of a neighboring
  farm; on the right; it led across a hillock of waste land to the
  high…road。 Stopping a moment to consider; but not showing the spy
  that she suspected him by glancing behind her while there was a
  hiding…place within his reach; Miss Gwilt took the path across
  the hillock。 〃I'll catch him there;〃 she said to herself; looking
  up quietly at the long straight line of the empty high…road。
  Once on the ground that she had chosen for her purpose; she met
  the difficulties of the position with perfect tact and
  self…possession。 After walking some thirty yards along the road;
  she let her nosegay drop; half turned round in stooping to pick
  it up; saw the man stopping at the same moment behind her; and
  instantly went on again; quickening her pace little by little;
  until she was walking at the top of her speed。 The spy fell into
  the snare laid for him。 Seeing the night coming; and fearing that
  he might lose sight of her in the darkness; he rapidly lessened
  the distance between them。 Miss Gwilt went on faster and faster
  till she plainly heard his footstep behind her; then stopped;
  turned; and met the man face to face the next moment。
  〃My compliments to Mr。 Armadale;〃 she said; 〃and tell him I've
  caught you watching me。〃
  〃I'm not watching you; miss;〃 retorted the spy; thrown off his
  guard by the daring plainness of the language in which she had
  spoken to him。
  Miss Gwilt's eyes measured him contemptuously from head to foot。
  He was a weakly; undersized man。 She wa s the taller; and (quite
  possibly) the stronger of the two。
  〃Take your hat off; you blackguard; when you speak to a lady;〃
  she said; and tossed his hat in an instant; across a ditch by
  which they were standing; into a pool on the other side。
  This time the spy was on his guard。 He knew as well as Miss Gwilt
  knew the use which might be made of the precious minutes; if he
  turned his back on her and crossed the ditch to recover his hat。
  〃It's well for you you're a woman;〃 he said; standing scowling at
  her bareheaded in the fast…darkening light。
  Miss Gwilt glanced sidelong down the onward vista of the road;
  and saw; through the gathering obscurity; the solitary figure of
  a man rapidly advancing toward her。 Some women would have noticed
  the approach of a stranger at that hour and in that lonely place
  with a certain anxiety。 Miss Gwilt was too confident in her own
  powers of persuasion not to count on the man's assistance
  beforehand; whoever he might be; _because_ he was a man。 She
  looked back at the spy with redoubled confidence in herself; and
  measured him contemptuously from head to foot for the second
  time。
  〃I wonder whether I'm strong enough to throw you after your hat?〃
  she said。 〃I'll take a turn and consider it。〃
  She sauntered on a few steps toward the figure advancing along
  the road。 The spy followed her close。 〃Try it;〃 he said;
  brutally。 〃You're a fine woman; you're welcome to put your arms
  round me if you like。〃 As the words escaped him; he too saw the
  stranger for the first time。 He drew back a step and waited。 Miss
  Gwilt; on her side; advanced a step and waited; too。
  The stranger came on; with the lithe; light step of a practiced
  walker; swinging a stick in his hand and carrying a knapsack on
  his shoulders。 A few paces nearer; and his face became visible。
  He was a dark man; his black hair was powdered with dust; and his
  black eyes were looking steadfastly forward along the road before
  him。
  Miss Gwilt advanced with the first signs of agitation she had
  shown yet。 〃Is it possible?〃 she said; softly。 〃Can it really be
  you?〃
  It was Midwinter; on his way back to Thorpe Ambrose; after his
  fortnight among the Yorkshire moors。
  He stopped and looked at her; in breathless surprise。 The image
  of the woman had been in his thoughts; at the moment when the
  woman herself spoke to him。 〃Miss Gwilt!〃 he exclaimed; and
  mechanically held out his hand。
  She took it; and pressed it gently。 〃I should have been glad to
  see you at any time;〃 she said。 〃You don't know how glad I am to
  see you now。 May I trouble you to speak to that man? He has been
  following me; and annoying me all the way from the town。〃
  Midwinter stepped past her without uttering a word。 Faint as the
  light was; the spy saw what was coming in his face; and; turning
  instantly; leaped the ditch by the road…side。 Before Midwinter
  could follow; Miss Gwilt's hand was on his shoulder。
  〃No;〃 she said; 〃you don't know who his employer is。〃
  Midwinter stopped and looked at her。
  〃Strange things have happened since you left us;〃 she went on。 〃I
  have been forced to give up my situation; and I am followed and
  watched by a paid spy。 Don't ask who forced me out of my
  situation; and who pays the spyat least not just yet。 I can't
  make up my mind to tell you till I am a little more composed。 Let
  the wretch go。 Do you mind seeing me safe back to my lodging?
  It's in your way home。 May Imay I ask for the support of your
  arm? My little stock of courage is quite exhausted。〃 She took his
  arm and clung close to it。 The woman who had tyrannized over Mr。
  Bashwood was gone; and the woman who had tossed the spy's hat
  into the pool was gone。 A timid; shrinking; interesting creature
  filled the fair skin and trembled on the symmetrical limbs of
  Miss Gwilt。 She put her handkerchief to her eyes。 〃They say
  necessity has no law;〃 she murmured; faintly。 〃I am treating you
  like an old friend。 God knows I want one!〃
  They went on toward the town。 She recovered herself with a
  touching fortitude; she put her handkerchief back in her pocket;
  and persisted in turning the conversation on Midwinter's walking
  tour。 〃It is bad enough to be a burden on you;〃 she said; gently
  pressing on his arm as she spoke; 〃I mustn't distress you as
  well。 Tell me where you have been; and what you have seen。
  Interest me in your journey; help me to escape from myself。〃
  They reached the modest little lodging in the miserable little
  suburb。 Miss Gwilt sighed; and removed her glove before she took
  Midwinter's hand。 〃I have taken refuge here;〃 she said; simply。
  〃It is clean and quiet; I am too poor to want or expect more。 We
  must say good…by; I suppose; unless〃she hesitated modestly; and
  satisfied herself by a quick look round that they were
  unobserved〃unless you would like to come in and rest a little?
  I feel so gratefully toward you; Mr。 Midwinter! Is there any
  harm; do you think; in my offering you a cup of tea?〃
  The magnetic influence of her touch was thrilling through him
  while she spoke。 Change and absence; to which he had trusted to
  weaken her hold on him; had treacherously strengthened it
  instead。 A man exceptionally sensitive; a man exceptionally pure
  in his past life; he stood hand in hand; in the tempting secrecy
  of the night; with the first woman who had exercised over him the
  all…absorbing influence of her sex。 At his age; and in his
  position; who could have left her? The man (with a man's
  temperament) doesn't live who could have left her。 Midwinter went
  in。
  A stupid; sleepy lad opened the house door。 Even he; being a male
  creature; brightened under the influence of Miss Gwilt。 〃The urn;
  John;〃 she said; kindly; 〃and another cup and saucer。 I'll borrow
  your candle to light my candles upstairs; and then I won't
  trouble you any more to…night。〃 John was wakeful and active in an
  instant。 〃No trouble; miss;〃 he said; with awkward civility。 Miss
  Gwilt took his candle with a smile。 〃How good people are to me!〃
  she whispered; innocently; to Midwinter; as she led the way
  upstairs to the little drawing…room on the first floor。
  She lit the candles; and; turning quickly on her guest; stopped
  him at the first attempt he made to remove the knapsack from his
  shoulders。