第 74 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  in the way of our recovering the lost trace。 But they have
  promised to do their best; and we have decided on the course to
  be taken; excepting one point on which we totally differ。 I must
  tell you what this difference is; for; while business keeps me
  away from Thorpe Ambrose; you are the only person whom I can
  trust to put my convictions to the test。
  〃The lawyers are of opinion; then; that the woman has been aware
  from the first that I was watching her; that there is;
  consequently; no present hope of her being rash enough to appear
  personally at Thorpe Ambrose; that any mischief she may have it
  in contemplation to do will be done in the first instance by
  deputy; and that the only wise course for Allan's friends and
  guardians to take is to wait passively till events enlighten
  them。 My own idea is diametrically opposed to this。 After what
  has happened at the railway; I cannot deny that the woman must
  have discovered that I was watching her。 But she has no reason to
  suppose that she has not succeeded in deceiving me; and I firmly
  believe she is bold enough to take us by surprise; and to win or
  force her way into Allan's confidence before we are prepared to
  prevent her。
  〃You and you only (while I am detained in London) can decide
  whether I am right or wrongand you can do it in this way。
  Ascertain at once whether any woman who is a stranger in the
  neighborhood has appeared since Monday last at or near Thorpe
  Ambrose。 If any such person has been observed (and nobody escapes
  observation in the country); take the first opportunity you can
  get of seeing her; and ask yourself if her face does or does not
  answer certain plain questions which I am now about to write down
  for you。 You may depend on my accuracy。 I saw the woman unveiled
  on more than one occasion; and the last time through an excellent
  glass。
  〃1。 Is her hair light brown; and (apparently) not very plentiful?
  2。 Is her forehead high; narrow; and sloping backward from the
  brow? 3。 Are her eyebrows very faintly marked; and are her eyes
  small; and nearer dark than lighteither gray or hazel (I have
  not seen her close enough to he certain which)? 4。 Is her nose
  aquiline? 5 Are her lips thin; and is the upper lip long? 6。 Does
  her complexion look like an originally fair complexion; which has
  deteriorated into a dull; sickly paleness? 7 (and lastly)。 Has
  she a retreating chin; and is there on the left side of it a mark
  of some k inda mole or a scar; I can't say which?
  〃I add nothing about her expression; for you may see her under
  circumstances which may partially alter it as seen by me。 Test
  her by her features; which no circumstances can change。 If there
  is a stranger in the neighborhood; and if her face answers my
  seven questions; _you have found the woman!_ Go instantly; in
  that case; to the nearest lawyer; and pledge my name and credit
  for whatever expenses may be incurred in keeping her under
  inspection night and day。 Having done this; take the speediest
  means of communicating with me; and whether my business is
  finished or not; I will start for Norfolk by the first train。
  〃Always your friend; DECIMUS BROCK。〃
  Hardened by the fatalist conviction that now possessed him;
  Midwinter read the rector's confession of defeat; from the first
  line to the last; without the slightest betrayal either of
  interest or surprise。 The one part of the letter at which he
  looked back was the closing part of it。 〃I owe much to Mr。
  Brock's kindness;〃 he thought; 〃and I shall never see Mr。 Brock
  again。 It is useless and hopeless; but he asks me to do it; and
  it shall be done。 A moment's look at her will be enougha
  moment's look at her with his letter in my handand a line to
  tell him that the woman is here!〃
  Again he stood hesitating at the half…opened door; again the
  cruel necessity of writing his farewell to Allan stopped him; and
  stared him in the face。
  He looked aside doubtingly at the rector's letter。 〃I will write
  the two together;〃 he said。 〃One may help the other。〃 His face
  flushed deep as the words escaped him。 He was conscious of doing
  what he had not done yetof voluntarily putting off the evil
  hour; of making Mr。 Brock the pretext for gaining the last
  respite left; the respite of time。
  The only sound that reached him through the open door was the
  sound of Allan stirring noisily in the next room。 He stepped at
  once into the empty corridor; and meeting no one on the stairs;
  made his way out of the house。 The dread that his resolution to
  leave Allan might fail him if he saw Allan again was as vividly
  present to his mind in the morning as it had been all through the
  night。 He drew a deep breath of relief as he descended the house
  stepsrelief at having escaped the friendly greeting of the
  morning; from the one human creature whom he loved!
  He entered the shrubbery with Mr。 Brock's letter in his hand; and
  took the nearest way that led to the major's cottage。 Not the
  slightest recollection was in his mind of the talk which had
  found its way to his ears during the night。 His one reason for
  determining to see the woman was the reason which the rector had
  put in his mind。 The one remembrance that now guided him to the
  place in which she lived was the remembrance of Allan's
  exclamation when he first identified the governess with the
  figure at the pool。
  Arrived at the gate of the cottage; he stopped。 The thought
  struck him that he might defeat his own object if he looked at
  the rector's questions in the woman's presence。 Her suspicions
  would be probably roused; in the first instance; by his asking to
  see her (as he had determined to ask; with or without an excuse);
  and the appearance of the letter in his hand might confirm them。
  She might defeat him by instantly leaving the room。 Determined to
  fix the description in his mind first; and then to confront her;
  he opened the letter; and; turning away slowly by the side of the
  house; read the seven questions which he felt absolutely assured
  beforehand the woman's face would answer。
  In the morning quiet of the park slight noises traveled far。 A
  slight noise disturbed Midwinter over the letter。
  He looked up and found himself on the brink of a broad grassy
  trench; having the park on one side and the high laurel hedge of
  an inclosure on the other。 The inclosure evidently surrounded the
  back garden of the cottage; and the trench was intended to
  protect it from being damaged by the cattle grazing in the park。
  Listening carefully as the slight sound which had disturbed him
  grew fainter; he recognized in it the rustling of women's
  dresses。 A few paces ahead; the trench was crossed by a bridge
  (closed by a wicket gate) which connected the garden with the
  park。 He passed through the gate; crossed the bridge; and;
  opening a door at the other end; found himself in a summer…house
  thickly covered with creepers; and commanding a full view of the
  garden from end to end。
  He looked; and saw the figures of two ladies walking slowly away
  from him toward the cottage。 The shorter of the two failed to
  occupy his attention for an instant; he never stopped to think
  whether she was or was not the major's daughter。 His eyes were
  riveted on the other figurethe figure that moved over the
  garden walk with the long; lightly falling dress and the easy;
  seductive grace。 There; presented exactly as be had seen her once
  alreadythere; with her back again turned on him; was the Woman
  at the pool!
  There was a chance that they might take another turn in the
  gardena turn back toward the summer…house。 On that chance
  Midwinter waited。 No consciousness of the intrusion that he was
  committing had stopped him at the door of the summer…house; and
  no consciousness of it troubled him even now。 Every finer
  sensibility in his nature; sinking under the cruel laceration of
  the past night; had ceased to feel。 The dogged resolution to do
  what he had come to do was the one animating influence left alive
  in him。 He acted; he even looked; as the most stolid man living
  might have acted and looked in his place。 He was self…possessed
  enough; in the interval of expectation before governess and pupil
  reached the end of the walk; to open Mr。 Brock's letter; and to
  fortify his memory by a last look at the paragraph which
  described her face。
  He was still absorbed over the description when he heard the
  smooth rustle of the dresses traveling toward him again。 Standing
  in the shadow of the summer…house; he waited while she lessened
  the distance between them。 With her written portrait vividly
  impressed on his mind; and with the clear light of the morning to
  help him; his eyes questioned her as she came on; and these were
  the answers that her face gave him back。
  The hair in the rector's description was light brown and not
  plentiful。 This woman's hair; superbly luxuriant in its growth;
  was of the one unpardonably remarkable shade of color which the
  prejudice of the Northern nations never entirely forgivesit was
  _red!_ The forehead in the rector's description was high; narrow;
  and sloping backward from the brow; the eyebrows were faintly
  marked; and the eyes small; and in color either gray or hazel。
  This woman's forehead was low; upright; and broad toward