第 52 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  notice in a very delicate way; and he has not acknowledged (what
  is quite clear to my mind) that he knew of Mr。 Darch's unfriendly
  feeling toward you when he wrote。 Wait a little before you go to
  this stranger; wait till we can talk it over together to…night。〃
  〃Wait!〃 replied Allan。 〃Haven't I told you that I always strike
  while the iron's hot? Trust my eye for character; old boy; I'll
  look Pedgift through and through; and act accordingly。 Don't keep
  me any longer; for Heaven's sake。 I'm in a fine humor for
  tackling the resident gentry; and if I don't go at once; I'm
  afraid it may wear off。〃
  With that excellent reason for being in a hurry; Allan
  boisterously broke away。 Before it was possible to stop him
  again; he had jumped into the carriage and had left the house。
  CHAPTER IV。
  THE MARCH OF EVENTS。
  MIDWINTER'S face darkened when the last trace of the carriage had
  disappeared from view。 〃I have done my best;〃 he said; as he
  turned back gloomily into the house 〃If Mr。 Brock himself were
  here; Mr。 Brock could do no more!〃
  He looked at the bunch of keys which Allan had thrust into his
  hand; and a sudden longing to put himself to the test over the
  steward's books took possession of his sensitive self…tormenting
  nature。 Inquiring his way to the room in which the various
  movables of the steward's office had been provisionally placed
  after the letting of the cottage; he sat down at the desk; and
  tried how his own unaided capacity would guide him through the
  business records of the Thorpe Ambrose estate。 The result exposed
  his own ignorance unanswerably before his own eyes。 The ledgers
  bewildered him; the leases; the plans; and even the
  correspondence itself; might have been written; for all he could
  understand of them; in an unknown tongue。 His memory reverted
  bitterly as he left the room again to his two years' solitary
  self…instruction in the Shrewsbury book…seller's shop。 〃If I
  could only have worked at a business!〃 he thought。 〃If I could
  only have known that the company of poets and philosophers was
  company too high for a vagabond like me!〃
  He sat down alone in the great hall; the silence of it fell
  heavier and heavier on his sinking spirits; the beauty of it
  exasperated him; like an insult from a purse…proud man。 〃Curse
  the place!〃 he said; snatching up his hat and stick。 〃I like the
  bleakest hillside I ever slept on better than I like this house!〃
  He impatiently descended the door…steps; and stopped on the
  drive; considering; by which direction he should leave the park
  for the country beyond。 If he followed the road taken by the
  carriage; he might risk unsettling Allan by accidentally meeting
  him in the town。 If he went out by the back gate; he knew his own
  nature well enough to doubt his ability to pass the room of the
  dream without entering it again。 But one other way remained: the
  way which he had taken; and then abandoned again; in the morning。
  There was no fear of disturbing Allan and the major's daughter
  now。 Without further hesitation; Midwinter set forth through the
  gardens to explore the open country on that side of the estate。
  Thrown off its balance by the events of the day; his mind was
  full of that sourly savage resistance to the inevitable
  self…assertion of wealth; so amiably deplored by the prosperous
  and the rich; so bitterly familiar to the unfortunate and the
  poor。 〃The heather…bell costs nothing!〃 he thought; looking
  contemptuously at the masses of rare and beautiful flowers that
  surrounded him; 〃and the buttercups and daisies are as bright as
  the best of you!〃 He followed the artfully contrived ovals and
  squares of the Italian garden with a vagabond indifference to the
  symmetry of their construction and the ingenuity of their design。
  〃How many pounds a foot did _you_ cost?〃 he said; looking back
  with scornful eyes at the last path as he left it。 〃Wind away
  over high and low like the sheep…walk on the mountain side; if
  you can!〃
  He entered the shrubbery which Allan had entered before him;
  crossed the paddock and the rustic bridge beyond; and reached the
  major's cottage。 His ready mind seized the right conclusion at
  the first sight of it; and he stopped before the garden gate; to
  look at the trim little residence which would never have been
  empty; and would never have been let; but for Allan's ill…advised
  resolution to force the steward's situation on his friend。
  The summer afternoon was warm; the summer air was faint and
  still。 On the upper and the lower floor of the cottage the
  windows were all open。 From one of them; on the upper story; the
  sound of voices was startlingly audible in the quiet of the park
  as Midwinter paused on the outer side of the garden inclosure。
  The voice of a woman; harsh; high; and angrily complaininga
  voice with all the freshness and the melody gone; and with
  nothing but the hard power of it leftwas the discordantly
  predominant sound。 With it; from moment to moment; there mingled
  the deeper and quieter tones; soothing and compassionate; of the
  voice of a man。 Although the distance was too great to allow
  Midwinter to disti nguish the words that were spoken; he felt the
  impropriety of remaining within hearing of the voices; and at
  once stepped forward to continue his walk。
  At the same moment; the face of a young girl (easily recognizable
  as the face of Miss Milroy; from Allan's description of her)
  appeared at the open window of the room。 In spite of himself;
  Midwinter paused to look at her。 The expression of the bright
  young face; which had smiled so prettily on Allan; was weary and
  disheartened。 After looking out absently over the park; she
  suddenly turned her head back into the room; her attention having
  been apparently struck by something that had just been said in
  it。 〃Oh; mamma; mamma;〃 she exclaimed; indignantly; 〃how _can_
  you say such things!〃 The words were spoken close to the window;
  they reached Midwinter's ears; and hurried him away before he
  heard more。 But the self…disclosure of Major Milroy's domestic
  position had not reached its end yet。 As Midwinter turned the
  corner of the garden fence; a tradesman's boy was handing a
  parcel in at the wicket gate to the woman servant。 〃Well;〃 said
  the boy; with the irrepressible impudence of his class; 〃how is
  the missus?〃 The woman lifted her hand to box his ears。 〃How is
  the missus?〃 she repeated; with an angry toss of her head; as the
  boy ran off。 〃If it would only please God to take the missus; it
  would be a blessing to everybody in the house。〃
  No such ill…omened shadow as this had passed over the bright
  domestic picture of the inhabitants of the cottage; which Allan's
  enthusiasm had painted for the contemplation of his friend。 It
  was plain that the secret of the tenants had been kept from the
  landlord so far。 Five minutes more of walking brought Midwinter
  to the park gates。 〃Am I fated to see nothing and hear nothing
  to…day; which can give me heart and hope for the future?〃 he
  thought; as he angrily swung back the lodge gate。 〃Even the
  people Allan has let the cottage to are people whose lives are
  imbittered by a household misery which it is _my_ misfortune to
  have found out!〃
  He took the first road that lay before him; and walked on;
  noticing little; immersed in his own thoughts。
  More than an hour passed before the necessity of turning back
  entered his mind。 As soon as the idea occurred to him; he
  consulted his watch; and determined to retrace his steps; so as
  to be at the house in good time to meet Allan on his return。 Ten
  minutes of walking brought him back to a point at which three
  roads met; and one moment's observation of the place satisfied
  him that he had entirely failed to notice at the time by which of
  the three roads he had advanced。 No sign…post was to be seen; the
  country on either side was lonely and flat; intersected by broad
  drains and ditches。 Cattle were grazing here and there; and a
  windmill rose in the distance above the pollard willows that
  fringed the low horizon。 But not a house was to be seen; and not
  a human creature appeared on the visible perspective of any one
  of the three roads。 Midwinter glanced back in the only direction
  left to look atthe direction of the road along which he had
  just been walking。 There; to his relief; was the figure of a man;
  rapidly advancing toward him; of whom he could ask his way。
  The figure came on; clad from head to foot in dreary blacka
  moving blot on the brilliant white surface of the sun…brightened
  road。 He was a lean; elderly; miserably respectable man。 He wore
  a poor old black dress…coat; and a cheap brown wig; which made no
  pretense of being his own natural hair。 Short black trousers
  clung like attached old servants round his wizen legs; and rusty
  black gaiters hid all they could of his knobbed; ungainly feet。
  Black crape added its mite to the decayed and dingy wretchedness
  of his old beaver hat; black mohair in the obsolete form of a
  stock drearily encircled his neck and rose as high as his haggard
  jaws。 The one morsel of color he carried about him was a lawyer's
  bag of blue serge; as lean and limp as himself。 The one
  attractive feature in his clean…shaven; weary old face was a neat
  set of teethteeth (