第 24 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:21      字数:9321
  better he liked his after…dinner amusement。 He was in high
  good…humor that day; and he hit me so hard that he toppled over;
  in his drunken state; with the force of his own blow。 He fell
  with his face in a puddle; and lay there without moving。 I and
  the dogs stood at a distance; and looked at him: we thought he
  was feigning; to get us near and have another stroke at us。 He
  feigned so long that we ventured up to him at last。 It took me
  some time to pull him over; he was a heavy man。 When I did get
  him on his back; he was dead。 We made all the outcry we could;
  but the dogs were little; and I was little; and the place was
  lonely; and no help came to us。 I took his fiddle and his stick;
  I said to my two brothers; 'Come along; we must get our own
  living now;' and we went away heavy…hearted; and left him on the
  moor。 Unnatural as it may seem to you; I was sorry for him。 I
  kept his ugly name through all my after…wanderings; and I have
  enough of the old leaven left in me to like the sound of it
  still。 Midwinter or Armadale; never mind my name now; we will
  talk of that afterward; you must know the worst of me first。〃
  〃Why not the best of you?〃 said Mr。 Brock; gently。
  〃Thank you; sir; but I am here to tell the truth。 We will get on;
  if you please; to the next chapter in my story。 The dogs and I
  did badly; after our master's death; our luck was against us。 I
  lost one of my little brothersthe best performer of the two; he
  was stolen; and I never recovered him。 My fiddle and my stilts
  were taken from me next; by main force; by a tramp who was
  stronger than I。 These misfortunes drew Tommy and meI beg your
  pardon; sir; I mean the dogcloser together than ever。
  I think we had some kind of dim foreboding on both sides that we
  had not done with our misfortunes yet; anyhow; it was not very
  long before we were parted forever。 We were neither of us thieves
  (our master had been satisfied with teaching us to dance); but we
  both committed an invasion of the rights of property; for all
  that。 Young creatures; even when they are half starved; cannot
  resist taking a run sometimes on a fine morning。 Tommy and I
  could not resist taking a run into a gentleman's plantation; the
  gentleman preserved his game; and the gentleman's keeper knew his
  business。 I heard a gun go off; you can guess the rest。 God
  preserve me from ever feeling such misery again as I felt when I
  lay down by Tommy; and took him; dead and bloody; in my arms! The
  keeper attempted to part us; I bit him; like the wild animal I
  was。 He tried the stick on me next; he might as well have tried
  it on one of the trees。 The noise reached the ears of two young
  ladies riding near the placedaughters of the gentleman on whose
  property I was a trespasser。 They were too well brought up to
  lift their voices against the sacred right of preserving game;
  but they were kind…hearted girls; and they pitied me; and took me
  home with them。 I remember the gentlemen of the house (keen
  sportsmen all of them) roaring with laughter as I went by the
  windows; crying; with my little dead dog in my arms。 Don't
  suppose I complain of their laughter; it did me good service; it
  roused the indignation of the two ladies。 One of them took me
  into her own garden; and showed me a place where I might bury my
  dog under the flowers; and be sure that no other hands should
  ever disturb him again。 The other went to her father; and
  persuaded him to give the forlorn little vagabond a chance in the
  house; under one of the upper servants。 Yes! you have been
  cruising in company with a man who was once a foot…boy。 I saw you
  look at me; when I amused Mr。 Armadale by laying the cloth on
  board the yacht。 Now you know why I laid it so neatly; and forgot
  nothing。 It has been my good fortune to see something of society;
  I have helped to fill its stomach and black its boots。 My
  experience of the servants' hall was not a long one。 Before I had
  worn out my first suit of livery; there was a scandal in the
  house。 It was the old story; there is no need to tell it over
  again for the thousandth time。 Loose money left on a table; and
  not found there again; all the servants with characters to appeal
  to except the foot…boy; who had been rashly taken on trial。 Well!
  well! I was lucky in that house to the last; I was not prosecuted
  for taking what I had not only never touched; but never even
  seen: I was only turned out。 One morning I went in m y old
  clothes to the grave where I had buried Tommy。 I gave the place a
  kiss; I said good…by to my little dead dog; and there I was; out
  in the world again; at the ripe age of thirteen years!〃
  〃In that friendless state; and at that tender age;〃 said Mr。
  Brock; 〃did no thought cross your mind of going home again?〃
  〃I went home again; sir; that very nightI slept on the
  hill…side。 What other home had I? In a day or two's time I
  drifted back to the large towns and the bad company; the great
  open country was so lonely to me; now I had lost the dogs! Two
  sailors picked me up next。 I was a handy lad; and I got a
  cabin…boy's berth on board a coasting… vessel。 A cabin…boy's
  berth means dirt to live in; offal to eat; a man's work on a
  boy's shoulders; and the rope's…end at regular intervals。 The
  vessel touched at a port in the Hebrides。 I was as ungrateful as
  usual to my best benefactors; I ran away again。 Some women found
  me; half dead of starvation; in the northern wilds of the Isle of
  Skye。 It was near the coast and I took a turn with the fishermen
  next。 There was less of the rope's…end among my new masters; but
  plenty of exposure to wind and weather; and hard work enough to
  have killed a boy who was not a seasoned tramp like me。 I fought
  through it till the winter came; and then the fishermen turned me
  adrift again。 I don't blame them; food was scarce; and mouths
  were many。 With famine staring the whole community in the face;
  why should they keep a boy who didn't belong to them? A great
  city was my only chance in the winter…time; so I went to Glasgow;
  and all but stepped into the lion's mouth as soon as I got there。
  I was minding an empty cart on the Broomielaw; when I heard my
  stepfather's voice on the pavement side of the horse by which I
  was standing。 He had met some person whom he knew; and; to my
  terror and surprise; they were talking about me。 Hidden behind
  the horse; I heard enough of their conversation to know that I
  had narrowly escaped discovery before I went on board the
  coasting…vessel。 I had met at that time with another vagabond boy
  of my own age; we had quarreled and parted。 The day after; my
  stepfather's inquiries were made in that very district; and it
  became a question with him (a good personal description being
  unattainable in either case) which of the two boys he should
  follow。 One of them; he was informed; was known as 〃Brown;〃 and
  the other as 〃Midwinter。〃 Brown was just the common name which a
  cunning runaway boy would be most likely to assume; Midwinter;
  just the remarkable name which he would be most likely to avoid。
  The pursuit had accordingly followed Brown; and had allowed me to
  escape。 I leave you to imagine whether I was not doubly and
  trebly determined to keep my gypsy master's name after that。 But
  my resolution did not stop here。 I made up my mind to leave the
  country altogether。 After a day or two's lurking about the
  outward…bound vessels in port; I found out which sailed first;
  and hid myself on board。 Hunger tried hard to force me out before
  the pilot had left; but hunger was not new to me; and I kept my
  place。 The pilot was out of the vessel when I made my appearance
  on deck; and there was nothing for it but to keep me or throw me
  overboard。 The captain said (I have no doubt quite truly) that he
  would have preferred throwing me overboard; but the majesty of
  the law does sometimes stand the friend even of a vagabond like
  me。 In that way I came back to a sea…life。 In that way I learned
  enough to make me handy and useful (as I saw you noticed) on
  board Mr。 Armadale's yacht。 I sailed more than one voyage; in
  more than one vessel; to more than one part of the world; and I
  might have followed the sea for life; if I could only have kept
  my temper under every provocation that could be laid on it。 I had
  learned a great deal; but; not having learned that; I made the
  last part of my last voyage home to the port of Bristol in irons;
  and I saw the inside of a prison for the first time in my life;
  on a charge of mutinous conduct to one of my officers。 You have
  heard me with extraordinary patience; sir; and I am glad to tell
  you; in return; that we are not far now from the end of my story。
  You found some books; if I remember right; when you searched my
  luggage at the Somersetshire inn?〃
  Mr。 Brock answered in the affirmative。
  〃Those books mark the next change in my lifeand the last;
  before I took the usher's place at the school。 My term of
  imprisonment was not a long one。 Perhaps my youth pleaded for me;
  perhaps the Bristol magistrates took into consideration the time
  I had passed in irons on board ship。 Anyhow; I was just turned
  seventeen when I found myself out on the world again。 I had no
  friends to receive me; I had no place to go to。 A sailor's life;
  after what