第 19 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:21      字数:9322
  delicacy; quite out of the question and; having done this; he
  would beg leave to close the correspondence。
  Mr。 Brock wisely destroyed the second letter on the spot; and;
  after showing Allan his cousin's invitation; suggested that he
  should go to Thorpe Ambrose as soon as he felt fit to present
  himself to strangers。
  Allan listened to the advice patiently enough; but he declined to
  profit by it。 〃I will shake hands with my cousin willingly if I
  ever meet him;〃 he said; 〃but I will visit no family; and be a
  guest in no house; in which my mother has
  been badly treated。〃 Mr。 Brock remonstrated gently; and tried to
  put matters in their proper light。 Even at that timeeven while
  he was still ignorant of events which were then
  impendingAllan's strangely isolated position in the world was a
  subject of serious anxiety to his old friend and tutor。 The
  proposed visit to Thorpe Ambrose opened the very prospect of his
  making friends and connections suited to him in rank and age
  which Mr。 Brock most desired to see; but Allan was not to be
  persuaded; he was obstinate and unreasonable; and the rector had
  no alternative but to drop the subject。
  One on another the weeks passed monotonously; and Allan showed
  but little of the elasticity of his age and character in bearing
  the affliction that had made him motherless。 He finished and
  launched his yacht; but his own journeymen remarked that the work
  seemed to have lost its interest for him。 It was not natural to
  the young man to brood over his solitude and his grief as he was
  brooding now。 As the spring advanced; Mr。 Brock began to feel
  uneasy about the future; if Allan was not roused at once by
  change of scene。 After much pondering; the rector decided on
  trying a trip to Paris; and on extending the journey southward if
  his companion showed an interest in Continental traveling。
  Allan's reception of the proposal made atonement for his
  obstinacy in refusing to cultivate his cousin's acquaintance; he
  was willing to go with Mr。 Brock wherever Mr。 Brock pleased。 The
  rector took him at his word; and in the middle of March the two
  strangely assorted companions left for London on their way to
  Paris。
  Arrived in London; Mr。 Brock found himself unexpectedly face to
  face with a new anxiety。 The unwelcome subject of Ozias
  Midwinter; which had been buried in peace since the beginning of
  December; rose to the surface again; and confronted the rector at
  the very outset of his travels; more unmanageably than ever。
  Mr。 Brock's position in dealing with this difficult matter had
  been hard enough to maintain when he had first meddled with it。
  He now found himself with no vantage…ground left to stand on。
  Events had so ordered it that the difference of opinion between
  Allan and his mother on the subject of the usher was entirely
  disassociated with the agitation which had hastened Mrs。
  Armadale's death。 Allan's resolution to say no irritating words;
  and Mr。 Brock's reluctance to touch on a disagreeable topic; had
  kept them both silent about Midwinter in Mrs。 Armadale's presence
  during the three days which had intervened between that person's
  departure and the appearance of the strange woman in the village。
  In the period of suspense and suffering that had followed no
  recurrence to the subject of the usher had been possible; and
  none had taken place。 Free from all mental disquietude on this
  score; Allan had stoutly preserved his perverse interest in his
  new friend。 He had written to tell Midwinter of his affliction;
  and he now proposed (unless the rector formally objected to it)
  paying a visit to his friend before he started for Paris the next
  morning。
  What was Mr。 Brock to do? There was no denying that Midwinter's
  conduct had pleaded unanswerably against poor Mrs。 Armadale's
  unfounded distrust of him。 If the rector; with no convincing
  reason to allege against it; and with no right to interfere but
  the right which Allan's courtesy gave him; declined to sanction
  the proposed visit; then farewell to all the old sociability and
  confidence between tutor and pupil on the contemplated tour。
  Environed by difficulties; which might have been possibly worsted
  by a less just and a less kind…hearted man; Mr。 Brock said a
  cautious word or two at parting; and (with more confidence in
  Midwinter's discretion and self…denial than he quite liked to
  acknowledge; even to himself) left Allan free to take his own
  way。
  After whiling away an hour; during the interval of his pupil's
  absence; by a walk in the streets; the rector returned to his
  hotel; and; finding the newspaper disengaged in the coffee…room;
  sat down absently to look over it。 His eye; resting idly on the
  title…page; was startled into instant attention by the very first
  advertisement that it chanced to light on at the head of the
  column。 There was Allan's mysterious namesake again; figuring in
  capital letters; and associated this time (in the character of a
  dead man) with the offer of a pecuniary reward。 Thus it ran:
  SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD。To parish clerks; sextons; and others。
  Twenty Pounds reward will be paid to any person who can produce
  evidence of the death of ALLAN ARMADALE; only son of the late
  Allan Armadale; of Barbadoes; and born in Trinidad in the year
  1830。 Further particulars on application to Messrs。 Hammick and
  Ridge; Lincoln's Inn Fields; London。
  Even Mr。 Brock's essentially unimaginative mind began to stagger
  superstitiously in the dark as he laid the newspaper down again。
  Little by little a vague suspicion took possession of him that
  the whole series of events which had followed the first
  appearance of Allan's namesake in the newspaper six years since
  was held together by some mysterious connection; and was tending
  steadily to some unimaginable end。 Without knowing why; he began
  to feel uneasy at Allan's absence。 Without knowing why; he became
  impatient to get his pupil away from England before anything else
  happened between night and morning。
  In an hour more the rector was relieved of all immediate anxiety
  by Allan's return to the hotel。 The young man was vexed and out
  of spirits。 He had discovered Midwinter's lodgings; but he had
  failed to find Midwinter himself。 The only account his landlady
  could give of him was that he had gone out at his customary time
  to get his dinner at the nearest eating…house; and that he had
  not returned; in accordance with his usual regular habits; at his
  usual regular hour。 Allan had therefore gone to inquire at the
  eating…house; and had found; on describing him; that Midwinter
  was well known there。 It was his custom; on other days; to take a
  frugal dinner; and to sit half an hour afterward reading the
  newspaper。 On this occasion; after dining; he had taken up the
  paper as usual; had suddenly thrown it aside again; and had gone;
  nobody knew where; in a violent hurry。 No further information
  being attainable; Allan had left a note at the lodgings; giving
  his address at the hotel; and begging Midwinter to come and say
  good…by before his departure for Paris。
  The evening passed; and Allan's invisible friend never appeared。
  The morning came; bringing no obstacles with it; and Mr。 Brock
  and his pupil left London。 So far Fortune had declared herself at
  last on the rector's side。 Ozias Midwinter; after intrusively
  rising to the surface; had conveniently dropped out of sight
  again。 What was to happen next?
  …
  Advancing once more; by three weeks only; from past to present;
  Mr。 Brock's memory took up the next event on the seventh of
  April。 To all appearance; the chain was now broken at last。 The
  new event had no recognizable connection (either to his mind or
  to Allan's) with any of the persons who had appeared; or any of
  the circumstances that had happened; in the by…gone time。
  The travelers had as yet got no further than Paris。 Allan's
  spirits had risen with the change; and he had been made all the
  readier to enjoy the novelty of the scene around him by receiving
  a letter from Midwinter; containing news which Mr。 Brock himself
  acknowledged promised fairly for the future。 The ex…usher had
  been away on business when Allan had called at his lodgings;
  having been led by an accidental circumstance to open
  communications with his relatives on that day。 The result had
  taken him entirely by surprise: it had unexpectedly secured to
  him a little income of his own for the rest of his life。 His
  future plans; now that this piece of good fortune had fallen to
  his share; were still unsettled。 But if Allan wished to hear what
  he ultimately decided on; his agent in London (whose direction he
  inclosed) would receive communications for him; and would furnish
  Mr。 Armadale at all future times with his address。
  On receipt of this letter; Allan had seized the pen
  in his usual headlong way; and had insisted on Midwinter's
  immediately joining Mr。 Brock and himself on their travels。 The
  last days of March passed; and no answer to the proposal was
  received。 The first days of April came; and on the seventh of the
  month there was a letter for Allan at last on the
  breakfast…table。 He snatched it up; looked at the address; and
  threw the letter down again impatiently。 The handwritin