第 14 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:21      字数:9322
  as I live; it will be the object of my hopes and prayers that
  Allan may never see him; may never even hear of him。 My kind
  friend; I see I surprise you: will you bear with me if I leave
  these strange circumstances unexplained? There is past misfortune
  and misery in my early life too painful for me to speak of; even
  to _you。_ Will you help me to bear the remembrance of it; by
  never referring to this again? Will you do even morewill you
  promise not to speak of it to Allan; and not to let that
  newspaper fall in his way?〃
  Mr。 Brock gave the pledge required of him; and considerately left
  her to herself。
  The rector had been too long and too truly attached to Mrs。
  Armadale to be capable of regarding her with any unworthy
  distrust。 But it would be idle to deny that he felt disappointed
  by her want of confidence in him; and that he looked
  inquisitively at the advertisement more than once on his way back
  to his own house。
  It was clear enough; now; that Mrs。 Armadale's motives for
  burying her son as well as herself in the seclusion of a remote
  country village was not so much to keep him under her own eye as
  to keep him from discovery by his namesake。 Why did she dread the
  idea of their ever meeting? Was it a dread for herself; or a
  dread for her son? Mr。 Brock's loyal belief in his friend
  rejected any solution of the difficulty which pointed at some
  past misconduct of Mrs。 Armadale's。 That night he destroyed the
  advertisement with his own hand; that night he resolved that the
  subject should never be suffered to enter his mind again。 There
  was another Allan Armadale about the world; a stranger to his
  pupil's blood; and a vagabond advertised in the public
  newspapers。 So much accident had revealed to him。 More; for Mrs。
  Armadale's sake; he had no wish to discoverand more he would
  never seek to know。
  This was the second in the series of events which dated from the
  rector's connection with Mrs。 Armadale and her son。 Mr。 Brock's
  memory; traveling on nearer and nearer to present circumstances;
  reached the third stage of its journey through the by…gone time;
  and stopped at the year eighteen hundred and fifty; next。
  The five years that had passed had made little if any change in
  Allan's character。 He had simply developed (to use his tutor's
  own expression) from a boy of sixteen to a boy of twenty…one。 He
  was just as easy and open in his disposition as ever; just as
  quaintly and inveterately good…humored; just as heedless in
  following his own impulses; lead him where they might。 His bias
  toward the sea had strengthened with his advance to the years of
  manhood。 From building a boat; he had now got onwith two
  journeymen at work under himto building a decked vessel of
  five…and…thirty tons。 Mr。 Brock had conscientiously tried to
  divert him to higher aspirations; had taken him to Oxford; to see
  what college life was like; had taken him to London; to expand
  his mind by the spectacle of the great metropolis。 The change had
  diverted Allan; but had not altered him in the least。 He was as
  impenetrably superior to all worldly ambition as Diogenes
  himself。 〃Which is best;〃 asked this unconscious philosopher; 〃to
  find out the way to be happy for yourself; or to let other people
  try if they can find it out for you?〃 From that moment Mr。 Brock
  permitted his pupil's character to grow at its own rate of
  development; and Allan went on uninterruptedly with the work of
  his yacht。
  Time; which had wrought so little change in the son; had not
  passed harmless over the mother。
  Mrs。 Armadale's health was breaking fast。 As her strength failed;
  her temper altered for the worse: she grew more and more fretful;
  more and more subject to morbid fears and fancies; more and more
  reluctant to leave her own room。 Since the appearance of the
  advertisement five years since; nothing had happened to force her
  memory back to the painful associations connected with her early
  life。 No word more on the forbidden topic had passed between the
  rector and herself; no suspicion had ever been raised in Allan's
  mind of the existence of his namesake; and yet; without the
  shadow of a reason for any special anxiety; Mrs。 Armadale had
  become; of late years; obstinately and fretfully uneasy on the
  subject of her son。 More than once Mr。 Brock dreaded a serious
  disagreement between them; but Allan's natural sweetness of
  temper; fortified by his love for his mother; carried him
  triumphantly through all trials。 Not a hard word or a harsh look
  ever escaped him in her presence; he was unchangeably loving and
  forbearing with her to the very last。
  Such were the positions of the son; the mother; and the friend;
  when the next notable event happened in the lives of the three。
  On a dreary afternoon; early in the month of November; Mr。 Brock
  was disturbed over the composition of his sermon by a visit from
  the landlord of the village inn。
  After making his introductory apologies; the landlord st ated the
  urgent business on which he had come to the rectory clearly
  enough。
  A few hours since a young man had been brought to the inn by some
  farm laborers in the neighborhood; who had found him wandering
  about one of their master's fields in a disordered state of mind;
  which looked to their eyes like downright madness。 The landlord
  had given the poor creature shelter while he sent for medical
  help; and the doctor; on seeing him; had pronounced that he was
  suffering from fever on the brain; and that his removal to the
  nearest town at which a hospital or a work…house infirmary could
  be found to receive him would in all probability be fatal to his
  chances of recovery。 After hearing this expression of opinion;
  and after observing for himself that the stranger's only luggage
  consisted of a small carpet…bag which had been found in the field
  near him; the landlord had set off on the spot to consult the
  rector; and to ask; in this serious emergency; what course he was
  to take next。
  Mr。 Brock was the magistrate as well as the clergyman of the
  district; and the course to be taken; in the first instance; was
  to his mind clear enough。 He put on his hat; and accompanied the
  landlord back to the inn。
  At the inn door they were joined by Allan; who had heard the news
  through another channel; and who was waiting Mr。 Brock's arrival;
  to follow in the magistrate's train; and to see what the stranger
  was like。 The village surgeon joined them at the same moment; and
  the four went into the inn together。
  They found the landlord's son on one side; and the hostler on the
  other; holding the man down in his chair。 Young; slim; and
  undersized; he was strong enough at that moment to make it a
  matter of difficulty for the two to master him。 His tawny
  complexion; his large; bright brown eyes; and his black beard
  gave him something of a foreign look。 His dress was a little
  worn; but his linen was clean。 His dusky hands were wiry and
  nervous; and were lividly discolored in more places than one by
  the scars of old wounds。 The toes of one of his feet; off which
  he had kicked the shoe; grasped at the chair rail through his
  stocking; with the sensitive muscular action which is only seen
  in those who have been accustomed to go barefoot。 In the frenzy
  that now possessed him; it was impossible to notice; to any
  useful purpose; more than this。 After a whispered consultation
  with Mr。 Brock; the surgeon personally superintended the
  patient's removal to a quiet bedroom at the back of the house。
  Shortly afterward his clothes and his carpet…bag were sent
  downstairs; and were searched; on the chance of finding a clew by
  which to communicate with his friends; in the magistrate's
  presence。
  The carpet… bag contained nothing but a change of clothing; and
  two booksthe Plays of Sophocles; in the original Greek; and the
  〃Faust〃 of Goethe; in the original German。 Both volumes were much
  worn by reading; and on the fly…leaf of each were inscribed the
  initials O。 M。 So much the bag revealed; and no more。
  The clothes which the man wore when he was discovered in the
  field were tried next。 A purse (containing a sovereign and a few
  shillings); a pipe; a tobacco pouch; a handkerchief; and a little
  drinking…cup of horn were produced in succession。 The next
  object; and the last; was found crumpled up carelessly in the
  breast…pocket of the coat。 It was a written testimonial to
  character; dated and signed; but without any address。
  So far as this document could tell it; the stranger's story was a
  sad one indeed。 He had apparently been employed for a short time
  as usher at a school; and had been turned adrift in the world; at
  the outset of his illness; from the fear that the fever might be
  infectious; and that the prosperity of the establishment might
  suffer accordingly。 Not the slightest imputation of any
  misbehavior in his employment rested on him。 On the contrary; the
  schoolmaster had great pleasure in testifying to his capacity and
  his character; and in expressing a fervent hope that he might
  (under Providence) succeed in recovering his health in somebody
  else's house。 The written testimonial which afforded this glimpse
  at the man's story served one purpose more: it connected him with
  the initials on the books; and id