第 10 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:21      字数:9322
  Mr。 Neal tried hard to control his hand as it kept his place
  between the leaves of the manuscripts but it trembled in spite of
  him。 A suspicion which had been slowly forcing itself on  his mind
  ; while he was reading; became a certainty when he heard those
  words。 From one revelation to another the letter had gone on;
  until it had now reached the brink of a last disclosure to come。
  At that brink the dying man had predetermined to silence the
  reader's voice; before he had permitted his wife to hear the
  narrative read。 There was the secret which the son was to know in
  after years; and which the mother was never to approach。 From
  that resolution; his wife's tenderest pleadings had never moved
  him an inchand now; from his own lips; his wife knew it。
  She made him no answer。 She stood there and looked at him; looked
  her last entreatyperhaps her last farewell。 His eyes gave her
  back no answering glance: they wandered from her mercilessly to
  the sleeping boy。 She turned speechless from the bed。 Without a
  look at the childwithout a word to the two strangers
  breathlessly watching hershe kept the promise she had given;
  and in dead silence left the room。
  There was something in the manner of her departure which shook
  the self…possession of both the men who witnessed it。 When the
  door closed on her; they recoiled instinctively from advancing
  further in the dark。 The doctor's reluctance was the first to
  express itself。 He attempted to obtain the patient's permission
  to withdraw until the letter was completed。 The patient refused。
  Mr。 Neal spoke next at greater length and to more serious
  purpose。
  〃The doctor is accustomed in his profession;〃 he began; 〃and I am
  accustomed in mine; to have the secrets of others placed in our
  keeping。 But it is my duty; before we go further; to ask if you
  really understand the extraordinary position which we now occupy
  toward one another。 You have just excluded Mrs。 Armadale; before
  our own eyes; from a place in your confidence。 And you are now
  offering that same place to two men who are total strangers to
  you。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Mr。 Armadale; 〃_because_ you are strangers。〃
  Few as the words were; the inference to be drawn from them was
  not of a nature to set distrust at rest。 Mr。 Neal put it plainly
  into words。
  〃You are in urgent need of my help and of the doctor's help;〃 he
  said。 〃Am I to understand (so long as you secure our assistance)
  that the impression which the closing passages of this letter may
  produce on us is a matter of indifference to you?〃
  〃Yes。 I don't spare you。 I don't spare myself。 I _do_ spare my
  wife。〃
  〃You force me to a conclusion; sir; which is a very serious one;〃
  said Mr。 Neal。 〃If I am to finish this letter under your
  dictation; I must claim permissionhaving read aloud the greater
  part of it alreadyto read aloud what remains; in the hearing of
  this gentleman; as a witness。〃
  〃Read it。〃
  Gravely doubting; the doctor resumed his chair。 Gravely doubting;
  Mr。 Neal turned the leaf; and read the next words:
  〃There is more to tell before I can leave the dead man to his
  rest。 I have described the finding of his body。 But I have not
  described the circumstances under which he met his death。
  〃He was known to have been on deck when the yacht's boats were
  seen approaching the wreck; and he was afterward missed in the
  confusion caused by the panic of the crew。 At that time the water
  was five feet deep in the cabin; and was rising fast。 There was
  little doubt of his having gone down into that water of his own
  accord。 The discovery of his wife's jewel box; close under him;
  on the floor; explained his presence in the cabin。 He was known
  to have seen help approaching; and it was quite likely that he
  had thereupon gone below to make an effort at saving the box。 It
  was less probablethough it might still have been inferredthat
  his death was the result of some accident in diving; which had
  for the moment deprived him of his senses。 But a discovery made
  by the yacht's crew pointed straight to a conclusion which struck
  the men; one and all; with the same horror。 When the course of
  their search brought them to the cabin; they found the scuttle
  bolted; and the door locked on the outside。 Had some one closed
  the cabin; not knowing he was there? Setting the panic…stricken
  condition of the crew out of the question; there was no motive
  for closing the cabin before leaving the wreck。 But one other
  conclusion remained。 Had some murderous hand purposely locked the
  man in; and left him to drown as the water rose over him?
  〃Yes。 A murderous hand had locked him in; and left him to drown。
  That hand was mine。 〃
  The Scotchman started up from the table; the doctor shrank from
  the bedside。 The two looked at the dying wretch; mastered by the
  same loathing; chilled by the same dread。 He lay there; with his
  child's head on his breast; abandoned by the sympathies of man;
  accursed by the justice of Godhe lay there; in the isolation of
  Cain; and looked back at them。
  At the moment when the two men rose to their feet; the door
  leading into the next room was shaken heavily on the outer side;
  and a sound like the sound of a fall; striking dull on their
  ears; silenced them both。 Standing nearest to the door; the
  doctor opened it; passed through; and closed it instantly。 Mr。
  Neal turned his back on the bed; and waited the event in silence。
  The sound; which had failed to awaken the child; had failed also
  to attract the father's notice。 His own words had taken him far
  from all that was passing at his deathbed。 His helpless body was
  back on the wreck; and the ghost of his lifeless hand was turning
  the lock of the cabin door。
  A bell rang in the next roomeager voices talked; hurried
  footsteps moved in itan interval passed; and the doctor
  returned。 〃Was she listening?〃 whispered Mr。 Neal; in German。
  〃The women are restoring her;〃 the doctor whispered back。 〃She
  has heard it all。 In God's name; what are we to do next?〃 Before
  it was possible to reply; Mr。 Armadale spoke。 The doctor's return
  had roused him to a sense of present things。
  〃Go on;〃 he said; as if nothing had happened。
  〃I refuse to meddle further with your infamous secret;〃 returned
  Mr。 Neal。 〃You are a murderer on your own confession。 If that
  letter is to be finished; don't ask _me_ to hold the pen for
  you。〃
  〃You gave me your promise;〃 was the reply; spoken with the same
  immovable self…possession。 〃You must write for me; or break your
  word。〃
  For the moment; Mr。 Neal was silenced。 There the man
  laysheltered from the execration of his fellow…creatures; under
  the shadow of Deathbeyond the reach of all human condemnation;
  beyond the dread of all mortal laws; sensitive to nothing but his
  one last resolution to finish the letter addressed to his son。
  Mr。 Neal drew the doctor aside。 〃A word with you;〃 he said; in
  German。 〃Do you persist in asserting that he may be speechless
  before we can send to Stuttgart?〃
  〃Look at his lips;〃 said the doctor; 〃and judge for yourself。〃
  His lips answered for him: the reading of the narrative had left
  its mark on them already。 A distortion at the corners of his
  mouth; which had been barely noticeable when Mr。 Neal entered the
  room; was plainly visible now。 His slow articulation labored more
  and more painfully with every word he uttered。 The position was
  emphatically a terrible one。 After a moment more of hesitation;
  Mr。 Neal made a last attempt to withdraw from it。
  〃Now my eyes are open;〃 he said; sternly; 〃do you dare hold me to
  an engagement which you forced on me blindfold?〃
  〃No;〃 answered Mr。 Armadale。 〃I leave you to break your word。〃
  The look which accompanied that reply stung the Scotchman's pride
  to the quick。 When he spoke next; he spoke seated in his former
  place at the table。
  〃No man ever yet said of me that I broke my word;〃 he retorted;
  angrily; 〃and not even you shall say it of me now。 Mind this! If
  you hold me to my promise; I hold you to my condition。 I have
  reserved my freedom of action; and I warn you I will use it at my
  own sole discretion; as soon as I am released from the sight of
  you。〃
  〃Remember he is dying;〃 pleaded the doctor; gently。
  〃Take your place; sir;〃 said Mr。 Neal; pointing to the empty
  chair。 〃What remains to be read; I will only read in your
  hearing。 What remains to be written; I will only write in your
  presence。 _You_ brought me here。 I have a right to insistand I
  do insist on your remaining as a witness to the last。〃
  The doctor accepted his position without remonstrance。 Mr。 Neal
  returned to the manuscript; and read what remained of it
  uninterruptedly to the end:
  〃Without a word in my own defense; I have acknowledged my guilt。
  Without a word in my own defense; I will reveal how the crime was
  committed。
  〃No thought of him was in my mind; when I saw his wife insensible
  on the deck of the timber…ship。 I did my part in lowering her
  safely into the boat。 Then; and not till then; I felt the thought
  of him coming back。 In the confusion that prevailed while the men
  of the yacht were forcing the men of the ship to wait their time;
  I had an opportunity of searching for him unobserved。 I stepped
  back from the bulwark; not knowi