第 6 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:21      字数:9322
  〃Nothing distresses me; but being sent away from _you!_〃
  He waited。 She saw that he was thinking; and waited too。
  〃If I let you stay a little?〃
  〃Yes! yes!〃
  〃Will you go when I tell you?〃
  〃I will。〃
  〃On your oath?〃
  The fetters that bound his tongue seemed to be loosened for a
  moment in the great outburst of anxiety which forced that
  question to his lips。 He spoke those startling words as he had
  spoken no words yet。
  〃On my oath!〃 she repeated; and; dropping on her knees at the
  bedside; passionately kissed his hand。 The two strangers in the
  room turned their heads away by common consent。 In the silence
  that followed; the one sound stirring was the small sound of the
  child's toy; as he moved it hither and thither on the bed。
  The doctor was the first who broke the spell of stillness which
  had fallen on all the persons present。 He approached the patient;
  and examined him anxiously。 Mrs。 Armadale rose from her knees;
  and; first waiting for her husband's permission; carried the
  sheets of manuscript which she had taken out of the desk to the
  table at which Mr。 Neal was waiting。 Flushed and eager; more
  beautiful than ever in the vehement agitation which still
  possessed her; she stooped over him as she put the letter into
  his hands; and; seizing on the means to her end with a woman's
  headlong self…abandonment to her own impulses; whispered to him;
  〃Read it out from the beginning。 I must and will hear it!〃 Her
  eyes flashed their burning light into his; her breath beat on his
  cheek。 Before he could answer; before he could think; she was
  back with her husband。 In an instant she had spoken; and in that
  instant her beauty had bent the Scotchman to her will。 Frowning
  in reluctant acknowledgment of his own inability to resist her;
  he turned over the leaves of the letter; looked at the blank
  place where the pen had dropped from the writer's hand and had
  left a blot on the paper; turned back again to the beginning; and
  said the words; in the wife's interest; which the wife herself
  had put into his lips。
  〃Perhaps; sir; you may wish to make some corrections;〃 he began;
  with all his attention apparently fixed on the letter; and with
  every outward appearance of letting his sour temper again get the
  better of him。 〃Shall I read over to you what you have already
  written?〃
  Mrs。 Armadale; sitting at the bed head on one side; and the
  doctor; with his fingers on the patient's pulse; sitting on the
  other; waited with widely different anxieties for the answer to
  Mr。 Neal's question。 Mr。 Armadale's eyes turned searchingly from
  his child to his wife。
  〃You _will_ hear it?〃 he said。 Her breath came and went quickly;
  her hand stole up and took his; she bowed her head in silence。
  Her husband paused; taking secret counsel with his thoughts; and
  keeping his eyes fixed on his wife。 At last he decided; and gave
  the answer。 〃Read it;〃 he said; 〃and stop when I tell you。〃
  It was close on one o'clock; and the bell was ringing which
  summoned the visitors to their early dinner at the inn。 The quick
  beat of footsteps; and the gathering hum of voices outside;
  penetrated gayly into the room; as Mr。 Neal spread the manuscript
  before him on the table; and read the opening sentences in these
  words:
  〃I address this letter to my son; when my son is of an age to
  understand it。 Having lost all hope of living to see my boy grow
  up to manhood; I have no choice but to write here what I would
  fain have said to him at a future time with my own lips。
  〃I have three objects in writing。 First; to reveal the
  circumstances which attended the marriage of an English lady of
  my acquaintance; in the island of Madeira。 Secondly; to throw the
  true light on the death of her husband a short time afterward; on
  board the French
  timber ship _La Grace de Dieu。_ Thirdly; to warn my son of a
  danger that lies in wait for hima danger that will rise from
  his father's grave when the earth has closed over his father's
  ashes。
  〃The story of the English lady's marriage begins with my
  inheriting the great Armadale property; and my taking the fatal
  Armadale name。
  〃I am the only surviving son of the late Mathew Wrentmore; of
  Barbadoes。 I was born on our family estate in that island; and I
  lost my father when I was still a child。 My mother was blindly
  fond of me; she denied me nothing; she let me live as I pleased。
  My boyhood and youth were passed in idleness and self…indulgence;
  among peopleslaves and half…castes mostlyto whom my will was
  law。 I doubt if there is a gentleman of my birth and station in
  all England as ignorant as I am at this moment。 I doubt if there
  was ever a young man in this world whose passions were left so
  entirely without control of any kind as mine were in those early
  days。
  〃My mother had a woman's romantic objection to my father's homely
  Christian name。 I was christened Allan; after the name of a
  wealthy cousin of my father'sthe late Allan Armadalewho
  possessed estates in our neighborhood; the largest and most
  productive in the island; and who consented to be my godfather by
  proxy。 Mr。 Armadale had never seen his West Indian property。 He
  lived in England; and; after sending me the customary godfather's
  present; he held no further communication with my parents for
  years afterward。 I was just twenty…one before we heard again from
  Mr。 Armadale。 On that occasion my mother received a letter from
  him asking if I was still alive; and offering no less (if I was)
  than to make me the heir to his West Indian property。
  〃This piece of good fortune fell to me entirely through the
  misconduct of Mr。 Armadale's son; an only child。 The young man
  had disgraced himself beyond all redemption; had left his home an
  outlaw; and had been thereupon renounced by his father at once
  and forever。 Having no other near male relative to succeed him;
  Mr。 Armadale thought of his cousin's son and his own godson; and
  he offered the West Indian estate to me; and my heirs after me;
  on one conditionthat I and my heirs should take his name。 The
  proposal was gratefully accepted; and the proper legal measures
  were adopted for changing my name in the colony and in the mother
  country。 By the next mail information reached Mr。 Armadale that
  his condition had been complied with。 The return mail brought
  news from the lawyers。 The will had been altered in my favor; and
  in a week afterward the death of my benefactor had made me the
  largest proprietor and the richest man in Barbadoes。
  〃This was the first event in the chain。 The second event followed
  it six weeks afterward。
  〃At that time there happened to be a vacancy in the clerk's
  office on the estate; and there came to fill it a young man about
  my own age who had recently arrived in the island。 He announced
  himself by the name of Fergus Ingleby。 My impulses governed me in
  everything; I knew no law but the law of my own caprice; and I
  took a fancy to the stranger the moment I set eyes on him。 He had
  the manners of a gentleman; and he possessed the most attractive
  social qualities which; in my small experience; I had ever met
  with。 When I heard that the written references to character which
  he had brought with him were pronounced to be unsatisfactory; I
  interfered; and insisted that he should have the place。 My will
  was law; and he had it。
  〃My mother disliked and distrusted Ingleby from the first。 When
  she found the intimacy between us rapidly ripening; when she
  found me admitting this inferior to the closest companionship and
  confidence (I had lived with my inferiors all my life; and I
  liked it); she made effort after effort to part us; and failed in
  one and all。 Driven to her last resources; she resolved to try
  the one chance leftthe chance of persuading me to take a voyage
  which I had often thought ofa voyage to England。
  〃Before she spoke to me on the subject; she resolved to interest
  me in the idea of seeing England; as I had never been interested
  yet。 She wrote to an old friend and an old admirer of hers; the
  late Stephen Blanchard; of Thorpe Ambrose; in Norfolka
  gentleman of landed estate; and a widower with a grown…up family。
  After…discoveries informed me that she must have alluded to their
  former attachment (which was checked; I believe; by the parents
  on either side); and that; in asking Mr。 Blanchard's welcome for
  her son when he came to England; she made inquiries about his
  daughter; which hinted at the chance of a marriage uniting the
  two families; if the young lady and I met and liked one another。
  We were equally matched in every respect; and my mother's
  recollection of her girlish attachment to Mr。 Blanchard made the
  prospect of my marrying her old admirer's daughter the brightest
  and happiest prospect that her eyes could see。 Of all this I knew
  nothing until Mr。 Blanchard's answer arrived at Barbadoes。 Then
  my mother showed me the letter; and put the temptation which was
  to separate me from Fergus Ingleby openly in my way。
  〃Mr。 Blanchard's letter was dated from the Island of Madeira。 He
  was out of health; and he had been ordered there by the doctors
  to try the climate。 His daughter was with him。 After heartily
  reciprocating all my mother's hopes and wishes; he proposed (if I
  intended leav