第 58 节
作者:人生几何      更新:2022-07-08 12:26      字数:9322
  thee。 Do thou my bidding; or begone and leave me quite alone! No more
  will I see thy face; thou unfaithful servant!〃
  Then Eros drew his sword and Antony knelt before him and bared his
  breast; turning his eyes to heaven。 But Eros; crying 〃I cannot! oh; I
  cannot!〃 plunged the sword to his own heart; and fell dead。
  Antony rose and gazed upon him。 〃Why; Eros; that was nobly done;〃 he
  said。 〃Thou art greater than I; yet I have learned thy lesson!〃 and he
  knelt down and kissed him。
  Then; rising of a sudden; he drew the sword from the heart of Eros;
  plunged it into his bowels; and fell; groaning; on the couch。
  〃O thou; Olympus;〃 he cried; 〃this pain is more than I can bear! Make
  an end of me; Olympus!〃
  But pity stirred me; and I could not do this thing。
  Therefore I drew the sword from his vitals; staunched the flow of
  blood; and; calling to those who came crowding in to see Antony die; I
  bade them summon Atoua from my house at the palace gates。 Presently
  she came; bringing with her simples and life…giving draughts。 These I
  gave to Antony; and bade Atoua go with such speed as her old limbs
  might to Cleopatra; in the tomb; and tell her of the state of Antony。
  So she went; and after a while returned; saying that the Queen yet
  lived and summoned Antony to die in her arms。 And with her came
  Diomedes。 When Antony heard; his ebbing strength came back; for he was
  fain to look upon Cleopatra's face again。 So I called to the slaves
  who peeped and peered through curtains and from behind pillars to see
  this great man dieand together; with much toil; we bore him thence
  till we came to the foot of the Mausoleum。
  But Cleopatra; being afraid of treachery; would no more throw wide the
  door; so she let down a rope from the window and we made it fast
  beneath the arms of Antony。 Then did Cleopatra; who the while wept
  most bitterly; together with Charmion and Iras the Greek; pull on the
  rope with all their strength; while we lifted from below till the
  dying Antony swung in the air; groaning heavily; and the blood dropped
  from his gaping wound。 Twice he nearly fell to earth: but Cleopatra;
  striving with the strength of love and of despair; held him till at
  length she drew him through the windowplace; while all who saw the
  dreadful sight wept bitterly; and beat their breastsall save myself
  and Charmion。
  When he was in; once more the rope was let down; and; with some aid
  from Charmion; I climbed into the tomb; drawing up the rope after me。
  There I found Antony; laid upon the golden bed of Cleopatra; and she;
  her breast bare; her face stained with tears; and her hair streaming
  wildly about him; knelt at his side and kissed him; wiping the blood
  from his wounds with her robes and hair。 And let all my shame be
  written: as I stood and watched her the old love awoke once more
  within me; and mad jealousy raged in my heart becausethough I could
  destroy these twainI could not destroy their love。
  〃O Antony! my Sweet; my Husband; and my God!〃 she moaned。 〃Cruel
  Antony; hast thou the heart to die and leave me to my lonely shame? I
  will follow thee swiftly to the grave。 Antony; awake! awake!〃
  He lifted up his head and called for wine; which I gave him; mixing
  therein a draught that might allay his pain; for it was great。 And
  when he had drunk he bade Cleopatra lie down on the bed beside him;
  and put her arms about him; and this she did。 Then was Antony once
  more a man; for; forgetting his own misery and pain; he counselled her
  as to her own safety: but to this talk she would not listen。
  〃The hour is short;〃 she said; 〃let us speak of this great love of
  ours that hath been so long and may yet endure beyond the coasts of
  Death。 Mindest thou that night when first thou didst put thine arms
  about me and call me 'Love'? Oh! happy; happy night! Having known that
  night it is well to have livedeven to this bitter end!〃
  〃Ay; Egypt; I mind it well and dwell upon its memory; though from that
  hour fortune has fled from melost in my depth of love for thee; thou
  Beautiful。 I mind it!〃 he gasped; 〃then didst thou drink the pearl in
  wanton play; and then did that astrologer of thine call out his hour
  'The hour of the coming of the curse of Menkau…ra。' Through all the
  after…days those words have haunted me; and now at the last they ring
  in my ears。〃
  〃He is long dead; my love;〃 she whispered。
  〃If he be dead; then I am near him。 What meant he?〃
  〃He is dead; the accursed man!no more of him! Oh! turn and kiss me;
  for thy face grows white。 The end is near!〃
  He kissed her on the lips; and for a little while so they stayed; to
  the moment of death; babbling their passion in each other's ears; like
  lovers newly wed。 Even to my jealous heart; it was a strange and awful
  thing to see。
  Presently; I saw the Change of Death gather on his face。 His head fell
  back。
  〃Farewell; Egypt; farewell!I die!〃
  Cleopatra lifted herself upon her hands; gazed wildly on his ashen
  face; and then; with a great cry; she sank back swooning。
  But Antony yet lived; though the power of speech had left him。 Then I
  drew near and; kneeling; made pretence to minister to him。 And as I
  ministered I whispered in his ear:
  〃Antony;〃 I whispered; 〃Cleopatra was my love before she passed from
  me to thee。 I am Harmachis; that astrologer who stood behind thy couch
  at Tarsus; and I have been the chief minister of thy ruin。
  〃/Die; Antony!the curse of Menkau…ra hath fallen!/〃
  He raised himself; and stared upon my face。 He could not speak; but;
  gibbering; he pointed at me。 Then with a groan his spirit fled。
  Thus did I accomplish my revenge upon Roman Antony; the World…loser。
  Thereafter; we recovered Cleopatra from her swoon; for not yet was I
  minded that she should die。 And taking the body of Antony; C?sar
  permitting; I and Atoua caused it to be most skilfully embalmed after
  our Egyptian fashion; covering the face with a mask of gold fashioned
  like to the features of Antony。 Also I wrote upon his breast his name
  and titles; and painted his name and the name of his father within his
  inner coffin; and drew the form of the Holy Nout folding her wings
  about him。
  Then with great pomp Cleopatra laid him in that sepulchre which had
  been made ready; and in a sarcophagus of alabaster。 Now; this
  sarcophagus was fashioned so large that place was left in it for a
  second coffin; for Cleopatra would lie by Antony at the last。
  These things then happened。 And but a little while after I learned
  tidings from one Cornelius Dolabella; a noble Roman who waited upon
  C?sar; and; moved by the beauty that swayed the souls of all who
  looked upon her; had pity for the woes of Cleopatra。 He bade me warn
  herfor; as her physician; it was allowed me to pass in and out of
  the tomb where she dweltthat in three days she would be sent away to
  Rome; together with her children; save C?sarion; whom Octavian had
  already slain; that she might walk in the triumph of C?sar。
  Accordingly I went in; and found her sitting; as now she always sat;
  plunged in a half stupor; and before her that blood…stained robe with
  which she had staunched the wounds of Antony。 For on this she would
  continually feast her eyes。
  〃See how faint they grow; Olympus;〃 she said; lifting her sad face and
  pointing to the rusty stains; 〃and he so lately dead! Why; Gratitude
  could not fade more fast。 What is now thy news? Evil tidings is writ
  large in those dark eyes of thine; which ever bring back to me
  something that still slips my mind。〃
  〃The news is ill; O Queen;〃 I answered。 〃I have this from the lips of
  Dolabella; who has it straight from C?sar's secretary。 On the third
  day from now C?sar will send thee and the Princes Ptolemy and
  Alexander and the Princess Cleopatra to Rome; there to feast the eyes
  of the Roman mob; and be led in triumph to that Capitol where thou
  didst swear to set thy throne!〃
  〃Never; never!〃 she cried; springing to her feet。 〃Never will I walk
  in chains in C?sar's triumph! What must I do? Charmion; tell me what I
  can do!〃
  And Charmion; rising; stood before her; looking at her through the
  long lashes of her downcast eyes。
  〃Lady; thou canst die;〃 she said quietly。
  〃Ay; of a truth I had forgotten; I can die。 Olympus; hast thou the
  drug?〃
  〃Nay; but if the Queen wills it; by to…morrow morn it shall be brewed
  a drug so swift and strong that not the Gods themselves can hold him
  who drinks it back from sleep。〃
  〃Let it be made ready; thou Master of Death!〃
  I bowed; and withdrew myself; and all that night I and old Atoua
  laboured at the distilling of the deadly draught。 At length it was
  done; and Atoua poured it into a crystal phial; and held it to the
  light of the fire; for it was white as the purest water。
  〃/La! la!/〃 she sang; in her shrill voice; 〃a drink for a Queen! When
  fifty drops of that water of my brewing hav