第 11 节
作者:人生几何      更新:2022-07-08 12:26      字数:9321
  breath of her glad music ringing up the everlasting walls till the
  silence quivered with her round notes of melody; and the hearts of
  those who hearkened stirred strangely in the breast。 And thus; as we
  walked; she sang the song of Osiris risen; the song of Hope; the song
  of Victory:
  〃Sing we the Trinity;
  Sing we the Holy Three;
  Sing we; and praise we and worship the Throne;
  Throne that our Lord hath set
  There peace and truth are met
  There in the Halls of the Holy alone!
  There in the shadowings
  Faint of the folded wings;
  There shall we dwell and rejoice in our rest;
  We that thy servants are!
  Horus drive ill afar!
  Far in the folds of the dark of the West!〃
  Again; as her notes died away; thundered forth the chorus of all the
  voices:
  〃Softly we tread; our measured footsteps falling
  Within the Sanctuary Sevenfold;
  Soft on the Dead that liveth are we calling:
  'Return; Osiris; from thy Kingdom cold!
  Return to them that worship thee of old!'〃
  The chanting ceased; and as the sun sank the High Priest raised the
  statue of the living God and held it before the multitude that was now
  gathered in the court of the temple。 Then; with a mighty and joyful
  shout of:
  〃/Osiris our hope! Osiris! Osiris!/〃
  the people tore their black wrappings from their dress; revealing the
  white robes they wore beneath; and; as one man; they bowed before the
  God; and the feast was ended。
  But for me the ceremony was only begun; for to…night was the night of
  my initiation。 Leaving the inner court I bathed myself; and; clad in
  pure linen; passed; as it is ordained; into an inner; but not the
  inmost; sanctuary; and laid the accustomed offerings on the altar。
  Then; lifting my hands to heaven; I remained for many hours in
  contemplation; striving; by holy thoughts and prayer; to gather up my
  strength against the mighty moment of my trial。
  The hours sped slowly in the silence of the temple; till at length the
  door opened and my father Amenemhat; the High Priest; came in; clad in
  white; and leading by the hand the Priest of Isis。 For; having been
  married; he did not himself enter into the mysteries of the Holy
  Mother。
  I rose to my feet and stood humbly before them。
  〃Art thou ready?〃 said the priest; lifting the lamp he held so that
  its light fell upon my face。 〃O thou chosen one; art thou ready to see
  the glory of the Goddess face to face?〃
  〃I am ready;〃 I answered。
  〃Behold thee;〃 he said again; in solemn tones; 〃it is no small thing。
  If thou wilt carry out this thy last desire; understand; royal
  Harmachis; that now this very night thou must die for a while in the
  flesh; what time thy soul shall look on spiritual things。 And if thou
  diest and any evil shall be found within thy heart; when thou comest
  at last into that awful presence; woe unto thee; Harmachis; for the
  breath of life shall no more enter in at the gateway of thy mouth; thy
  body shall utterly perish; and what shall befall thy other parts; if I
  know; I may not say。'*' Art thou prepared to be taken to the breast of
  Her who Was and Is and Shall Be; and in all things to do Her holy
  will; for Her; while she shall so command; to put away the thought of
  earthly woman; and to labour always for Her glory till at the end thy
  life is gathered to Her eternal life?〃
  '*' According to the Egyptian religion the being Man is composed of
  four parts: the body; the double or astral shape (/ka/); the soul
  (/bi/); and the spark of life sprung from the Godhead (/khou/)。
  Editor。
  〃I am;〃 I answered; 〃lead on。〃
  〃It is well;〃 said the priest。 〃Noble Amenemhat; we go hence alone。〃
  〃Farewell; my son;〃 said my father; 〃be firm and triumph over things
  spiritual as thou shalt triumph over things earthly。 He who would
  truly rule the world must first be lifted up above the world。 He must
  be at one with God; for thus only shall he learn the secrets of the
  Divine。 But beware! The Gods demand much of those who dare to enter
  the circle of their Divinity。 If they go back therefrom; they shall be
  judged of a sharper law; and scourged with a heavier rod; for as their
  glory is; so shall their shame be。 Therefore; make thy heart strong;
  royal Harmachis! And when thou speedest down the ways of Night and
  enterest the Holies; remember that from him to whom great gifts have
  been given shall gifts be required again。 And nowif; indeed; thy
  mind be fixedgo whither it is not as yet given me to follow thee。
  Farewell!〃
  For a moment as my heart weighed these heavy words; I wavered; as well
  as I might。 But I was filled with longing to be gathered to the
  company of the Divine ones; and I knew that I had no evil in me; and
  desired to do only the thing that is just。 Therefore; having with so
  much labour drawn the bowstring to my ear; I was fain to let fly the
  shaft。 〃Lead on;〃 I cried with a loud voice; 〃lead on; thou holy
  Priest! I follow thee!〃
  And we went forth。
  CHAPTER VI
  OF THE INITIATION OF HARMACHIS; OF HIS VISIONS; OF HIS PASSING
  TO THE CITY THAT IS IN THE PLACE OF DEATH; AND OF THE DECLARATIONS
  OF ISIS; THE MESSENGER
  In silence we passed into the Shrine of Isis。 It was dark and bare
  only the feeble light from the lamp gleamed faintly upon the
  sculptured walls; where; in a hundred effigies; the Holy Mother
  suckled the Holy Child。
  The priest closed the doors and bolted them。 〃Once again;〃 he said;
  〃art thou ready; Harmachis?〃
  〃Once again;〃 I answered; 〃I am ready。〃
  He spoke no more; but; having lifted up his hands in prayer; led me to
  the centre of the Holy; and with a swift motion put out the lamp。
  〃Look before thee; Harmachis!〃 he cried; and his voice sounded hollow
  in the solemn place。
  I gazed and saw nothing。 But from the niche that is high in the wall;
  where is hid that sacred symbol of the Goddess on which few may look;
  there came a sound as of the rattling rods of the sistrum。'*' And as I
  listened; awestruck; behold! I saw the outline of the symbol drawn as
  with fire upon the blackness of the air。 It hung above my head; and
  rattled while it hung。 And; as it turned; I clearly saw the face of
  the Mother Isis that is graven on the one side; and signifies unending
  Birth; and the face of her holy sister; Nephthys; that is graven on
  the other; and signifies the ending of all birth in Death。
  '*' A musical instrument peculiarly sacred to Isis of which the shape
  and rods had a mystic significance。Editor。
  Slowly it turned and swung as though some mystic dancer trod the air
  above me; and shook it in her hand。 But at length the light went out;
  and the rattling ceased。
  Then of a sudden the end of the chamber became luminous; and in that
  white light I beheld picture after picture。 I saw the ancient Nile
  rolling through deserts to the sea。 There were no men upon its banks;
  nor any signs of man; nor any temples to the Gods。 Only wild birds
  moved on Sihor's lonely face; and monstrous brutes plunged and
  wallowed in his waters。 The sun sank in majesty behind the Libyan
  Desert and stained the waters red; the mountains towered up towards
  the silent sky; but in mountain; desert; and river there was no sign
  of human life。 Then I knew that I saw the world as it had been before
  man was; and a terror of its loneliness entered my soul。
  The picture passed and another rose up in its place。 Once again I saw
  the banks of Sihor; and on them crowded wild…faced creatures;
  partaking of the nature of the ape more than of the nature of mankind。
  They fought and slew each other。 The wild birds sprang up in affright
  as the fire leapt from reed huts given by foemen's hands to flame and
  pillage。 They stole and rent and murdered; dashing out the brains of
  children with axes of stone。 And; though no voice told me; I knew that
  I saw man as he was tens of thousands of years ago; when first he
  marched across the earth。
  Yet another picture。 Again I beheld the banks of Sihor; but on them
  fair cities bloomed like flowers。 In and out their gates went men and
  women; passing to and fro from wide; well…tilled lands。 But I saw no
  guards or armies; and no weapons of war。 All was wisdom; prosperity;
  and peace。 And while I wondered; a glorious Figure; clad in raiment
  that shone as flame; came from the gates of a shrine; and the sound of
  music went before and followed after him。 He mounted an ivory throne
  which was set in a market…place facing the water: and as the sun sank
  called in all the multitudes to prayer。 With one voice they prayed;
  bending in adoration。 And I understood that herein was shown the reign
  of the Gods on earth; which was long before the days of Menes。
  A change came over the dream。 Still the same fair city; but other men
  men with greed and evil on their faceswho hated the bonds of
  righteous doing; and set their hearts on sin。